posted May 22, 2021 10:45 AM            

I really appreciated your feedback and abilities for the composite chart in the past couple of days and now i’m looking for a deeper and closer knowledge of my inner journey 🙏🏻

Can I ask you to give me an interpretation of my own natal chart + solar return for this year?
specifically i would like to know if i’m going to have good job opportunities and on my love life in the future.

Grazie mille per avermi ascoltato finora 🤍🙏🏻

NATAL CHART http://ibb.co/2SkKD05

SOLAR RETURN http://ibb.co/rcTJdFC

ps: do i need to add more charts? let me know. thank you.

posted May 24, 2021 09:47 AM            

It seems to me that with Moon in Pisces/first house and Saturn in 12th square to your Sun in 9th house, you're a dreamer who wants to expand and explore emotional and intellectual horizons but were forced to contain your deepest nature, maybe there is a inner struggle between wishing to put yourself out there and have faith in humanity, and a more shy and reserved part of yourself which can't make a step ahead out of their shell, feeling somehow prisoner of it... it is possible that you feel in need of constant transformation via your relationships, because of Pluto square your Chiron/DSC and your 7th house ruled by your Sun... this looks like a challenge but it looks that you can find healing, a way to free yourself, self-awareness and transformation through relationships and their challenges. Maybe with your Mercury conjunct IC square Moon you had to learn to control your emotions, cause your emotional world is too intense but likely difficult to be expressed.

I think that with transiting Saturn and Jupiter you may have exposed yourself a lot while experiencing a lot of limitations, maybe going through a very unstable period during the past year, and Saturn is forcing you to question yourself and circumstances in your life a lot... if not yet, I think this is going to occur with transiting Saturn retrograde, you may question your past choices and will try to change your situation which doesn't look to serve you well. You are also having transiting nodes square Vertex and approaching your IC, so this looks like a turning point where you may have to let go of these situations that are not serving you well anymore... or inner past patters that you may want to change. I think transiting Saturn is being tough and painful in giving you this lesson but in the end it looks like forcing you into setting yourself free from those old patterns. Also, transiting South Node getting closer your MC/Mercury may bring also changes in work or career matters, or will lead you to let go of past situations that again are no longer working out.

I see that you may expect much better developments in all your plans next year, when transiting Jupiter will go direct again through your first house, and when transiting South Node will travel through your 9th house, because this looks like a releasing of burdens that may have hindered those developments, and when the transiting nodes are square to Chiron they may bring a healing also in your relationship area.
It seems to me that you will have to find your strenght in gaining more faith in your talents and in human relationships, and in your ability to transform yourself through your past experience and knowledge background.

I hope it helps and let me know if this resonates and if you have questions! Hugs ❤️

posted May 25, 2021 04:25 AM            

This interpretation blew my mind as to how accurate and on point that is, even tho it's going to be really hard to figure out how to let go of my relationship. Nonetheless, you really gave me strength and knowledge which is the basis of all healing processes and for this I thank you.

I feel really restless in my own shell, that really captured me when you said that. It's true. my dream is to be a more outspoken person and less of an introvert. I do see a change coming through and that makes me really happy. I did put myself in a limited position most of the time, that is correct, and I had to go through very tough times with my mental health. This was one of the reasons that influenced my person to back away from me too. I had too many internal crisis and messed things up.

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You know I'm not an expert in astrology nor i know very well the dynamics between planets and houses (even tho I really want to learn someday) but I have a few questions:
- On a general level, is saturn retrograde giving you only bad aspects for the uncoming months? can i expect some good changes too other that the ones you stated?
- Having planets in the 7th house means not only relationship but also marriage, right? If so, can i ask you if you see a marriage (even in older stages of my life) in the way? i'm just curious.
And lastly, just for fun and keeping things light:
- Will I have a new love in the near future?

posted May 25, 2021 01:33 PM            

I think that the psychological issues and inner struggle you're talking about are related to Pluto square Chiron and Saturn square your Sun... Pluto square to Chiron is a tough one psychologically, it usually has to do with abusive experiences affecting the person which are difficult to overcome, this affects you in a very deep way to your inner individuality perception since Chiron in Leo is ruled by the Sun, and your Sun is ruled by Pluto, then Saturn square to your Sun becomes like a prison and makes it difficult to set yourself free from such a deep burden... your Mars, which is also the ruler planet of Scorpio, is trine to Pluto and it is in the sixth house, which is usually the house of "working things out"... so your Mars in this placement is a bit slow but looks responsive, it suggests that your healing will come through a slow transformation and through re-finding your true/spontaneous emotional dimension cause it is in Cancer.
Since Jupiter is in your 8th house quincunx to Moon and square to Neptune which rules your Moon, and your Moon square to your MC/IC, an emotional issue with a mother figure may be what has to be solved, inside yourself.

Transiting Saturn generally brings responsibilities, restrictions, obstacles, but also establishments and what we pick up after sowing (raccogliere dopo che si è seminato)... In your case, it looks tough cause it is transiting in Aquarius where you already have your Saturn square your Sun, which is restricting your "Self liberation", so it likely added burdens to you... Retrograde planets usually bring delays, review, things that need to be prcessed and worked out... sometimes they bring a break from whatever we're involved in that momment... in your case, it seems to me that it may bring a period of reflection and review of situations that you need to change, according to the current nodal transits on your IC/MC axis, so when transiting Saturn will go direct again, I guess you will have processed these things and likely will find more stability to assess yourself or your current situation, but likely you will have to wait for your Saturn return (tr. Saturn conjunct to your Saturn) to start your own establishment and re-charge.

As for marriage in your life, I think you will find a stable relationship because your Juno/Jupiter midpoint is conjunct DSC/Chiron, and your Moon/Jupiter midpoint is conjunct Venus/North Node. Also, your Eros/Psyche midpoint is sextile to North Node/Venus and Chiron, with North Node exactly trine to Chiron. I think that you likely will find a "healing" relationship, I can't say it's going to be a marriage, but likely a long term relationship, because you seem to attract "soulmates" relationships.

posted May 25, 2021 01:44 PM            

I have a problem with my father more than mother. That’s the only thing that didn’t sound right for me.
Everything else resonate on a deeper level and I understood my lesson somehow. you brought me clarity and that, my friend, is a gift. No need for more questions, i will cherish your words.

posted May 25, 2021 01:48 PM            

"Since Jupiter is in your 8th house quincunx to Moon and square to Neptune which rules your Moon, and your Moon square to your MC/IC, an emotional issue with a mother figure may be what has to be solved, inside yourself."

❤️

posted May 25, 2021 01:57 PM            

Yes, i know. I had some issues with abandonment with my mother. My family from my father side said that my mother wanted to ‘sold me ‘ (and send me away to my father) after my parents split. My mother was never affectionate with me but with time we healed that part and of course that story about abandonment was false and it was always meant to hurt my mother through me. very childish i must say.

anyhow now i have a past problem with my father. he loves me but we are incompatible. that’s another story.

ps: anche a me ha fatto piacere da morire. quando vuoi! hai ig facebook o qualsiasi social? mi piacerebbe tanto parlarti ogni tanto.
si, sono nata a roma ma vivo in provincia.

posted May 25, 2021 02:05 PM            

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Yes, those aspects I mentioned may refer to a sense of abandonment, and also Chiron in Leo, but since there's a quincunx aspect between Jupiter and Moon, it suggests it has a potential resolution.
Saturn symbolizes the father, and this square to your Sun with a possible self-confidence issue may actually come from your father...

posted May 25, 2021 02:25 PM            

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Originally posted by siberian blue:
🙏🏻 fatto! sono raisedbytigers.

I hope that the wound i got from my father will heal too but i’m confident now. Seems something that belong to the past so it’s partially resolved.

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Grazie! :-)

Guarda io penso che il Saturn return nel tuo caso porterà a una risoluzione definitiva di tante cose del passato, a lasciarle definitivamente alle spalle, questo è preannunciato dal transito dei nodi su IC/MC, il problema è che prima di arrivarci il maledetto saturno in Acquario te la rende un po' difficile diciamo, ma penso che una volta superato Saturno, ti troverai a guardare indietro e a vedere quanta strada hai fatto e cosa hai costruito!