posted July 03, 2021 08:21 AM            

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[b]  AmberMoon ~

  You're  very welcome. We all learn from eachother, I'm  happy to help. ♡

(J.L)
  Yes! Here's the strange part. I was absolutely  pulling Hawaiian feelings but my mind questioned my instincts. The pumpkin and c19 swayed me from following the Hawaiian  trail.
 
 Yes, he could be wishing and hoping, bringing that manifesting energy high with the Magician. The Harvest was my opposite choice from Hawaii- yet it could be both!

(J.L)
  With his past anxiety, something in his life may have somehow mellowed it out. He might have reflected  on the  situation and his restless  mind is calming down? Perhaps some pretty big things have occurred since  the last time we explored his energy? I admit I kind of wipe my memory and try to start clear UNLESS  I get asked to review the past readings and then I try to review the past cards & interpretations.  
So I might be less caught in the energy but energy changes frequently, so I feel going in cold, might bring a fresher picture. 

 
That 2OP is very much you with the present timing. He's coming across as unmoved - to the world. Reserved. He is the Q of Pentacles in this energy. Sorry to write it out confusing.
" may see me as the QoP which to me represents the traditional wifey, good hostess, and stable, loyal and abundant woman. This feels kind of platonic to me but he is very heavy in earth energy so maybe this will be attractive to him. Based on his natal, his ideal woman is earthy, sensual, grounded, stable, loyal."
- That is actually  him in this reading. Something might have him feeling more grounded and this is why the anxiety has ceased too.

 Idk if he could be on anti-anxiety meds or if this upcoming time (seeing eachother) he'll be quiet and drinking quietly  alone? He seems guarded, though he is
grounded.

 The Key is a metaphorical key. He might have a trigger effect within, if you behave nicely or flirty (?) , he'll  match your energy but QOP doesn't seem as strongly saying he will def. She comes of as duplicitous here. I can't  say how he'll  respond by particular actions you take/don't  take. He may not even know his reaction to you!  The key is like an innate behavior in his reaction.
Could be he'd like to talk aside from crowds. It could be anything, even the other way. He may feel grounded and would prefer to stay as he is now, no tipping fhe scales.  I am looking at another deck for these two energies now, He may be reserved until  something in the wind changes. His energy says he'd like to be calm here on out. He may not be ready to show you his hand, as in playing cards. Again - due to grounding and family reasons (a tree).

 The key was a symbol I drew from my own cards. I use other tools sometimes but it's  a lot of detail to add, it was hot the other night. I apologize for being vague.
 

With GB, he did bring out the gossip *PO-Swords energy I felt worthy the caution.
I didn't  feel it as strongly with JVB but I had that feeling of "boys being boys" (hazing)- You know, let's see who she will accept flrting with. The GB guy, I do feel though he could be at the deeper level someone to be cautious of, it might not be all due to *just flirting*. Idk his feelings after being laid off. It's all subjective to how he was let go and how/who knew details. + His perception of the co workers still there. That is after the backstory you shared), in the original feelers, I wondered if these two were both sharing details on you. Both attempting "boy" games.

  In the end, it is always ypur intuition  to listen to. We whom read for eachother  are messengers who bring out what you deep down ~ most often know. 

 You're  very welcome. ♡
 ~ M.Mystic ~[/B]

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Thank you so much for being willing to go back and forth on this with me haha! I hope you don't think that I'm questioning or shooting down your interpretations. I want to learn tarot so badly and sadly don't have really any way of doing that apart from this board, and I learn best by talking with people and throwing ideas around. I love to go back and forth and dig deeper and play devil's advocate sometimes. Thank you for further clarifying your feelings and thoughts. I am learning a great deal from you and so thankful!!

That is so funny that Hawaii did come up for you. I think you're right, I think it will be both. I'm so sorry, what is pumpkin and c19? Are they different timing cards? I was getting my hopes up for seeing him this weekend but it's not going to happen I did have a flash of a thought though when you did confirm harvest time. I don't know why but I thought of possibly at this casino/hotel that's right in the middle of our respective cities. Sometimes we go there to see good bands/singers, or comedian, and then gamble and drink and stay overnight at the attached hotel. The employees all wear the same type of uniform - especially at the tables it's like a tighter vest over a white blouse. Magician, 9oC, 6oW kind of feels casino-y to me for some reason! And then I went to look up the name of it because it was escaping me and sure enough, the word "Magic" is literally in the name of the casino!!

"The Queen of Pentacles is someone who is really grounded in their life. They have learned to feel their way through life, listening to their heart and their body and understanding the way they communicate – on all levels – with their environment. This may be a farmer , a herbalist, a potter, a builder – anyone who works with physical materials in a magical way, with a deep appreciation of the world’s resources, and a respectful, positive way of working with them."

Too funny! Yes, he is a farmer and also in agriculture sales. QoP may reflect he is probably just coming out of a busy time with harvest season and maybe only has that on his mind. I think it's interesting and also sad how he never sees himself or feels like a King (apart from King of Swords reversed on more than 1 occasion - yuck!). It's always Knights and now Queen. I hope he sees himself better soon but glad to see he will be feeling more grounded. I don't want him to feel like the way we saw earlier. I truly do want him to be happy. I think when we first met, he came off strongly with that Knight of Wands energy and made a mistake by letting his attraction to me be way too obvious. Which is I think what caused him to become anxious (9oS) and quietly sneak away (7oS). I think he will be a lot more guarded this time around like you said - not wanting to show much emotion and really trying to stay grounded, practical and look responsible/respectful but also friendly, caring and compassionate at the same time. Maybe the duplicitous energy you felt means it might be more of a practiced/controlled front or appearance and he will be waiting to see how I react to it? Again, I think he has no clue how I feel about him and probably thinks I don't like him at all. I might be going back and forth on how I want to act around him or be juggling my attention between him and my husband. I think I get it Is this key from Lenormand? I read up on it’s meaning. I think it confirms that I am going to try to bridge this gap between us and offer my devoted friendship to him. Also, key and tree together it looks like means “recovery, fate, family secret, releasing from restrictive family.” It's interesting though that the 2 places I'm going to see him next are hotels - and the key came up......maybe it's not so metaphorical?

As for those other 2 goobers, I definitely see what you're talking about now. Thank you for clarifying. I'm not some low-hanging fruit and I'm not someone to be "played with." I'm not going to give that any more energy and just going to focus on my job and doing it well.

posted July 05, 2021 11:53 AM            

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[b] AmberMoon ~
I'll respond (edit in) better at length later but wanted to say that our Hawaii mentions, it made news. A cargo plane crashed this week. Not certain of the date. http://youtu.be/eggwMvWzQ1I

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Hi Moon! Please don't feel obligated to respond to my lengthy posts, it's more just me talking to myself or anyone who'll listen, LOL! And please please tell me if my interpretations are totally wrong - like I said I'm trying to learn.

posted July 18, 2021 01:38 PM            

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Hi Moon! Please don't feel obligated to respond to my lengthy posts, it's more just me talking to myself or anyone who'll listen, LOL! And please please tell me if my interpretations are totally wrong - like I said I'm trying to learn.

This is so sad! And it also reminds me of something that happened around the time we met in Kauai, Hawaii. About 1-2 months before we met there, I think in December 2019, there was a horrific helicopter crash that left 6 people dead. It was a standard tour of the Napali Coast and the pilot tragically lost control of the helicopter. Of course, I was terrified when J.L. told me on the last day of the trip that he was going on the very same helicopter tour! I think I prayed for like 5 hours straight that he would be safe - and everything went fine.

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Hi AmberMoon.

Like journaling, talking with ourselves do bring much clarity. NP ~ I was away more lately. Needing of meditation.

posted July 20, 2021 01:45 PM            

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Hi AmberMoon.

Like journaling, talking with ourselves do bring much clarity. NP ~ I was away more lately. Needing of meditation.

Yes, the Hawaii news was sad but didn't share it to bring sadness. It was unusual as we were comin up with Hawaii in the readings.
In the end, you realised afrer your prayers, he was fine -
[b]"and everything went fine -
I think this is the gist of the Hawaii energy. You might need to count on your ability of prayer to bring the clear answers you hold dearly within. ♡[/B]

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I hope your meditations rejuvenated you! Glad to see you back. Yes, I have found my prayers bring a lot of clarity and my thoughts have had great manifestation power, especially the past year when I was going through my progressed full moon. I did get in touch with another reader about when I will see J.L. again and she basically said the same thing as you did but added some interesting tid bits......

I do see you meeting again; you don’t seem to be alone. In fact there are a lot of people around and things are very loud; either there is some sort of concert or some other loud noise drowns your conversation. On the bright side, it allows you to come physically closer to him, this way adding to the intimacy of the
interaction. I see you wearing red and some other color (green or blue). Everything between you is diplomatic and you don’t really let your guard down, but there is also a strong energy that pulls you closer. This vibe will also be visible
to those around you, so, if you don’t want them to observe you, practice discretion. You seem to be standing most of the time; I don’t see you sitting down. It happens during the day; there is a bright natural light around you. And it seems to be outside rather than indoors. Tip: prepare a gift, a token to give him – nothing extravagant, something small but meaningful. It seems to drive your
conversation forward. For timing I get here a clue as “the end of”, so the end of this week or the end of this month. My intuition rather points to the end of the month. There will be some tension between you two in the next two
weeks and in the second part of August. In fact, the next 6 months seem to offer opportunities for you to get closer and a flow of emotions could emerge. Things that have not been said until now will come to light and you seem to have a mutual desire to erase the tension and make things better.

posted July 26, 2021 03:51 PM            

An update on what you read for me.. no additional repairs and I have been looking at other ways to save and simplify things.. more stress reducers.

posted July 26, 2021 09:12 PM            

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Hi MoonMystic! Just wanted to give you an update on my situation with J.L. I will actually be seeing him tonight! I was completely blindsided, I did not think it would be that soon! I mean, I haven't seen this man in 18 months and there were many, many times we tried to get together but it never worked out. My husband asked me out of the blue to come to an agriculture conference with him for the next 2-3 days in the next state over and I was going back and forth on whether I should go or not. It's a nation-wide conference at this big hotel. Maybe that's why you were pulling harvest vibes due to the agriculture theme? You also said August which is right on and just a few days away. Luna said also by the end of this month and I honestly did not believe her!

Anyway, I asked my husband who was all going to be there that I know and he rattled off a few names and said J.L. was going to be there. I am so nervous! I even debated not going at all because I sort of have this overwhelming sense of dread. I just don't know if I can keep my emotions or attraction for him under wraps. This man just sets my bones on fire! Please send positive calming vibes my way - I have no idea how this is going to play out!

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Hi AmberMoon! 

posted July 26, 2021 09:14 PM            

  I just went to Saille's thread and was away a bit. Thank you for the update, that is good news. May it remain as so. Peaceful, stress free. ♡

posted July 31, 2021 07:28 PM            

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Hi MoonMystic! Just wanted to give you an update on my situation with J.L. I will actually be seeing him tonight! I was completely blindsided, I did not think it would be that soon! I mean, I haven't seen this man in 18 months and there were many, many times we tried to get together but it never worked out. My husband asked me out of the blue to come to an agriculture conference with him for the next 2-3 days in the next state over and I was going back and forth on whether I should go or not. It's a nation-wide conference at this big hotel. Maybe that's why you were pulling harvest vibes due to the agriculture theme? You also said August which is right on and just a few days away. Luna said also by the end of this month and I honestly did not believe her!

Anyway, I asked my husband who was all going to be there that I know and he rattled off a few names and said J.L. was going to be there. I am so nervous! I even debated not going at all because I sort of have this overwhelming sense of dread. I just don't know if I can keep my emotions or attraction for him under wraps. This man just sets my bones on fire! Please send positive calming vibes my way - I have no idea how this is going to play out!

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Hi Amber Moon,

Did the meeting occur yet or is it coming up still? I'm very curious how it goes/went.

posted August 01, 2021 02:15 PM            

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Hi Amber Moon,

Did the meeting occur yet or is it coming up still? I'm very curious how it goes/went.

All the best to you. 🕊️🌸

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posted August 01, 2021 05:56 PM            

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Thank you so much for following up with me. I meant to update but needed some time to gather more information before I did so. With great sadness I have to tell you that J.L. ended up deciding at the last minute to not go to the conference after all. He was not there 😢. There is another conference on Aug 20th that he FOR SURE is going to be at as it’s mandatory and my husband also invited me to attend so then I got my hopes up again. However, now my husband tells me he may have another work obligation that day so very unsure if we are going - it’s 50-50 at this point. My heart is shattered in a million pieces. I went from thinking I would see him twice in 1 month to now probably not at all. This has been the common theme these last 18 months - just a long string of near meetings that turn into near misses. I’m keen to think the universe is playing a cruel joke on me. Why did we get thrown together when we needed each other most and then have to go through such a painful separation? What is the higher purpose? I may never know.

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Oh my, now you have yet more waiting. I imagine this is uncomfortable.

A very good way to process your feelings until then, could be journaling. Maybe he's rethinking or questioning? Yet it could as well be *outside* him that caused this. Which after the waiting you may appreciate this happened.
Could he have become ill?

8/20 is iffy then? We aren't too far from then actually. Just about 2.5 weeks?
No, it's not a cruel joke from the U. I believe you might be given this time to clarify your own feelings. To be sure you want what you believe you do from the meeting because a lot of transition may occur if it is to happen. There are probabilities that may occur during)after the mtg. Reexamining your heart & thoughts. Going in completely certain of your inner most truth.

I wish you the best AmberMoon.
Enjoy the tropic retreat when there - that alone could be a nice experience. <3

posted August 02, 2021 09:11 AM            

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Oh my, now you have yet more waiting. I imagine this is uncomfortable.

A very good way to process your feelings until then, could be journaling. Maybe he's rethinking or questioning? Yet it could as well be *outside* him that caused this. Which after the waiting you may appreciate this happened.
Could he have become ill?

8/20 is iffy then? We aren't too far from then actually. Just about 2.5 weeks?
No, it's not a cruel joke from the U. I believe you might be given this time to clarify your own feelings. To be sure you want what you believe you do from the meeting because a lot of transition may occur if it is to happen. There are probabilities that may occur during)after the mtg. Reexamining your heart & thoughts. Going in completely certain of your inner most truth.

I wish you the best AmberMoon.
Enjoy the tropic retreat when there - that alone could be a nice experience. <3

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The problem was the distance I believe and that the conference in Aug was going to cover pretty much the same items but 2 hours closer to his residence.

Thank you for recommending journaling. I have a tremendous inner monologue that should probably make it’s way to paper at some point but I’m such a private person that I would be constantly paranoid that someone were to find it, especially my husband LOL!! Do you find journaling a big help to you? I used to when I was younger and just got away from it.

You are so, so right though about the whole situation and I cried when I read your words. We both need a large amount of time to examine our lives after we met each other to figure out if we belong with or can make room for each other. To examine our current relationships and if they’re worth salvaging or if we should make the difficult decision to make room for new. The funny thing is that my relationship with my husband has actually gotten significantly better over the last year and I’ve had a difficult time admitting this to myself.

I just read your updated note for this thread. I am so sorry you feel as though you’ve received negative feedback for your readings!! You truly have a gift, I’m sorry you feel as though it’s not appreciated. I hope you don’t think I was one of those ppl. I’m a very analytical person and l love to try to dissect and figure out all the possible different meanings for cards that are pulled as I’m trying to learn myself. I cherish every reading you’ve ever done for me. Maybe I didn’t express that as clearly as I should have.

posted August 04, 2021 04:52 AM            

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The problem was the distance I believe and that the conference in Aug was going to cover pretty much the same items but 2 hours closer to his residence.

Thank you for recommending journaling. I have a tremendous inner monologue that should probably make it’s way to paper at some point but I’m such a private person that I would be constantly paranoid that someone were to find it, especially my husband LOL!! Do you find journaling a big help to you? I used to when I was younger and just got away from it.

You are so, so right though about the whole situation and I cried when I read your words. We both need a large amount of time to examine our lives after we met each other to figure out if we belong with or can make room for each other. To examine our current relationships and if they’re worth salvaging or if we should make the difficult decision to make room for new. The funny thing is that my relationship with my husband has actually gotten significantly better over the last year and I’ve had a difficult time admitting this to myself.

I just read your updated note for this thread. I am so sorry you feel as though you’ve received negative feedback for your readings!! You truly have a gift, I’m sorry you feel as though it’s not appreciated. I hope you don’t think I was one of those ppl. I’m a very analytical person and l love to try to dissect and figure out all the possible different meanings for cards that are pulled as I’m trying to learn myself. I cherish every reading you’ve ever done for me. Maybe I didn’t express that as clearly as I should have.

Anyway, I feel it’s probably time for me to stop reviving this thread LOL. I need to start appreciating what I have and stop pining for the impossible. Thank you for all you help and kind words. 🥰💖

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AmberMoon, I have no doubt your intuition will guide you right. Journal writing is good for all in all times. I should take it up again too. You could journal writing with vanishing ink. I think there's something like that out there where you'll probably need the solution to bring the words out. OR you could destroy the pages after freeing the emotions to paper. A release. Giving you a feeling of lightness. The hold won't be oppressive in this unchanged period. The waiting, flux.
Your sensitive and need to express somehow, that is one way. <3

Thank you! It wasn't you. I think it was just a final feeling that sent me towards a tipping point. Over these months I probably just here far too much. There was a few energies here that I felt misused my offers. I felt a shadow-esque energy here. I didn't/don't care who, why. Just that the light wasn't in a healing atmosphere.
Especially due to the virus, darkness is felt easily, strongly and being idealistic, I told myself it would be better soon. It isn't. Yet anyhow.

posted August 10, 2021 01:50 PM            

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Hi  Debbie ~
Thank you for the req and feedback! ♡ That's  great news that it was less severe than you had braced yourself for.

(thinking  on my question - I'll add it in later)

That is a relief about that storm. Your temps nounce around, must be that storm climate hot/cool. It's so warm here, sleeping feels nice, yet not probably a success to try until early morning.

Your garage opener going out reminded me of an old ep of Bewitched actually!  The one with the airplanes. lol Darren thought it was her nose.

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"question: Do you see me needing to repair any items around my house, etc. in the next couple of months?"

- Your cards -
[b]  The World
The Fool
Death (rev)

~ clarifying with Ace of Pentacles

  You'll likely see what it is to expected, in terms of repair costs, culminate to it's  largest  potential by the next 21 days or the next Full Moon (7/23). 
  That FM will be 1° Aquarius, Uranus might release through this coming Full Moon because your 2nd card is the Aquarius card, anew, fresh. Starting over. So much so you'll find yourself caught in your creativity,  you will forget about those stressful  possibilities. 

You'll find the worries over the extra expenses will bring you a "free flying feeling". As though Aquarius energy is there to "release" all concerns in the financial side. Air magically clearing that up and to finish it off - the death has already released you as well. All things you needed to release - you were savvy and did! Which freed you from a harsher outcome.

 I see this as a strong message with all the major arcanas and the one that came out in rev - is there to reflect nothing huge coming, it is done. Opposite of Scorpio is Taurus, which is a strong financial sign. Echoing Taurus (opposite Death)
Your clarification of receiving the huge pentacle - as if by the Divine. This could be your finding money and or finding a rebate or return from what repair products you had to make.

Pls let me know how it all turns out. ♡
Thank you for letting me read for you.

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Take care and stay safe,
Kira[/B]

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Hi Kira!

Hope your time has been both restful and productive.

I've been taking it easy..and only doing so much each day..feeling better...changing my diet a bit...was eating some things I don't normally eat...now I know they weren't helping..keep working on my sleep efforts..

Some feedback...I did make a change on an insurance renewal, which did give me a refund (or rebate as you saw it) back, which will help.

The virus has been picking up here. Went yesterday to get groceries before everyone cleans them out.

Also went to a writing conference (almost didn't see it advertised) and got the questions answered that I needed and some observations on my the first page of the book. One author there told me that my writing reminded her of Neil Gaiman, which is one of her favorite authors.

posted August 19, 2021 04:00 PM            

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Hello [b] AmberMoon ,
 
Thank you for your request and your update.
I hope I am not jumping into the question too soon. You did bold your new writing, I'll  start there.

"when/where I will be seeing J.L. again?"
- Your Cards Are -
Nine Of Cups - The Magician  -Six Of Wands

A beach front bar. During Harvest season maybe as soon as August and as late as November.
It could be an outdoor festival of some type. It could be October fest or a period set type festival.  Or the venue has a particular look in the wardrobe that employees will wear. As well a possible wedding event. Peasant tops and corsets are on the servers. Cosplay is a possibility too. *Maybe in Virgo season.
Your final card indicates August. 
Equestrian, cosplay or a costume party. These are more potentials.  The Magician could actually be "the act" at a comedy theater,  childrens party or a talent event.
Your feelings will be proud to see eachother.  I'll add each of your energies
Yours 2 Of Pentacles  - J.L's  Queen Of Pentacles

 You'll feel a little apprehensive, busy in trying to balance so you may feel awkward not to show your need to rush or seem too off balance. Your eyes will be on him, which might bring a little uncertainty along. To him you'll seem demure and graceful.
He'll feel sweetly towards you. Compassion,  understanding and will seem calm upon seeing you. There is a key with him, he might await your exchange before he offers it, which could be, to more than you have had before with him. It looks auspicious. Like if you do X or Y, he will reveal his open offer to Z (the key).

Yes,you should be cautious with both. I asked for
- GB - Page Of Swords. Gossiping, digging info on you. Not always negative but together they both seem to be curious.
- JVB  - 6 Of Swords
  "sites  of passage"  Idk but I feel there's something going on here you should have your antenna up for. I don't know about hazing but they could be testing you. Of the two You might watch GB the most but be careful with them.

Pls let me know if I can help further. I wish you the very best and always appreciate feedback if it resonates or doesn't. ♡[/B]

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Aaaaaand, I'm back! I just wanted to give you feedback even though I know you're not reading here anymore.

You were right about August! I saw and talked to him last night and will again tonight! It was at a standard hotel bar. We are at an agriculture conference in another city - the one that I wasn't sure if we were going to be able to make it to but we did.

I was outside the bar and saw him through the window sitting inside so I knew where I had to make my entrance, LOL. I didn't even look at him, just waltzed in right in his eyeline wearing a hot dress and went to sit with my husband and some other people. I thought, I'm not even going to wave. I'm going to make him come to me! It took about 45 minutes but he came over, sat next to me and put his arm around me! Okay, this did not make my husband very happy but he laughed it off because they are good friends. Anyway - he was super warm, sweet and attentive, asking me a lot of questions about how I've been, about my health, etc. He made a few excuses to touch me too. He didn't seem quiet or guarded at all. I was actually really surprised because the other reader said he would be guarded and sort of keeping his distance and have his walls up. But we still have 1 more night to go, we'll see.

Something interesting happened though. I was so so so nervous to see him I almost had a panic attack and I'm not exaggerating! Building things up in my head for the last 18 months led me to feel absolutely terrified! When I walked in the bar knowing he was there, I actually calmed down a little. Then when he came and sat next to me and started talking to me, I felt totally and completely at ease. Like I was talking to an old friend. I was shocked with myself. I thought I would be trembling and stuttering - but it was exactly the opposite. Strange, but welcomed! I just wish I knew what he was thinking and feeling right now.

Thank you again for the reading!

posted October 01, 2021 09:02 PM            

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Aaaaaand, I'm back! I just wanted to give you feedback even though I know you're not reading here anymore.

You were right about August! I saw and talked to him last night and will again tonight! It was at a standard hotel bar. We are at an agriculture conference in another city - the one that I wasn't sure if we were going to be able to make it to but we did.

I was outside the bar and saw him through the window sitting inside so I knew where I had to make my entrance, LOL. I didn't even look at him, just waltzed in right in his eyeline wearing a hot dress and went to sit with my husband and some other people. I thought, I'm not even going to wave. I'm going to make him come to me! It took about 45 minutes but he came over, sat next to me and put his arm around me! Okay, this did not make my husband very happy but he laughed it off because they are good friends. Anyway - he was super warm, sweet and attentive, asking me a lot of questions about how I've been, about my health, etc. He made a few excuses to touch me too. He didn't seem quiet or guarded at all. I was actually really surprised because the other reader said he would be guarded and sort of keeping his distance and have his walls up. But we still have 1 more night to go, we'll see.

Something interesting happened though. I was so so so nervous to see him I almost had a panic attack and I'm not exaggerating! Building things up in my head for the last 18 months led me to feel absolutely terrified! When I walked in the bar knowing he was there, I actually calmed down a little. Then when he came and sat next to me and started talking to me, I felt totally and completely at ease. Like I was talking to an old friend. I was shocked with myself. I thought I would be trembling and stuttering - but it was exactly the opposite. Strange, but welcomed! I just wish I knew what he was thinking and feeling right now.

Thank you again for the reading!

[b] EDIT: The second night was even more intense. Again, I made him come to me and he did - several times. He touched me quite a few times, sat very close and was even rubbing my back by the end of the night. I caught him looking too. He was also very, very open about the troubles in his marriage which was surprising. He must have said on 3 different occasions how crappy it was - he kept bringing it up. He definitely wanted me to know. [/B]

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Amber Moon ~

My editor in my phone isn't great.
How are you?
Thank you for the update!!
Your MTG sounds like it went well.

Wow on the outcome. It sounds as though you had a nice engaging of energies.
He seems to have wanted you to understand how things were/are and thinks as well feels enough to open up. That opportunity may have felt fleeting, as you were in a window of opportunity. Has anything more unfolded?

posted October 03, 2021 11:30 PM            

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Amber Moon ~

My editor in my phone isn't great.
How are you?
Thank you for the update!!
Your MTG sounds like it went well.

Wow on the outcome. It sounds as though you had a nice engaging of energies.
He seems to have wanted you to understand how things were/are and thinks as well feels enough to open up. That opportunity may have felt fleeting, as you were in a window of opportunity. Has anything more unfolded?

Your anxiety might have been due to the waiting, not knowing. Once in his company it might have quieted your worries.

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Hi!

Thanks for checking in on me!

Ugh……I really thought we walked away from that meeting as closer friends. I was over the moon. So I thought I would friend request him on Facebook. However, several days went by and he hadn’t accepted my request. I wanted to know for sure so did a little investigating and according to a horary chart and a psychic tarot reading, he had seen the request but was not going to accept it (at least at that time). 2 of swords was his main energy followed by 6 of wands. So after a few weeks with no action, I cancelled my friend request 😢.

I am so extremely hurt and confused. A year ago I had friend requested him and after a week of nothing I messaged him and teasingly asked him what was up with not accepting it. He said he was sorry and he hadn’t seen it. Now I know he was lying. And somewhere along the way he had unfriended me.

Why would he make an effort to get so close to me, touch me repeatedly, and confide in me about a few more difficult things and then completely ignore me and push me away?? I half a mind to just be totally cold as ice the next time I see him. I am going to definitely lay down some boundaries since he has made it abundantly clear he doesn’t want to acknowledge me as a friend.

posted November 13, 2021 08:10 PM            

Hope you and your family are doing well.

We are doing okay. I keep working on simplifying things, so there's less to keep up with.

I also hope your home projects, etc. have gone well, too, and that you've found time to relax.

Wishing you a Happy Thanksgiving--however you celebrate the day! It's hard to believe that it is only a couple of weeks away.

I'll be taking a siesta again from here again soon.

posted July 14, 2022 04:41 PM            

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Originally posted by MoonMystic:
Hello [b]summerlove22.
Thank you for your request. I'm so sorry about the sadness lately 🌸

"Will summerlove22's career, social life and love life improve soon?"

- Your cards Are -
7 Of Pentacles  - Page Of Pentacles  - King Of Cups

No solid answers (major arcanas) but these are great energies! Depending upon your view.

 Presuming you've  been placing intent into a career venture, 7 Of Pentacles does show promise.
The next juncture is 8 Of Pentacles, which is the apprentice energy. Stay the course and focus your desire in terms of career aim, this particular one is Taurus and Virgo seson you could see yourself as an apprrntice with the right mindset. Which might
I add you'll be wearing the look of The Page of Pentacles not long thereafter. A decent financial position. Which you'll feel structure under you in with so much room to grow in your station.
You may feel a transition in how others perceive you socially from an average duck to a beautiful  swan.

  There may be someone interested on you now, only they are shy. Once you step outside your shadow, into the spotlight and accept social invitations - or make some, your offer from a potential romantic one, could arrive soon too.
 The key to these outcomes will start with your King of Cups. He asks you to "self love". Show yourself kindness and compassion and it will pave the way to the upswing in these areas you so very much wish for. 🌸

Get a mani, pedi and do some gurly things for YOU ...because once you get offers to mingle and possibly start a new job, you might be pretty busy.
Tell yourself each chance you get how you're a lovely person and you deserve complete happiness and it will happen for you.

.... 🌸 ....

"How soon before will summerlove22 date?"
- Your cards Are -
5 Of Wands + Page Of  Cups
AI need to describe the 5OWs card, There are two people apart, yet it's the interpretation of the reader, I feel this is someone you know, which there IS SPACE between you both. Possibly an awkwardness. 

 The time of this card is as soon as late October.  There's snow falling. However; these two could push it sooner ~ were they to speak. Align with one another. On the other hand this could be two extremely shy people. One will need to take the lead.
Your next card is a Summer card. As pointed out in the first one, there will need to be courage to jump into those new waters. To decide who to date, who isn't right - Who Is. This energy is very much a "fish outta water" one. You might need to leave your comfort zones. The bolder you are,  possibly the sooner your datebook will fill up. Anytime from now until November  2nd.
There are things in your transits you could seek.
Water signs, Fire signs and 5th, 11th houses. As well the upcoming dating could occur in July, if you're  ready. 5+11= 7 July

"Will summerlove22 get a new job soon?"
- Your Cards Are -
Ace Of Swords + 7 Of Wands
 This isn't clear for me. I'll clarify these. The Ace Of Sword is yes, yet not suppirted with that overly
competitive fire energy. It feels too frezied and with a sword, not worth trust in it.
 Clarification  - 6 Of Wands
 The Sword is to be used to slash that 7th wand to 6 Of Wands. Why? So you can proudly throw your hat in and with grace step up and show your worthy to accept an offer, that you'll be honorable as an employee.  Yes, you could soon.

"What field will she go into?"
- Your Cards Are -
Empress & Emperor! With 4 Of Pentacles

A strong position in leading, artistically. Somehow in the beautification industry  to people, pets, homes or otherwise in artistic industries.  Even cake decorating. There's a world in textiles as a potential too. Your field might be a foundation where you'll  be asked to step in and wear both hats of leadership. 
On the contrary an older man could offer you the position next to him, to create a stronger artistic foundation - 4 Of Pentacles indicates it's a solid foundation with the Emperor but he would like to take it several levels.
I see this as a young artistic business.  These are random Possible fields -

 A resort, Children's apparel designing, Florist shop, photography studio, Interior Designer co. , Upholstery  or furniture design.

I'm sorry this is vague dep on your situation. Please let me know if I can further assist. I always look fwd to and appreciate feedback. I wish you all the best. 💜🌸[/B]

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