posted October 07, 2023 02:19 PM            

Tell me about Moon’s Year…
9oS rx, 9oW, 5oC, KoC rx, 3oW rx

posted October 08, 2023 02:39 AM            

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Originally posted by shoshannazeze:
Hi moon, nuts dreams as usual. Lots of overlap in the past and future over the present. I hope you've been receiving peaceful information. Also, going back to your reading for me, it's crazy you picked out the devil because the cancerian is actually a satanist (under a specific sect). On top of other things like ancestor worship and dreams... woof! Still piecing through what you wrote for me.

Tell me about Moon’s Year…
9oS rx, 9oW, 5oC, KoC rx, 3oW rx

Bottom clarifier - lovers reversed. When I sit at my computer to type, the lovers is upright on top of the spread, and the 5oC and 9oW are the ones reversed. I think the message here is that you’ll have a choice to make, a big choice, in about 5 weeks that might spin your mindset and overall growth for the rest of the year. I am feeling that stern and saturnal winter coldness. You definitely live on the east coast and there could be severe flooding in your area (KoC reversed)... if you personally aren’t dealing with someone who has zero emotional control. I think this choice, with the lovers, could bring about severe, severe anxiety if you go with it- the lovers when upright straddle the 5oC, and reversing this card speaks to me of ignoring a pressing instinct and standing around, waiting. Next to the 9oW rx it tells me you’ll stay and lower your boundaries, but it could lead to some growing pains down the road. Dark is the icey, cold night. But you should stay steadfast and I think, ignore whatever paltry emotional offer someone might bring to you to enjoy your winter. I get a great gut sense of you being drained and going against your emotional progress. This may be your twin flame, and I think the cards are begging me to tell you to stand your ground and keep that door closed. The flame shouldn’t break down your door, the solace on a winter’s night where you’re cozy with tea and a heated blanket, to make you spiral and enter in a bad habit. The cards speak a story to me, and I feel this intuitively, of someone that isn’t good for themselves (lol) or you trying to stick their foot in the door because the coldness of winter has gotten to them. Stay strong girl, or meditate and ask your spirits on how to proceed when he comes knocking.
If you stick to your guns, you’ll have a fruitful and calm and healing end of the year. And it’ll take you into a brighter spring. I think you may catch a flu or a bug during holiday traveling, but you’ll be okay if you prepare your immune system and rest, but your loved ones might be a tad grabby for attention while you just want to sleep. It won’t be anything too serious, just those annoying phlegmy coughs that keep you up at night. Just keep an eye on it and don’t put pressure on your body emotionally or physically.
Let me know if this resonates at all and if I can ask, tbh except for the flooding/freeze and chance of getting sick, you should be fine Just hold strong and consult your guides about certain people coming back. Winter is tough but it's the necessary slow and cold healing cycle for the earth.
Can I ask- how does SM feel about me now? Thank you Moon <3 let me know if i can clarify with anything

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Hi shoshannazeze.
Thank you for reading this. There's a lot to digest here. I'll try to return Sunday with notes for how it may resonate. A lot may take time to fully know though. I do appreciate your energy in delivering it.

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I'm editing my response in here:
That's wild re El Diablo. I for one have wrangled with him. For your person to be a worshiper, that's definitely something to cut yourself from. There's no winning in those types of connections.,

In fact your reading re my TF, he wasn't my tf in the end his Demon he spoke to me of was real and it took a lot to release myself but I have. The reading portion you saw of him is probably a past event as it did seem like the one I lived in Springtime months in the past. I'm not open to receive energy exchange with that being again. No need to worry about me, thank you though. I'm pulling all protection within, around and beyond - my fields. He's powerless to me now. Plus I believe he moved on to those supplies of energy he preferred. I'm here to do as I am, we don't vibrate on the same frequency.

Wow indeed, that energy you got for me. Okay, I'm not East coast so that is one relief.
As for a bug, it's common everyone around 8s spreading some type of critter they are sneezing, etc. I'm adapting again to eating produce mostly with garlic heavily incorporated in meals where they may be enhanced.

I'll keep this reading in mind re "lowering boundaries" and stay vigilant not to do so.
As well I'll try to protect the work I've put into myself/ healing. It's been challenging to get where I have, I'll pull in all protection offered from the beyond. Thank you for the warning. ♡

posted October 08, 2023 11:14 AM            

I'll go through your reading in a bit to cover the areas I can immediately speak to as how they may resonate.

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Your Q was:
"Can I ask- how does SM feel about me now?"

You're welcome.
Your answer below here
Service, routine, secrets unrevealed and
6th house is loudly speaking in this answer

Your cards:
7 of wands
The Sun
Knight of Cup

And clarifying is Page of Wands

I'm uncertain if this was a romantic or business, otherwise. Without context, I feel it is some type of personal relationship. Or a hopeful of one "to build upon".

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There's a feeling of standing in their power, in reference to "feeling about you". S.M is not willing to bend. I saw 6 of Cups (rev) show itself. If this is a past person maybe even from your youth, early love etc. I feel they do have warm a ND caring, joyous feelings over you. These feelings haven't fpgrown to a full potential, though they do have emotions to offer. Yet they might not wish to bend in someway you'd like them to, There's a ton of loyalty surrounding these feelings.

This person, no matter the way they are connected to you seems to be loyal and or see you as such. I think you have Leo energy in you?
This they feel a strong attraction. As the Leo type, is "their type". If this is romantic, it could be your desc is connected to their Asc or otherwise. They might have had something to do with you involving the Lions Gate portal dates.

S.M does seem to be fond of you. There is a hint of "hanging on". Which I feel they might feel you hanging on to them or they feel this connection is strong despite challenges. If I had context I might be able to see it more razor focused. The cups are signifying for me this is a young emotional connection or S.M is younger.

Please let me know if you would like further asking. If this fits in any way or if you'd like new Qs.

My response to your reading is above on the previous msg.

posted October 08, 2023 04:41 PM            

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You said "Moon! Yes haha I wonder if he's let go of the worship or not. That's actually SM, the cancerian guy you read for across waters. It is a past romantic thing if that helps you zero in. And yes, I am a Leo does that help at all?"

If you'd like I could ask if he still worships that side.. let me know.
yes, seeing there was a romantic Root does help understand how energy speaks to me. Thank you. Was it difficult to pull away from him? I found in my situation it took several tries until finally I felt emancipated from it. I'm very detached generally. So the rituals that were used were pretty powerful.

I'm unwilling to get myself in a bind like that again.

El Nino? I heard Indian Summer/winter too. Stay cool there. I know crops will be hurt. It's designed this way no doubt.

posted October 09, 2023 07:52 PM            

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Originally posted by shoshannazeze:
Blughh, yea some people, especially men, are just emotional vampires and are all too happy to latch on and to drain. Good on you for saying no and protecting your heart and body. It's not worth it. I've been through the wringer with unhealthy and abusive personalities and people too. You can only go forward tbh. What rituals did you get yourself into to extract the bad and move forward?
The body remembers!
Also yes, I'm really curious to know if he's still attached to El Diablo and if I come into play with it all- and why there's a hesitation to how he feels about me? If that's what came up in your reading. Btw, a reminder again that you're insanely talented and spiritually adept at readings. You've really touched me with every read you've done for me in ways that sincerely humble me. Like, I save them all and reread them. They bring a lot of introspection and comfort. I just hope you feel appreciated and respect your powers honestly. Thank you for being so generous with these threads ❤️
Anything on your mind I can read for?

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Yeah, it's a certain energy that I have encountered that siphons me most. He had the right combination to really tear my boundaries down and the rest is ..

Was your Cancerian guy always (in the time you knew him) involved with Diablo practices?
How did you cut that string? These characters that attach this way are cunning at keeping hold. You must have used a powerful method.

Oh thank you. I think I have a ways to go to be truly talented but I appreciate your kindness in terms of my abilities.

The rituals involved my own spoken words, spells of protection and other things like sage etc. Not anything too intricate but my Spirit team is pretty involved too.

I appreciate your helping too. You're always welcome, I'm practicing because I do completely read like general readers. I try to facilitate my channeling and weird enough I have it tuned better when I distance myself from others. Energetically in person, I do feel most sensitive when I can feel Spirit "with me". People make me a sponge and that dilutes my connection with the "others". Always was but my NDEs very much put me in a "tween" state. My materialism (a self taught mechanism) kind of dulls my abilities. I'm trying to heal that crutch but I'm a long ways from that tbh. I'd bee so good if only I could cure the 3d attachments.

You are very talented! The descriptions you used and your pulling info like you have. I think your ancestors are proud.

Re a Q, I think imposed it, you wanted to know if "he was still hanging, why" .. is that correct? I needed recharging so I gave myself a Lil break. Let me know if that's right. I'll read what you'd like me to.

If you feel up to it my Q: "what secrets did J&J have regarding magick?"
Thank you.

posted October 11, 2023 01:02 AM            

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Originally posted by shoshannazeze:
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Yea this forum is a treasure trove. Also yea, in person is always stronger but we're always humbled by what travels via air and time and the un seen. Sometimes in person energy makes me feel like I'll vomit but that's only in haunted or places riddled with bad people. Or just ONE individual who sucks. The tween stage sounds frustrating but sometimes you need to put a barrier up for a bit. Not to say 'dulling' your abilities is the right move but being overly aware makes you prone to 'ick' getting into your being. Like with any virus or bug making you sick lol
That's an interesting one. It really wasn't the El diablo that did in the relationship. And I don't want to make it seem like it totally consumed him, he's still maybe a Saturn worshiper but it was a smaller facet of who he is. The relationship died because it was a case of 'right person, wrong time' and we both were pretty stupid. Scorpio moon vs Aries moon lmao. He really is a good guy but both of us just didn't have the tools to tackle problems out of our circumstances. It's been quite a bit of time but nonetheless, if I can ask, you picked up on him being stubborn to show his emotions. Can I ask why + how does he think and feel of me again? Whatever spirit brings up for you. I also might want to ask a career Q later but I don't want to tire you out lol
Have a lovely night girl 🌙 it's cooling down here, my cat is rough housing so I feed him!
Thank you as always ♀️❤️

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Hi Shosh. I hope that bug is getting kicked to the curb by your strong fight.
Healing vibes to you! ♡

Re that maj J&J did, it was fertility major but I think they used dark ritual in it. This is an old mystery.

My tween stage it turns out is due to mediumship. I started getting more visits during the 2017ish summer months. Once I realized it I started learning some Wiccan protective methods. I'm not afraid, tbh nefarious energies feed upon fear. I'm protected by my ancestors. Sometime back my dreams became pregognitive. I had a strong dream I call "smoke and mirrors " my s. Tribe was coming towards me. These dreams introduced me to a few people I dfeel are spiritual relatives.

You said something I took outta the quote. I'll add that after this mess.

I so understand "right person, wrong time". This sounds like stubborn conflicts that ended you two.

I am now quoting.. your first Q: why ..
He is hanging onto superstitious tendencies. He fears the ending and will hold on for dear life to even a thread than to allow full death to your connection. The thought of this dying really is a worry to him.

The Chariot
9 of Wands
*this is energy reading, not the typical t. Reading.

Think&Feel..
He thinks there's still much unknown about you two. So much to explore, discern. To learn if it is truly a balanced union that could be. If the secrets could break or strengthen you both.
He feels proud, established in his stability as an independent person next to you, though the feeling here is you could be seen as a possession to him. Not an equal partner. There's a grounding to his emotions towards you.
Justice & 9 of Pentacles

Clarification of the possessiveness, (9 of pentacles) - STRENGTH
I feel his attachment is too strong, you are an accessory to him in his ability feel confident. He is tethered tight yo you. Be careful and look into his possibility of useage of binding spells with you. If you feel strong tugs, he is not "off you" energetically. This could be as well a weakness in you, to succumbs virus, bugs. An energy v can weaken your immunity. Be careful.

This is definitely him feeling you "are his strength ".

Let me know about the career Qs or if you want more re anything else.

Heal up, cord cut and give yourself complete tlc.

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think you have a lot of energy buzzing around you for others, ..

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You said about good buzzing energy. Does this apply to all energy or though thinking of me?

I wonder if you could ask when you feel better, no hurry, all that are in their feels about me, strongest - weakest feelings and maybe see if you can discren the who feels these? Thank you.

PS.S ..

posted October 19, 2023 08:06 PM            

Good on you for fighting that bug- stay vigilant though, I think something stronger will hit in late november.

I will resume reading and energy reading tomorrow and the day after, being sick and being essentially unable to eat during that bodily time of the month took me out pretty hard. Women don't have it easy.
Agh, when did this come to you after your psychic 'burst'? I want to ask if his 'love pursuit' in these shadowy arts, is it allcentered on me? From what I'm gathering reading back, it seems like he's very attached to me and has strong feelings, but isn't willing to reach out, due to pride and fear? Correct me if I'm wrong!
Thank you Moon for thinking of me, you have been on my mind even while I was ill haha

posted October 26, 2023 01:52 PM            

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Originally posted by shoshannazeze:
Hi moon I got sick again. Do you still want me to inquire on my side about your two Q's?
I've been doing some thinking and emotive communication recently
I hope you are well ❤️

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posted October 30, 2023 11:41 PM            

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Originally posted by shoshannazeze:
Ok so- I tried reading and meditating on J&J and got blocked messages. My deck wouldn't talk and my mind got a vision of the full moon.
Whatever they're up to or did, it's pretty powerful and they definitely have some kind of power so that I can't snoop lol. I know it's a bit disappointing but... Take it as a sign they aren't messing around. The moon makes sense since it's carried with fertility. I think they use magic to heal pain, and whatever that pain is, and what I pick up on is miscarriages, they have a powerful 'fence' up for no outsiders. They are hurting and time will tell when they are ready to disclose, but it's heavy feeling to me and reminds me of a bouncer outside of a club.
You do have a joyous person, or someone you remember with joy around you. They capture a summers day and have freckles, and are currently in your age range. It's a male aligned to his female side, in a positive way. A very giggly and joker-y guy. I think he wants a hug from you? I'm ignoring the crappy dark aura from whatever guy you rightfully cut off. He's sorta there but it's not worth looking into because he feels and smells gross and isn't dampening or even touching your aura. Pay attention to the summery light tawny one.
I have recovered! Something funky with the full moon maybe! We will see .. thank you for being so patient.
Is the secret magic practice from SM that you mentioned last week so suddenly used mainly on me? That's the impression I got in my last reply since you really stunned me haha- fixation and pride and longing? Or am I wrong

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Please don't quote -

Thank you Shosh for attempting this info.

"Whatever they're up to or did, it's pretty powerful and they definitely have some kind of power so that I can't snoop" -

It's not supposed to be revealed I suppose.
I've never shook the situation and strong secrecy around it. It is about me but I'll know when I'm ready I suppose.

Thanks again!

posted December 04, 2023 01:49 PM            

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Originally posted by Springtimeflower:
Hi Kira!

I don't know as much about the spiritual realms, soul contracts, to really understand what the cards may come up with, so I asked them how things would go for you in future with your soul contracts and got:

hanged man
temperance
page of wands (rev)
knight of cups
6 of cups
5 of swords
clarifiers: 2 of wands, 4 of swords (rev)

Seems like there's some changes or a transition coming for you. You'll be able to balance things with adjustments and compatibility to be successful. You may be reluctant or indecisive in proceeding, but soon an opportunity will come to help you. You'll spend time thinking about the past and how your upbringing has affected you, which will give you insight in how things have played out. Seems you will be able to overcome things--people at odds with you?? Your needs and goals can be met and with maturity you will win out. There may be something that has been lost that you are now trying to regain.

Hope this resonates.

Take care,
Spring

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Debbie,

I hope you're well.

I wanted to say this reading completely resonates now,though it's long past and I've forgotten the original Q. It's accurate in the Here and now.