posted February 10, 2022 11:05 AM            

I am offering two free readings for feedback asap. It's only for love and present situation in regards to you and your person of interest.

Please only provide names/initials and genders. It's important you give out no other details.

Blessings xx

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posted February 10, 2022 11:15 AM            

I’ll sit.

My name is Marcia (mar-see-ah)/female and he is Matthew/male.

posted February 10, 2022 11:37 AM            

Please e-mail me when you get a chance, I can do it there. I guess you forgot about your readings? Blessings xx

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ReadingsbyAzul

posted February 10, 2022 11:38 AM            

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Originally posted by AmberMoon:
I would love to get your opinion! Thank you for offering!

Mine is J.L. and he’s a male, I am S.B. and female. Is that all you need?

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Yes . Working on it xx

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ReadingsbyAzul

posted February 10, 2022 11:56 AM            

Thank you for letting me read for you.

I like to merge my intuition with the querent when it comes to these readings. It may feel "confusing" at first when I describe feelings because I will not assign a gender/name to them. This is where you chime in and identify with one of the first two paragraphs as either your feelings or your person of interest. The third paragraph will describe overall feelings + current situation.

From the first individual I'm getting they feel like forming a mutual loving connection/partnership with the second. They feel grounded, mature and down to earth, so a physical and emotional attraction is strongly indicated, but they also feel insecure.

The second person feels like reconciling each other's differences. They feel like there's a lack of closure and do not want things to come to a full completion just yet, but at the same time I am picking up avoidance and sweeping up issues and problems under the rug, so to speak. They do not seem to be very honest or forthcoming when it comes to clearly expressing their feelings.

As a whole between you two right now you both feel like holding back - is there some type of grudge you're both holding? Things seem "tight" at present between you - similar to not wanting to open up to one another, but getting you both are feeling romantically inviting and wanting to approach the other in a loving/flirtatious manner. Also wanting to initiate contact + communicate in a more clear and concise manner.

Please let me know if this resonates and which of the first two paragraph you identify with more. Thank you for sitting!

Blessings xx

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ReadingsbyAzul

posted February 10, 2022 12:19 PM            

Can I ask if you channelled JL for first paragraph and SB for second?

I am unsure about his true feelings for me at this point so it’s a little tricky. My first instinct is I am the second paragraph just because I am super frustrated with him about something in particular and I want to talk to him about it and get answers but I don’t want to scare him away or have him think I’m petty. So I’m thinking about just glossing over the behavior and not mentioning it to him, but it still hurts me a lot and unsure if I will ever communicate that to him or not. I suppose that is a bit of dishonesty and “sweeping things under the rug.” If he is the second paragraph then I don’t know how to interpret that.

I am definitely not insecure I don’t believe. Can you expand on the insecurity you felt with person 1? If he i deed is person 1 then it sounds like he wants to be with me so that’s good I guess.

posted February 10, 2022 12:37 PM            

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Originally posted by AmberMoon:
Thank you so much!!

Can I ask if you channelled JL for first paragraph and SB for second?

I am unsure about his true feelings for me at this point so it’s a little tricky. My first instinct is I am the second paragraph just because I am super frustrated with him about something in particular and I want to talk to him about it and get answers but I don’t want to scare him away or have him think I’m petty. So I’m thinking about just glossing over the behavior and not mentioning it to him, but it still hurts me a lot and unsure if I will ever communicate that to him or not. I suppose that is a bit of dishonesty and “sweeping things under the rug.” If he is the second paragraph then I don’t know how to interpret that.

I am definitely not insecure I don’t believe. Can you expand on the insecurity you felt with person 1? If he i deed is person 1 then it sounds like he wants to be with me so that’s good I guess.

And I don’t know what grudge he could be holding, but I sure am holding one even though I love him.

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Okay, the grudge part seems to be coming from both of you and could also just be holding things back/in.

The first person wants a relationship and wants it to be mutual and loving. They are feeling insecure about forming or starting/establishing a partnership. May be linked to them feeling insecure not only about themselves, but could also be linked to finances (perhaps not feeling they have the security or are financially well enough to offer something more secure to the other..) hope this helps. Thank you for the feedback

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posted February 10, 2022 02:15 PM            

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Originally posted by EmpressMendez:
Okay, the grudge part seems to be coming from both of you and could also just be holding things back/in.

The first person wants a relationship and wants it to be mutual and loving. They are feeling insecure about forming or starting/establishing a partnership. May be linked to them feeling insecure not only about themselves, but could also be linked to finances (perhaps not feeling they have the security or are financially well enough to offer something more secure to the other..) hope this helps. Thank you for the feedback

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The interesting thing is that I want the same exact thing, a mutual loving relationship - BUT - I would settle for friendship at this point. I do want to make sure we’re communicating correctly and I really don’t want to brush off my frustration regarding his actions. I feel like it needs to be addressed if we are to move forward. I need closure on that. I also feel like I could have communicated better with him regarding a few things so want to clear that up with him too. So I really do resonate with person 2.

Also, I am not insecure about myself or starting a new relationship with him or regarding finances. That last bit sounded like a very “man” thing to say which is why person 1 is resonating more with him. It’s heartwarming though to know that he cares that much. I think that’s why it will be me who initiates, because I really don’t have insecurities holding me back, it’s more just finding the right time and making sure we resolve the communication issues.

posted February 11, 2022 08:15 AM            

I wish you the best + that everything goes well

Blessings x

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ReadingsbyAzul

posted February 11, 2022 12:40 PM            

Please let me know if you are ever open to doing these again. I would like a reading from you concerning my boyfriend and i.

posted February 12, 2022 10:05 AM            

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posted February 12, 2022 12:04 PM            

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Originally posted by EmpressMendez:
Alright, I'll be working on these last two.
Please reply to make sure you guys are still around to provide feedback, then I'll work on them. Thanks!

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posted February 12, 2022 01:44 PM            

Thank you for being patient + letting me read for you. Same thing applies for what I've said to AmberM in the beginning of her reading: I like to merge my intuition with the querent when it comes to these readings. It may feel "confusing" at first when I describe feelings because I will not assign a gender/name to them. This is where you chime in and identify with one of the first two paragraphs as either your feelings or your person of interest. The third paragraph will describe overall feelings + current situation.

The first person feels like cooperating and feel like they make a good "team" with the other, etc. They also feel emotionally connected to the other in a small, but very sensitive and positive way (small romantic feelings), but they also feel like they should focus more on their health and/or finances, so also feelings of not being too grounded.

The second individual seems to be feeling like things are unfair and imbalanced right now - they are feeling like they aren't getting what they are offering to the other, so feelings of unfairness. Communication seems to be very blunt and it seems that they are feeling more like using their intellect/mind than their emotions/heart at this point.

Between you two collectively I'm sensing a slight feeling of a grudge and/or holding things in/back + not being too open or forward with each other when it comes to properly displaying affection, etc. But there is a passionate mature attraction at present and also some minor communication problems, but the feeling of wanting to work on that and improve (or initiate) contact.

Please let me know if anything seems confusing + your feedback.
Thanks x

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posted February 14, 2022 10:59 AM            

Bump for Vradec, please provide feedback it's okay if it doesn't resonate. Thank you

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posted February 14, 2022 07:12 PM            

Edited.

Thank you!

posted February 16, 2022 12:04 AM            

Thank you for participating + for being patient . Let me know if this resonates..also, just in case you didn't read it above: I like to merge my intuition with the querent when it comes to these readings. It may feel "confusing" at first when I describe feelings because I will not assign a gender/name to them. This is where you chime in and identify with one of the first two paragraphs as either your feelings or your person of interest. The third paragraph will describe overall feelings + current situation.

From the first individual I'm getting that they feel some type of "new" or could be perhaps childish energy getting physical and sexual attraction, but coming across more like wanting to have an adventure of sorts. Is one of you younger than the other? This person also feels like there's some lack of closure and/or not wanting to fully close some type of chapter or cycle (something of similar nature..)

The second person feels like there are some minor issues with communication..kind of feeling like it may be distant a bit, but attempting to work on it/feeling like it. This person feels some sort of problem similar to a lack of courage or low self esteem..similar energy coming through. Also, feeling like things are unconventional (could also mean this person either wants the other to commit more/offer marriage, or they just want to be with the other for long term, but not the "normal" way, hopefully that makes sense).

Between you two as a whole I am getting that you both feel like things are perhaps a bit unstable..getting feelings of ups and downs right now and also feeling like the feelings between you two aren't entirely mutual. But I do see you two trying to avoid arguments, aggressive behavior, or being rash. I am seeing the partnership/union, but it also seems like things are unstable at present emotionally + some ups and downs.

Let me know if it resonates. Honest feedback appreciated, hopefully we connected. Blessings x

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ReadingsbyAzul

posted February 17, 2022 01:15 AM            

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From the first individual I'm getting that they feel some type of "new" or could be perhaps childish energy getting physical and sexual attraction, but coming across more like wanting to have an adventure of sorts. Is one of you younger than the other?

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Yes, I am the younger partner. What is the difference between “childish energy getting physical and sexual attraction” vs “wanting to have an adventure of sorts”?

Isn’t the latter childish too?

It is interesting you mention this because I do feel like my boyfriend does not think I am serious enough. And honestly, I do not know why. Sometimes I feel insecure and I also feel like he will not keep his word about our future even though he insists he is being honest. Mind you, this is my real serious relationship. I may say something that for him, it is not something that people would say in a committed relationship, so it bothers him. I have heard him say he needs to get me a book about tact so I learn. By the way, he is not being mean about it at all. Sometimes, when I think back about what I said, I can see how offputting it may come across. But in my mind, I am just very pragmatic and logical when I speak.

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This person also feels like there's some lack of closure and/or not wanting to fully close some type of chapter or cycle (something of similar nature..)

What do you mean by this? Are you able to elaborate? Am I feeling rancour/resentment?

[quote]The second person feels like there are some minor issues with communication..kind of feeling like it may be distant a bit, but attempting to work on it/feeling like it.

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Yes, communication has been challenging because we are both very sensitive. He says I come across as a professor, I feel he comes across as silly and emotional.

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This person feels some sort of problem similar to a lack of courage or low self esteem..similar energy coming through.

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I can see this in him.

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Also, feeling like things are unconventional (could also mean this person either wants the other to commit more/offer marriage, or they just want to be with the other for long term, but not the "normal" way, hopefully that makes sense).

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The other day he told me as a joke, that we should have a pre-marriage ceremony in which I prove my loyalty.

He wants to get engaged and married. These are our future plans. So, no..I am not clear. An unconventional marriage of sorts? That he will backtrack about getting married?

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Between you two as a whole I am getting that you both feel like things are perhaps a bit unstable..getting feelings of ups and downs right now and also feeling like the feelings between you two aren't entirely mutual.

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My greatest desire is stability and security but things have been hard for him, which has been the root of a lot of frustration on my part because this has affected our relationship, and it still does. It makes me anxious about our future even though I feel he will succeed. Yet, sometimes I lose my patience and he insists he needs support.

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But I do see you two trying to avoid arguments, aggressive behavior, or being rash. I am seeing the partnership/union, but it also seems like things are unstable at present emotionally + some ups and downs.

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posted February 18, 2022 09:36 PM            

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Yes, I am the younger partner. What is the difference between “childish energy getting physical and sexual attraction” vs “wanting to have an adventure of sorts”? Isn’t the latter childish too?

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Yea, sorry, there's little to no difference. I'm sure I didn't mean to write that! Oops. This person comes across like they want to have more fun, excitement (sexual energy may feel like a fling-like feeling of sorts).

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This person also feels like there's some lack of closure and/or not wanting to fully close some type of chapter or cycle (something of similar nature..)

What do you mean by this? Are you able to elaborate? Am I feeling rancour/resentment?

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Not wanting things to end and/or feeling like (getting the word completion) something similar like the other isn't giving their whole, not feeling complete (please let me know if it makes sense..I hope I'm able to clear it up more..)

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Yes, communication has been challenging because we are both very sensitive. He says I come across as a professor, I feel he comes across as silly and emotional.

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That's interesting because I do see symbols of teacher/student showed up for you two, heh.

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He wants to get engaged and married. These are our future plans. So, no..I am not clear. An unconventional marriage of sorts? That he will backtrack about getting married?

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No, these are current feelings only - not a prediction. It just may mean engagement right now/not married yet, but wanting to be in a long term relationship like living together even though you may not be married, yet.

Yeah, overall I see the instability/ups and downs and you both feeling like you don't display enough of the mutual love/loving feelings/bond currently. Thank you for letting me read you, and I hope things continue to improve between you x

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posted February 19, 2022 12:39 AM            

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Yea, sorry, there's little to no difference. I'm sure I didn't mean to write that! Oops. This person comes across like they want to have more fun, excitement (sexual energy may feel like a fling-like feeling of sorts).

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This is how I come across to him at times and I do not know why.

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Not wanting things to end and/or feeling like (getting the word completion) something similar like the other isn't giving their whole, not feeling complete (please let me know if it makes sense..I hope I'm able to clear it up more..)

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Yes, I have always felt like he is not giving his all....like he is keeping me at arm's length and he feels the same about me when I do not think he has reason to. I feel there is some sort of emotional blockage from his part and that we have not connected fully. Letting our guards down, so to speak.

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No, these are current feelings only - not a prediction. It just may mean engagement right now/not married yet, but wanting to be in a long term relationship like living together even though you may not be married, yet.

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Interesting because that would cause a schism between us. We have been together for 3/4 years now. We have agreed marriage first and then cohabitation. So, if he changes his mind then...that will definitely complicate things.

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Yeah, overall I see the instability/ups and downs and you both feeling like you don't display enough of the mutual love/loving feelings/bond currently.

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Yes, this makes sense.

posted March 14, 2022 06:00 PM            

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Originally posted by EmpressMendez:
Hey Vradec,

Thank you for being patient + letting me read for you. Same thing applies for what I've said to AmberM in the beginning of her reading: I like to merge my intuition with the querent when it comes to these readings. It may feel "confusing" at first when I describe feelings because I will not assign a gender/name to them. This is where you chime in and identify with one of the first two paragraphs as either your feelings or your person of interest. The third paragraph will describe overall feelings + current situation.

The first person feels like cooperating and feel like they make a good "team" with the other, etc. They also feel emotionally connected to the other in a small, but very sensitive and positive way (small romantic feelings), but they also feel like they should focus more on their health and/or finances, so also feelings of not being too grounded.

The second individual seems to be feeling like things are unfair and imbalanced right now - they are feeling like they aren't getting what they are offering to the other, so feelings of unfairness. Communication seems to be very blunt and it seems that they are feeling more like using their intellect/mind than their emotions/heart at this point.

Between you two collectively I'm sensing a slight feeling of a grudge and/or holding things in/back + not being too open or forward with each other when it comes to properly displaying affection, etc. But there is a passionate mature attraction at present and also some minor communication problems, but the feeling of wanting to work on that and improve (or initiate) contact.

Please let me know if anything seems confusing + your feedback.
Thanks x

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Please forgive my extremely late reply. I am very, very grateful for your reading and it’s made me do a little soul-searching inside myself and weigh the intents of my heart towards D.

He is definitely the first person. I think I like him a lot more than he likes me; that at the moment he’s mostly attracted to my looks but does enjoy my company. I get the sense because of my job and financial situation that yes definitely he thinks we would be a good team.

For myself, I do feel a grudge always towards him. I don’t know - he tries hard with gestures but I still feel like I’m not getting a direct expression of his feelings and thoughts about me from him. I feel he’s very indirect and I have to do a lot of legwork metaphorically speaking; which leaves me somehow feeling like I’m not getting what I deserve; somehow compromising how I want to feel and how I wanted to romanced and chased.

I think we both hold back. He’s quite passive, indirect and also passive aggressive. He doesn’t initiate or express himself at all. This makes me hold back and feel somehow unwanted because I expect the man to lead in these things. I guess his indirectness and holding back makes me feel annoyed and like I’m not worth it to him

posted March 15, 2022 09:53 AM            

Thank you for the feedback + I'm happy it was helpful

Blessings x

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