posted March 15, 2023 04:46 PM            

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Originally posted by mee_chryssa:
Is quite difficult to make a general or complete analysis of a chart. If there's something that you're more interested in, I could answer that question.

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Hi mee_chryssa! Umm I guess I would like to know more about how my chart comes together to make me. I’ve done a lot of self-reflection and i’ve had people also share how they view me. I know I can be very prideful, I have difficulty opening up (I feel like people will use it against me), it’s hard for me to get really close to people so I like keeping things surface-level and fun. I’ve also never had a boyfriend before and I’m 19 turning 20 in 2 months! This makes me sad at times because all of my friends have had boyfriends all throughout middle school and high school while I’ve always been single. I really do want a boyfriend as well but I am very reserved and don’t put myself out there a lot. I’m always in the house. I’ve been labeled “boy-crazy” as well which I’ve just come to accept. I do tend to self-sabotage a lot in romantic relations. I’ve noticed that when things get too intense or we’re getting too close I freak out and need space to process everything. I usually have a hard time trusting anything guys say and also have a hard time reciprocating energy. Things like compliments or being really sweet it just makes me cringe but I like when they give them to me (even if I don’t trust it). I moved around a lot as a child I went to about 8 different schools. I Have difficulty keeping friends, usually can’t be bothered to go through the upkeep of calling and texting 24/7, just a bad communicator in general but i’m trying to work on it. Not really close with both my parents I don’t really have a close emotional connection with them. My mom is a scorpio so she has a very hot temper, we really didn’t get along well when I was younger. It was like I was constantly walking on eggshells around her. She was kind of mean and would say mean things a lot. We’ve never said I love you to each other and we’re not affectionate at all. Now that i’m older she’s calmed down and is seemingly trying to change things but it’s uncomfortable bc i’m so used to how we were before. My dad is a capricorn and it’s different with him. He’s more affectionate in general so we don’t have that problem but there’s still physical distance and emotional distance. We don’t talk that much either, not because of anything bad we just never really have a calling relationship.

posted March 15, 2023 06:07 PM            

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Originally posted by mee_chryssa:
wait, aren't you the girl that posted the synastry between you and a guy and said that he loves you but you don't?

how come that means that you never had a bf?

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