posted March 27, 2023 10:14 PM            

I started therapy which is helping I guess. I've never really had many friends. And right now it's bad I have one friend that I call up and vent to. But other than that (besides my therapist) I really don't have anyone else to talk to.

I'm not in a relationship and I'm not dating. I was hooking up with the Cancer guy. But things with him aren't good right now. Today he told me his mother has Cancer and that he takes care of her. He's currently laid off and now he has his besfriend (who is a woman and her kid living with him). I asked him if they were in a relationship, and he said no. And that I didn't want to come between anything that have going on.

I know how much he loves his mom and now I feel said thinking what he's going through (which has added to my anxiety). I don't know why he told me about this.

I've been talking to two other men on dating apps. And another guy has been asking to go on a date with me sense September. But I feel distant and don't really want to go on any dates.