posted June 26, 2023 09:45 PM            

here we'd post tarot readings we did, our interpretation, and the end results

posted June 26, 2023 09:52 PM            

i got
3 of cups rx and wheel of fortune
10 of pents king of swords rx > clarified by HP and king of wands

the wheel of fortune made me think that something will go wrong or something unexpected will happen
the king of swords made me think of higher up pereson...so i thought there would be a person that is not qualified to help me and one that takes over...
the one that i saw as competent i imagined him being like don't worry i got it from here..
so i thought it would go ok

when i got there i told him i'm suppose to give him a certain sheet of paper and he's like no it's fine...i'm like look it says here to give it to you..he's like i have it on the box....i'm like fine ..not one to argue

posted June 28, 2023 02:54 PM            

I got sun rx and and knight of cups

I thought she would be more serious and that she would be calm and accepting of what I got

When I showed her she was still exited although not as much as usual and she said that I got smart picks

posted June 29, 2023 04:57 PM            

I asked what my mental health will be in July and got page of swords.

I thought the above symptoms would come back
I also thought maybe a social time

posted June 29, 2023 06:52 PM            

link isn’t working, I’ll try again later.

I am really rusty. I stopped doing daily readings in 2011, because everything was too much. I have had some tarot decks ruined in the years since - decks that can’t be replaced, so I have avoided really going through my stuff. It hurts, they weren’t treated with care, when my dad moved them around. I bought this deck in November, when my dog died, and I had no appetite, and no joy whatsoever. Dad took me to the bookstore, and told me to buy something frivolous.

posted June 29, 2023 07:00 PM            

King of Pentacles, Six of Wands, Knight of Wands, The World (accidentally picked an extra).
Bottom card: Four of Cups

Well, I deal with depression, and this year and most of last year, have been/were especially hard. Worse than the main pandemic years, although those were difficult for different reasons. I really don't trust many people, anymore.

I finally left the house, for the first time since Saturday. Tuesday, I really needed to get out, but dad's day off was taken up with him taking my uncle to look at a pickup. Uncle ended up buying the pickup, so dad followed him home to make sure that it was okay, and that he didn't break down. I was all anxious, depressed, and antsy. I'd really needed some company, and to get out, and it didn't happen.

Yesterday, I felt the same, only I was in out and of sleep for a good part of the day. It was almost feverish. I felt "off" and uneasy. I was trying to make smash burgers for dinner, but I was all unorganized, and I went to sit down, to try to get my head together. I made the burgers, and they were good, but everything felt eerie, and I just felt like I was going to burst. I saw people vague-booking about things that had nothing to do with me, but I was wondering why people can be so cruel.

Dad got home around 4pm today. He didn't take work in another area, because he would have got home late, and he knew I needed to get out. I barely slept, so I was dragging. We didn't get out until 7pm, but I was doing the cards here, and I also ended up sort of sorting my seeds - two months too late. So, I can see the pentacles and wands there.

We went to get an iced chai from Target, and then got an ice cream that was way too big, but delicious. We sat talking for a while, then dad walked the dog in two different areas. My dog has been more anxious, and not enjoying his walks in certain areas, so dad drove us to one of the schools, one of my dog's favourite places. I just started to really relax, and we had to come home. But it saved me mentally.

Okay, imgur is not working for me tonight, even though the picture is uploading, so I'm trying this.

*edit. I have now sorted the seeds more, added them to different sandwich bags, and they are all in the huge seed box again. Ready for later next month, and next year. If I'm here next year.

I'm also re-watching a show about people grieving the loss of a loved one. It brings on the cathartic crying, but also the feelings of closeness that should still be in my family, but they aren't - at least with my sister. She's cold, and awful, but she wasn't for a while after we lost our mother. We sort of bonded again, but I was wary. I didn't feel like I could fully trust her, because of everything that had happened. And then she proved that I couldn't trust her.

This show has people living in the same city where they grew up. Their families are within an hour or less, of each other, I think. Everyone loved this woman's husband, they all thought of him as family, and I wish we had that. I wish her husband hadn't been such a selfish, gaslighting, cheating, manipulative arse, and I wish she hadn't chosen to join him in that. It's a show, so even with the arguing, there are also people coming back together, figuring their lives out, spending time on a special walk of remembrance, talking, bonding, remembering... meltdowns leading to opportunities.

posted June 30, 2023 07:42 PM            

We are supposed to go to the drive-in, but we are rushing, and I’m wondering if I should tell dad that we don’t have to go. I’ve been trying to throw together snacks, and anything else, but we have to leave soon, and I’m not feeling ready. Everything feels off again.

posted June 30, 2023 07:55 PM            

i thought it was a bad pull or that nothing intreesting would happen or that i would have to say no to something

turns out my sister messaged me that her neightbor was acting strange
i didn't know what to say
i asekd why she didn't post in the family chat and she never replied

[img]https://imgur.com/a/oa0sBdP[/img]

posted June 30, 2023 11:03 PM            

I got death clarified by 19 of cups and 5 of swords and page of pentacle

I got those feet exfoliating socks that make ur skin peel from the dollar store

I thought at first someone was gonna die by t h e 10 of cups didn't fit
Then I thought some kind of loss (or something that I couldn't do) would be a saving grace and I'd be happy about it in the end

But now I'm almost certain it's the foot thing
Usually the skin starts to fall off on the third day or even later but my feet are starting to feel tight so I think it might start happening tomorrow.

Fingers crossed

EDIT

so it turns out it was none of the above
it's possible that it didn't happen yet
but i just bought something off of ipsy and it feels so good
i've been trying and just kept on getting signs i shoudn't or being blocked in some way and i just thought now screw it...i bought something very cheap but wth

posted July 01, 2023 12:55 AM            

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Originally posted by Hmmm:
Pretty cards teasle

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Thank you. It’s the trick or treat tarot.

We went to the drive-in, but we took our dog with us, just in case people set off fireworks in the neighbourhood. Someone decided to set off fireworks in the next field over from the drive-in, so my poor dog was terrified. He scrambled into my lap, then ended up squeezing down in front of my seat. He was there for over an hour. Then got back up and was people-watching, from my lap. I missed the first part of the movie, trying to calm him down, and then I was focused more on him, throughout. But I’m glad we went. We left before the second movie, because dad was exhausted, and the cat has a vet appointment at around 8:30am.

posted July 01, 2023 09:36 PM            

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Originally posted by teasel:

I’ll write something later. Nothing has happened today, that’s reflected in the cards, but there is still time.

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posted July 01, 2023 11:57 PM            

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Originally posted by Hmmm:
[QUOTE]Originally posted by teasel:
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I’ll write something later. Nothing has happened today, that’s reflected in the cards, but there is still time.

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I'm actually wondering if mine was more to do with twitter (although I don't think that every reading has to mean anything). Elon didn't pay a bill, so he told people that they would see 6000 tweets a day, if they were verified (pay for twitter blue), 600 if they were unverified, and 300 for new unverified users. There was a lot of snark, and also a lot of people just choosing to leave.

I don't spend that much time on there, but it's the first place I go to check the news now, since I don't have cable.

I also was thinking again, about social media. In April/the beginning of May, I was thinking about shutting down all social media. No twitter or instagram, no facebook, and possibly no message boards. I didn't go through with it, because I have friends who are dealing with things, like breast cancer treatment, another has a husband being treated for cancer, but it's been going on for a long time, and he's still sick. Others dealing with big losses, or just a lot of stress.

posted July 02, 2023 12:06 AM            

She was charging her laptop battery with her pickup truck, and was going to a spot to write emails, post blogs, make phone calls. So, she did use the internet.

posted July 02, 2023 12:10 PM            

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Originally posted by teasel:
This is what I'm talking about:
http://honeyrockdawn.com/2011/10/like-an-acid-trip-without-the-acid/
http://honeyrockdawn.com/category/off-the-grid/

She was charging her laptop battery with her pickup truck, and was going to a spot to write emails, post blogs, make phone calls. So, she did use the internet.

I just wanted to spend the entire Spring and Summer, and Autumn (except for rain) outside. I'd love to live in a beautiful area, in a town that I could walk through, to shop, that had a bookstore, a library, grocery stores, your basic things, but those would probably be really expensive places to live. Especially if they were by the water.

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i live in canada
but where i live most cities have at least one place to camp out at or somewhere close

u know those conservation areas...u can camp there, no?

posted July 02, 2023 12:15 PM            

i got 3 of cups and chariot reversed

i was sure 3 of cups was gonna be some kind of surprise and chariot reversed i thought i'd be able to control myself and be able to stop before it got out of hand

turns out there was a surprise
i picked my first top picks and bought them thinking i'd come back and check if i missed anything good
but now it's not letting me pick anymore products
i can't even see the products

as for the products they picked for me i didn't like a single item..

posted July 02, 2023 05:27 PM            

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Originally posted by Hmmm:
i live in canada
but where i live most cities have at least one place to camp out at or somewhere close

u know those conservation areas...u can camp there, no?

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posted July 02, 2023 08:51 PM            

fool rx, 5 of cups

i think* this is my cat ..
she coudn't go outside today cuz the rain, and she's been a little depresssed inside

posted July 03, 2023 08:04 PM            

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Originally posted by teasel:
I did choose cards, early this morning, before I tried to sleep.

I found out what happened with my Imgur account, and it’s working again.

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If you have an account will you be able to keep your images cuz mine keep disappearing

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what am i doing wrong

posted July 04, 2023 06:07 AM            

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Originally posted by Hmmm:
If you have an account will you be able to keep your images cuz mine keep disappearing

[img]https://imgur.com/a/oa0sBdP[/img]

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what am i doing wrong

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You need to delete the “s” after http.

posted July 04, 2023 03:06 PM            

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Originally posted by teasel:
You need to delete the “s” after http.

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