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Topic: Look at my chart please?
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Lonelyleo
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posted August 30, 2023 08:52 AM
  
Hi all. I’ve been researching and trying to learn as much as I can about my chart and how to make use of it and I’d love to hear other insights, advice, or anything that stands out to you. I guess it’s pretty typical to struggle with depression for a Capricorn moon and I’m certainly no exception. Feels like Chiron and Lilith are prominent in my chart. I’ve always felt like I’m at war with myself and have never figured out how to deal with that and overcome my various self destruction behaviors. I had some childhood trauma, drug addiction, suicide attempts and hospitalizations. I’ve lost a lot of people and have felt surrounded by death. Over the years it’s become harder and harder for me to really connect with anyone. Family dynamics have always felt complicated (mom - cancer sun/sag moon/Leo rising. Dad- cap sun/sag moon/cap rising). I’m sensitive to other people’s energies and tend to pull away or dissociate when things get uncomfortable. I’m either super codependent and passive or emotionally unavailable and hurting someone else before they can hurt me. I have tried to work on myself through therapy and the 12 steps before but I’m still stuck. karmic debt? Anyway… anyone else have a Leo and Capricorn stellium or other similarities? What would you consider the most prominent placements or aspects? Am I doomed? Lol. Sorry for rambling
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Randall
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posted August 31, 2023 04:33 PM
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Lonelyleo
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posted April 08, 2024 10:29 PM
Posting again, hoping for any response.. thank you! quote:
Originally posted by Lonelyleo:
Hi all. I’ve been researching and trying to learn as much as I can about my chart and how to make use of it and I’d love to hear other insights, advice, or anything that stands out to you. I guess it’s pretty typical to struggle with depression for a Capricorn moon and I’m certainly no exception. Feels like Chiron and Lilith are prominent in my chart. I’ve always felt like I’m at war with myself and have never figured out how to deal with that and overcome my various self destruction behaviors. I had some childhood trauma, drug addiction, suicide attempts and hospitalizations. I’ve lost a lot of people and have felt surrounded by death. Over the years it’s become harder and harder for me to really connect with anyone. Family dynamics have always felt complicated (mom - cancer sun/sag moon/Leo rising. Dad- cap sun/sag moon/cap rising). I’m sensitive to other people’s energies and tend to pull away or dissociate when things get uncomfortable. I’m either super codependent and passive or emotionally unavailable and hurting someone else before they can hurt me. I have tried to work on myself through therapy and the 12 steps before but I’m still stuck. karmic debt? Anyway… anyone else have a Leo and Capricorn stellium or other similarities? What would you consider the most prominent placements or aspects? Am I doomed? Lol. Sorry for rambling
https://imgur.com/a/o8q1Cz8
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Randall
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posted May 24, 2024 10:26 AM
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Randall
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posted July 03, 2024 10:05 AM
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Abigail_JL
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posted July 08, 2024 05:37 AM
Hi, I see great potential for healing and growth. Can I ask if you still live in the place where you were born?IP: Logged |
Lonelyleo
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posted July 08, 2024 08:12 AM
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Originally posted by Abigail_JL:
Hi, I see great potential for healing and growth. Can I ask if you still live in the place where you were born?
Thank you. And yes, I live in a different city now but the same state. IP: Logged |
Abigail_JL
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posted July 08, 2024 10:51 AM
Have you checked the relocation chart for the new city?IP: Logged |
Abigail_JL
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posted July 09, 2024 12:44 PM
I believe that a relocation chart is very important for an accurate reading. Check if any of the planets change house (according to Placidus house system) in the relocation chart. Also, check the aspects to the AC and MC. I can check for you if you want.
You have powerful aspects like mercury cazimi and moon conjunct the north node, and beautiful aspects like mercury conjunct venus. I believe, that with age, the awareness to the less harmonious aspects, like saturn semisquare the AC, sun sesquisquare neptune and Mars square the AC, can help you in many ways. (Relocation can also help in many cases.)
Venus retrograde can explain some of your feelings regarding your relationships or abilities, but it can also mean that eventually you'll be able to learn to form better and more meaningful relationships than most people. (Venus retrograde can sometimes mean delayed success.)
By learning all your aspects (including the "minor" ones like Venus quincunx saturn) you will gain awareness that will help you gain more self-worth, and express the energies in the best way possible.
In 2025 chiron will start forming close trines to your Leo planets (in the 9th and 8th houses), chiron transits your 4th house, this is one more opportunity for healing and growth, but you will need to put energy and effort, and know that it can involve pain that will eventually help you feel more whole.
Right now the north node is transiting your 4th house, this is also an opportunity ( to do your best) to heal.
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Lonelyleo
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posted July 09, 2024 09:01 PM
Wow, thank you so much!! I really appreciate your insights, you have given me new information and I will definitely check the relocation chart. I’ll dig into that and the other things you mentioned and report back. Thank you again!IP: Logged |
Abigail_JL
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posted July 10, 2024 01:30 PM
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