posted September 28, 2023 02:42 PM            

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Originally posted by MoonMystic:

AmberMoon,

This is most interesting as what you said really fits how it felt. As though he's respectful of the situation and guarded. Perhaps he initially felt he was lonely due to his loss, yet the TF nudges most can not deny. He most certainly cannot overlook it and it seems he may now wonder if you too feel it. He might feel concerned it could change things by revealing this towards you.

Your higher self was telling you, seeing 1111. Your connection seems like a previous lifetime. After his wife passed, she may be involved in his dreamworld. This might have nudged his receptivity in understanding your connection, as well he may understand, have past life recall.

You could go to yt and look into frequency guidance sounds. TF ones or akashic records. Something to plug your higher self in to your 3d self, merging for understanding. I should warn you, he doesn't feel he is a threat but feelings can become powerful in TF connections. I had one, though your situation and SL seems far different from my situation.
My life because very chaotic once I opened my pandora box. Be prepared if you acknowledge it to him, you two might interweave differently, which only you two would know what that might mean. In consideration of your partner, it could be uncomfortable.

I'd say meditate and embrace your own inner wisdom. Because these type connections do take a life of their own and pluto, sn are powerful energies to have aspecting.

If you would like more Qs I am happy to help where you might like to direct the readings.

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posted September 28, 2023 03:08 PM            

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Originally posted by MoonMystic:

Squirrel, you are very welcome. Thank you for your feedback. No apologies necessary, it's my pleasure.

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Your Q - "Is he involved with someone else"

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Using a other deck,
Answer:

(Rev) Inari Ōkami and 7 of Swords.
Clarification is Judgment.
I really don't see it as one person, it seems it could be dating app?
He appears he's trying to prove something to himself. Maybe he's going through a test of masculine nature? Has he always been this way?
If it's a midlife crisis, his confidence is in question ‐ to himself. Though he seems to be entertaining another, ifeel he wants to see how marketable he is.

I'm wondering, do you want my advice or the cards, Spirit ? I'm going to pull advice to close this one.
I pulled tarot to clarify, fresh deck. Also your dice were 2 and 2.
Seven of Coins
Death
3 of Swords

I feel your advice is to put this to rest. It will continue to hurt you if you hold on.
I feel you're urged to find inner balance and give love to you. There may be a reason this has occurred. Idk why but AmberMoons reading was involving a potential TF.. yours seems like it could be you're paving the way to find one but letting go is a lesson you must accomplish to move forward - beyond the 3 of swords. I hope this makes sense and helps. ♡

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@MoonMystic

thank you again. this is exactly what my intuition was telling me, but somehow I can't let go, although I knlw I should. Regarding dating apps, he has a history of using them while we were married - he said he was using them to feel better about himself, just as you stated. He also keeps adding women on fb, this is one of the reasons why we had huge fights. I don't know what happened between us, since we had such a great love at the beginning but then his love somehow turned into hatred and aversion towards me, Idk why. The thought of losing his love it what hurts so much, but staying with him would hurt me more. We talked yesterday btw, after that phone call I mentioned, he came, we discussed lots of things, he professed his love for me, and I do feel great love for him but I fear for my mental health, since I can't trust him (for which he blames me all the time).

Thank you again, dear MysticMoon, for your guidance, for your kindness anf your effort. It means a great deal to me.

posted September 28, 2023 03:12 PM            

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Originally posted by Librapurr:
[QUOTE]Originally posted by MoonMystic:
[b] Hi Librapurr. Thank you. And thank you for your req. I'll be soon with your reading. Thank you for your patience. You'll need to refresh your screen in awhile.

I asked and it feels you worry over this.
Despite being very talented! Your cards are:
Queen of Pentacles, Magician, 9 of wands and 2 of wands.

You're the only one who might feel it wouldn't work. I feel you'd be well received. Clarification Wheel of fortune. I see Jupiter operating as a benenific. Your energy not only is flavored with Jupiter & Venus, you seem as well you could manifest this to turn out just as you desire too!

I hope this was helpful and wish you the best at this endeavor.

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posted September 28, 2023 03:13 PM            

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Originally posted by AmberMoon:
Thank you so much for your insight and suggestions! Literally just as I was typing a response, he walked into my office to gift me a bag of candy that I said I loved about a week ago 🤣 This man can’t get anymore adorable and thoughtful. He said he saw it in the grocery store and thought of me….oh boy….he needs to stop this right now.

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posted September 28, 2023 03:25 PM            

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Originally posted by squirrel:
@MoonMystic

thank you again. this is exactly what my intuition was telling me, but somehow I can't let go, although I knlw I should. Regarding dating apps, he has a history of using them while we were married - he said he was using them to feel better about himself, just as you stated. He also keeps adding women on fb, this is one of the reasons why we had huge fights. I don't know what happened between us, since we had such a great love at the beginning but then his love somehow turned into hatred and aversion towards me, Idk why. The thought of losing his love it what hurts so much, but staying with him would hurt me more. We talked yesterday btw, after that phone call I mentioned, he came, we discussed lots of things, he professed his love for me, and I do feel great love for him but I fear for my mental health, since I can't trust him (for which he blames me all the time).

Thank you again, dear MysticMoon, for your guidance, for your kindness anf your effort. It means a great deal to me.

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Squirrel, you're very welcome.
I am very sorry for this heartache you've been through. You could also study your charts involving progression and midpoint. Sometimes in my cases those bring a broader view.

He does love you, he is sufferers something inwardly that he fool heartedly is trying to figure out. He's unable to "be the person" to meet you half way and his seeking the unattainable or elusive dream counterpart, which he feels will complete him, will likely bring hurt upon them as well. The issue is on his end. I feel you're probably lucky to be released of this because time could bring deeper pain.
Just remember, you ARE loveable, worthy, enough. It's his own inner issues which have absolutely nothing do with you. If he was reactivate re you're awareness and suspecting him, then accusing that with has been correct, he isn't allowing himself admit his wrongs. He has growing to do. This was emphasized in the uneven numbers. His frequency just won't match yours - at this time. ♡

posted September 28, 2023 08:39 PM            

Everything you're saying resonates pretty well with my intuition. He has a kind heart, but he often seems tortured as he went through s lot. I also think this is a karmic connection since there was an instant recognizing we first met and since the feelings are still strong.
I hope, I really do hope he will somehow come to his senses. And I hope we will both be happy.

posted September 28, 2023 10:35 PM            

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Originally posted by squirrel:
@Dear MysticMoon

Everything you're saying resonates pretty well with my intuition. He has a kind heart, but he often seems tortured as he went through s lot. I also think this is a karmic connection since there was an instant recognizing we first met and since the feelings are still strong.
I hope, I really do hope he will somehow come to his senses. And I hope we will both be happy.

Thank you ❤️

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posted September 28, 2023 11:56 PM            

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Originally posted by MoonMystic:
Hi Pixieangel. Thank you! ♡
Of course, my pleasure.
I'll bb with your reading. Just hit refresh in a bit.

I do feel if you've been using tonics and ointments it's definitely helping!
You have the Page of Cups, 9 of Cups and 4 of wands. I feel this is in progress, gradually regenerating. Epidermis can take awhile, especially as you know if you're body flares from any substance, ingredients that you're sensitive to. I feel it's in the final stages, back to "normal" is not certain by this energy but the 4.OW does make it seem "as good as new". I feel it might be noticeably improvement by Halloween. Though I am not seeing an indication when it will be at it's desired outcome. Maybe 4 months?
Clarification is Queen of Swords
It feels like the most dramatic results will be seen from October- Feb. Though Feb just may denote your confidence has finally built up strong again. As well this clarification tells me you're done with your healing process before Halloween. Your body will do the rest thereafter and you might have made subtle changes you are living by, your chemistry will recognize offending agents, compounds are no longer a threat.

I wish you a purely comfortable renewal, with your happy results and feeling better with it. ♡

Your other Q ..
Answer: justice, Death, 3 of Coins
I feel he might be involved with court, policeman or an official type who could as well be mysterious. He could be Scorpio/Libra cusp. This man might be nocturnal (in his work possibly), very wise and edgy. Someone who is interested in both books and action, almost dangerous action. I'm thinking skydiving or things most might fear. Either for pleasure or work he flys, though I'm not seeing international. He might be experimental in using mind altering things as well. I don't know but mushrooms are present here, he could just really like eating them in food. Or he's a truly "fun guy".

Regarding the 3 of Coins, I believe he works well with others and enjoys connecting with like minded people. He's intense and very open to a connection with someone who is similar to his style. Understands his need to pull together ideas, meet with specific areas like minded principles and might include spiritual quests in his vision regarding these.

He'll meet you due to some type of "common ground". I feel when spring is here, he'll see you as sweet and want to be around you.
Clarification: Ace of Pentacles.
This has a Queen of Wands feel. It seems when flowers are in bloom, he'll enter your story.
He will definitely be attracted to you and see you as attracto others too! This is giving both romantic and sensual feelings. He won't be one or the other, his interest will be balanced! Solid.

I hope this helped. Wishing you a wonderful new start once you meet. Let me know either if my reading doesn't resonate. He might not be just this way but I do feel you will meet a new one!

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posted September 29, 2023 12:25 AM            

My question is do my spirit guides have any messages they want me to hear/know right now?

If is too vague than maybe : what would people ( friends, etc) from my past want me to know/ wish they could tell me?

Thank you❤️

posted September 29, 2023 07:07 AM            

I'm happy to hear that. You're so welcome.
If you were to meet that type of guy, it could be he is so mysterious, he is able to cloak these parts of him but his guard is lowered for you. That is *only* if it should occur anything like this.

I heard so much about the apps. I had no idea there were so many!

posted September 29, 2023 07:11 AM            

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Originally posted by LunarLove:
Hi MoonMystic, thank you for this offer. I will do exchange with you if you want, leave your q!

My question is do my spirit guides have any messages they want me to hear/know right now?

If is too vague than maybe : what would people ( friends, etc) from my past want me to know/ wish they could tell me?

Thank you❤️

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Hi LunarLove.

Thank you for stopping by and for your exchange offer! You're welcome and after I finish some home projects, I'll read your Q.

My Q would be ..
Q: How will P&M take to their upcoming changes?

I'll offer feedback after these events occur for them.

posted September 29, 2023 07:16 AM            

Thank you for the req. You're welcome always.
I'm going to be away from my cards a bit today but will get your reading as soon as I return. I took a note from your Q, no c&p.

Bb in awhile with your answer.
Have a lovely day!

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(I earlier wrote another user name. I'm terribly sorry)
pixieangle,

This was compelling to see and you might want other readers to verify before fully deciding alignment to this reading.
Your cards are: High Priestess and Emperor. Clarirified with Ace of Swords "Clarity".+5 of swords. This authority over you might be aggressive in this change. Leaving you feeling
lost.
Yes, shuffled (re HP&Emperor)
. My feeling is an authority person above you may be quietly in a strategy. This could be to transform your position, to structure it. You could see that offered but the dice were 4&6 (10 ending, beginning) they are about home&service/work too. Do you already work from home?

I feel 2 things could occur 1) you take a lard compromise that may remove you from the official place you've been and/or could effect your wages or 2) this looks like it may be a dissolved position.

I pulled you some oracles: Toad (awareness) & Life Purpose.
Finally Transform. I feel by winter you'll discover your life purpose or find you already know it but suddenly can live it. You will become more prosperous from this freeing you may encounter during the winter months.

The clarity, awareness and transformation is about your deep knowing this was coming. Which if it wouldn't, your life purpose may have been pushed for a later time. I feel you may have wished to know, or live your life purpose. This position was not aligned with it.

Of course this doesn't have to resonate either. If not we an try again another time or other readers may get a stronger answer.

posted September 29, 2023 09:03 PM            

Thank you for your patience.

YourQ:

"do my spirit guides have any messages they want me to hear/know right now"

Your answer: They want you to open the book of secrets that is within you. You are a book that runs deep with inner stored wisdom.
18 Book of Shadows + 12 Her Book Runs Deep
Clarification- The Star
Queen of Swords made an appearance twice. I feel strong Aquarius/ Libra energy. You might need to cut away with things you once were told, learned from by others to renew, ready yourself to find pages in your hidden book (you), which exceed your expectations of your being very wise. Maybe other's didn't believe in you or told you something to dissuade your belief in your own Divine wisdom. The Spirit guides you connect with want you to look within for wisdom, not without. Libra "the other". Be like an Aquarian, wise, lone and self directed.

There's more to this! In fact it is meant only for you to discover. I think your meditation might bring you further answers. They want you to ask them and listen "within ".
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Q: what would people ( friends, etc) from my past want me to know/ wish they could tell me?

Answer:
6 of Cups
Justice
(Rev) 5 of swords

I feel at least one had strong fire in their chart. Possibly an Aries, Leo or Capricorn.
A couple of them may have once been very codependent. This has changed.In the past you observed possibly a needy quality within one or 2 of them. I believe this reading has picked up on 3 different people.

Clarification: 2 of pentacles.

One of these people is less argumentative, wishes you knew this. Not having the last word anymore. They might have lost friends from being this way, you might have been one of those they lost. They see you as somebody they miss. Regrets of pushing their arguments too far. Rigidity.

Another Is balancing life. Might be involved or gone to court a lot. Even just a powerful moment centered around the judicial system for this person. It has shaped them into a new version of themselves. As well they could have Libra energy. This one wonders what you might think of these changes in them.

posted September 30, 2023 08:49 AM            

Hope you are well!

I am going to take you up on your offer.

Our house does not feel like a happy place - hasnt been for a while. Lots of tension between hubby and me, hubby and the kids. Do you see any positive changes happening anytime soon?
Thank you and looking forward to your response.

posted September 30, 2023 03:59 PM            

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Originally posted by Sydney2019:
Hi MoonMystic,

Hope you are well!

I am going to take you up on your offer.

Our house does not feel like a happy place - hasnt been for a while. Lots of tension between hubby and me, hubby and the kids. Do you see any positive changes happening anytime soon?
Thank you and looking forward to your response.

Regards,

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Sydney2019, hi!
Thank you for your req and I'm okay.
I'm sorry to hear about the tension. These times are definitely difficult on many of us.

posted September 30, 2023 04:02 PM            

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Originally posted by LilyIris07:
Hi @Moonmystic my question is how does David feel about me?? I’ll be happy to exchange I enjoy doing it too. Leave your Q!

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Hello LilyIris07.
I was going to answer your thread but time got away from me. Thank you for your req.

I'll bb in awhile to bring your answer and add a Q too. Thank you for the exchange.

posted September 30, 2023 04:07 PM            

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Originally posted by shoshannazeze:
MOON! Hello girl, it's been forever? How have you been?? We missed you

Let me know if you have a Q to exchange with, I'd be very very happy to.
I'm curious to know if anyone's thinking of me and why... thank you again Moon. Have a lovely day

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Hi shoshannazeze!
I wrote you apology yesterday on my older thread. Thank you for the warning. How have you been? How's you read8ng gone? You were strengthening your abilities?

I'm happy to read that for you. I'll need to think of a Q, I do appreciate the exchange offer. As soon as your answer is ready I'll leave it on this message. You'll need to refresh the page.

Thank you and have a wonderful
day yourself.

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Hi again shoshannazeze. 3

Your Q is -
"if anyone's thinking of me and why".

Answer:
I feel it is a "yes". This person feels on the "outside" from you. Like this person you shut out, ghosted or you went separate ways at some point. They might be holding onto enormous emotions towards you but have a way of not concealing it. These feelings are held tight to their chest.
The "why", This person either once shared a home with you or they are or feel they are your twin flame.

Clarification - Emperor.
Your dice was 2&5. You might see something in your 2nd/5th, Taurus or Leo house. This persistent creative, emotion based they feel an influx with you not "inside their circle". You might have enhanced their creativity and/or you were their muse in some way. I feel they either had a child/children ipor have said they would like them.
Air is the only energy missing. I feel the "why" has mostly to do with "words unspoken"..

The Emperor tells me they could be an Aries/ Taurus cusp person.

Please let me know if this resonates in any way - or if you'd like to ask further.
Thank you for allowing my reading for you.

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Thank your for the exchange offer, my Q is ..
Q: "What does October 6th look like for me?"

Thank you.

posted September 30, 2023 10:41 PM            

Here is your reading (I put my feedback to yours at the bottom)

I am rusty/dusty so please forgive me. I was drawn to tea leaf cards and I was guided to clarify and reached for my “tao oracle” cards which I don’t think I ever have done they have been just stored away since I got them years ago. I have never actually used them so apologize in advance if it is poor reading.Please tell me if you need further clarification.

Your q: How will P&M take to their upcoming changes?

After studying my cards I see there is definitely going to be challenges and perhaps there already have been and it may feel like there is no light/ too hard but there is also strength and light at the end.

Is somebody pregnant or considering it? I keep getting that feeling but maybe it is representative of the start of something completely new perhaps mixed in with the end of something or a feeling of loss.Either way it will be transformative and whatever struggles and fear that are present it will have been just a moment in time, the risks were not in vain and were worth the struggle.

TeaLeaf cards:

SEA HORSE- family matters

MOUNTAIN ROAD-you are on the road to success

TIGER-doing something risky/ taking a chance

*Notes on TaoOracle (as it is very complex and this was my first time using it):

29 THE ABYSMAL
*represents danger/insecurity/obstacles/facing fear/dark emotions/courage*

-difficulty/challenges -uncommonly uncertain feeling
Don’t let emotions overpower
Fear/panic- calm down do t run away
Assume way of the warrior

Skillful warriors can use fear to help them bring decisiveness and sharpness to actions
Or the way of the cat-alert/aware/springing to life at right moment after patience
Weigh all things in balance/center yourself
Develop impartial/open minded attitude that will persevere

1 THE CREATIVE:
Authority/father/inspiration/heaven/tenacity

represents ultimate potential
“Dragon power”
Undefined as it lacks a fixed form
Remaining in receptivity-Yang energy
“Impregnated by the seed of creative expression”

“This moment is ripe with potential”
Expansiveness, tenacity ,male energy
Think big remain open let dreams be grand

Feedback/response to your read.

posted September 30, 2023 11:40 PM            

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Originally posted by Sydney2019:
Hi MoonMystic,

Hope you are well!

I am going to take you up on your offer.

Our house does not feel like a happy place - hasnt been for a while. Lots of tension between hubby and me, hubby and the kids. Do you see any positive changes happening anytime soon?
Thank you and looking forward to your response.

Regards,

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Sydney2019. I apologize, I believe I placed this on a new message entry.

Q: "Do you see any positive changes happening anytime soon?"

Answer:
It looks like there will be a breakdown in the communication, even someone shut out possibly which will be a burden on you or him. It feels like the one with the most prominent earth might be most burdened.
5 of coins + 10 of wands

I went with one clarification (going abou5 this a little differently) but decided to get more -

Ace of Wands, 9 of wands, High Priestess and (rev) King of Coins.

I feel there will be an attempt to reunite intimately, to smooth the waters you both are interested in doing what might mend these troubles. It seems one or both might not feel vulnerable *enough to enjoy this union*, maybe insecurity? It could be he feels pressured or you feel like he's not emotionally avaliable which could be difficult for your sensitivity in an already tense situation. It looks like, the one carrying the most Earth energy won't be in their most positive energy. Feeling lack, possibly miserly with energy/emotions. I actually feel this might be the stem in the disturbances of your relationship.

Clarification of (rev) King of Pentacles.
4 of wands (rev) , Page of Pentacles and 7 of Cups

It feels like money might be bothering one or both of you (or unequaled energy offered), the trouble is how you two see the issues, the confusion and possibly distractions have been in the way.
I see things *maybe * getting better if you both agree to see things differently and agree to how you both can cooperate in bringing the 4 of wands back upright. Spirit doesn't tell me it will get better, it offered this which I feel is advice. Other than 7of Cups (emotion) and no communication (swords), it looks like desire, action and high Priestess denotes that communication might not be needed, you both can read each other. It might require some quiet time mediating and hopefully finding yourselves matched in the Page of Pentacle energy. Careful, methodical and meaningful movement towards investing in something to grow again, hopefully that 4 of wands upright once more.

Last thought, page of Pentacles could be relearning each other and how to establish a better way to stability 8n your unity. You might both have changed over time, renewed and this might require great Patience.

I hope this helps.
I wish you the absolute best of healing in your family, coupling upsets, you could check on yours/his transits of Chiron. There could be a snag in the midpoint or for one or both of you individually. If you see it, you could req chart readers to assist.
Take care. ♡

posted October 01, 2023 01:01 AM            

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Hi MM!
Thank you for your read, your energy and time I appreciate it.

Here is your reading (I put my feedback to yours at the bottom)

I am rusty/dusty so please forgive me. I was drawn to tea leaf cards and I was guided to clarify and reached for my “tao oracle” cards which I don’t think I ever have done they have been just stored away since I got them years ago. I have never actually used them so apologize in advance if it is poor reading.Please tell me if you need further clarification.

Your q: How will P&M take to their upcoming changes?

After studying my cards I see there is definitely going to be challenges and perhaps there already have been and it may feel like there is no light/ too hard but there is also strength and light at the end.

Is somebody pregnant or considering it? I keep getting that feeling but maybe it is representative of the start of something completely new perhaps mixed in with the end of something or a feeling of loss.Either way it will be transformative and whatever struggles and fear that are present it will have been just a moment in time, the risks were not in vain and were worth the struggle.

TeaLeaf cards:

SEA HORSE- family matters

MOUNTAIN ROAD-you are on the road to success

TIGER-doing something risky/ taking a chance

*Notes on TaoOracle (as it is very complex and this was my first time using it):

29 THE ABYSMAL
*represents danger/insecurity/obstacles/facing fear/dark emotions/courage*

-difficulty/challenges -uncommonly uncertain feeling
Don’t let emotions overpower
Fear/panic- calm down do t run away
Assume way of the warrior

Skillful warriors can use fear to help them bring decisiveness and sharpness to actions
Or the way of the cat-alert/aware/springing to life at right moment after patience
Weigh all things in balance/center yourself
Develop impartial/open minded attitude that will persevere

1 THE CREATIVE:
Authority/father/inspiration/heaven/tenacity

represents ultimate potential
“Dragon power”
Undefined as it lacks a fixed form
Remaining in receptivity-Yang energy
“Impregnated by the seed of creative expression”

“This moment is ripe with potential”
Expansiveness, tenacity ,male energy
Think big remain open let dreams be grand

Feedback/response to your read.

* I understand the spirit guide messages about my own story and having to remove myself from toxic untrue narratives directed to me by family in order to keep me trapped and isolated(it totally worked -I am my own prison)
I am not sure about the people the fire sign or the other but maybe it’s becasue I haven’t actually had friends in nearly a decade so maybe it is a very past past friend. Probably nobody remembers me anyways.
I wonder sometimes if my guides are disappointed in me as I have become so recluse and I have not done anything to use my talents I think I was gifted with. I am thinking spirit wants me to physically move either to a new neighborhood (neighbors are getting more and more hateful- literally I was screamed at by a passenger in a car while I was walking my dog-completely random and unprovoked verbal attack) or a new city.
I have become a literal shut in minus caring for my alcoholic recluse mom who couldn’t even tell you who I am as I am pretty much invisible to her. I know I need more.
My true desire is to be accepted in a community/ to laugh with others, make memories and feel reciprocal love and care. I wish people could see I am not who everyone thinks, but am a kind soul and just been hurt a lot so I am closed off.
Thanks again.*

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LunarLove,
Thank you for the reading and feedback too.
It wasn't rusty or poor in anyway.

Regarding pregnancy, not in the general sense. It does fit in terms of Empress energy. Growing/creating, being creative. This will be the environment for P&M when this change is invoked. Dark might resonate, I'll need to update later. Firstly we are Fall season and the area could offer less Sunlight.

I will need to revisit this at a later time to sgphare the accuracy with you. It does atm seem to be pretty accurate. Thanks again! ♡

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Regarding your feedback,

I'm sorry the people don't resonate. I wonder could you have had online community friends or acquaintances? I'm a lot like you.
My last true "in the flesh" friend, exited our friendship as I was getting married. Friendships are challenging in these days, unless they have strong and enduring commitments in loyalty.

♡ I have those same wishes. Sending you a *hug* I feel you are memorable but some people might have random thoughts, memories. My skills aren't sharp enough to pick up on them, as I am in need of practice. I don't feel your Spirit team is upset, I feel they want you build you Spiritual talents/strengths. Maybe your reaching out to me was really about you getting practice in your readings. Evolving from your level you were @ and seeing how far you've come, can come in you all your senses!

We have some similarities. Times are harsh where some are just mean, unhealed. My area is a ghost town. There's some toxic energy that may not change. This land might have had a terrible event during native American times, unfortunate memories the Spirits here hold.
Regarding neighborhoods, I think when you walk with your dog, maybe seek a block where people smile, wave or say hi. The heavy energy is common but usually the "good energy" is infectious - in a high vibration way. Hunting the "right vibration" might have Spirit get you relocated to. Also your dog could tell you what's a nice area. Wagging her/his tail. Less guarded behavior?

If you open a thread, I'd be happy to exchange with you. It is something to think about. There's a lot of amazing readers here.