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From: King Arthur's Camelot
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posted September 25, 2002 08:32 PM         

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How do you guys deal with other people doing this on an everyday basis! I have never drank or did any drugs but I know people who have!
I'm not a cool person so I never get invited to parties and I don't get asked out ever. I guess I'm a bit too evolved for anything thats social or considered being normal.
Sometimes I forget how much more evolved I am that when I hear people saying the stupidest things or complaining about the triviality of friends and relationships I can't help but laugh my ass off. And they still wonder why!
I try to stay away from being too social or having anything outside of school happen to me! I choose not to have friends becuase I believe that most of us don't really have any in highschool and why waste my time pretending.
A psychic told me that I had been a knight of the roundtable (I had that verified by two psychics who said the same thing!) There were twelve knights and I was Sir Gareth who was accidently killed by Lancelot when he was trying to save Guenivere or maybe it was a battle! Lancelot was the one who knighted me and I was loyal to him more then King Arthur! The roundtable was divided when King Arthur got angry at Lancelot for the sin he had commited! It was difficult both were good men! But they were both strong Leo's! Guenivere really did love'm both! Although before King Arthur died he did forgive her or altleast that was the legend. I read up on Sir Gareth and he was considered the Kitchen Knight becuase he worked in the kitchen as a peasent just to see who his true friends were! Legend goes he was a prince in diguise and saved Lady Lioness from the Red Knight and thats how he became part of the table! He also married her! I don't know but that sticks to me!
What do you guys think?

Oh yes and another thing I've only had three lives and yet I'm a pisces, that must mean something right?

-StarLover

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posted September 25, 2002 08:58 PM         

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Oh yeah and another thing Merlin was a real prophet! He knew that King Arthur and the Roundtable would begin the quest of the holy grail so he did his best to make this come true! King Arthur did indeed pull the sword from the stone to test his divine right! King Arthur was trained my Merlin to become a good leader and find a band of men to take down the evil Saxons during that time! King Arthur invaded the Kingdom of the Saxons took them down and called it Camelot and became truly loved by all! Merlin was very GURU like and told Arthur to one day set up a group of 12 men, Merlin did not say too much but told him he would give him a gift. Merlin knew about Guinevere and it hurt him so bad becuase he knew the bad things to come! He knew he could not intervene becuase it was true love and so he blessed the couple anyway. Lancelot's wife was Elaine he loved her so much but she ended up dying and left Sir Galahad in his care! He truly grieved for years. Merlin's gift was the roundtable and told King Arthur that the men he chose would be his for all time! It was very difficult for King Arthur to choose the men wisely he may have made a couple mistakes! Merlin helped a lot though! Excalibur was a real ass sword too! Merlin was loving and kind and Arthur was stubborn although he was warm and virtuous. I can't recall or say anything else sorry! It comes and goes!

-StarLover

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posted September 25, 2002 09:10 PM         

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Oh yeah the guy who wrote the original tales should be regarded as truth and fact! I can't remember the writer's name but I do know when I was reading some of it I got the vibe that he too was a loyal Knight of the Roundtable! The writer of the tales was King Arthur's closest confidant and he was the last one to survive and threw excalibur back into the lake! Never to be seen again!

-I have no IDEA why I just started babbling about this I was trying to talk about True Friends in high school and drinking! I got way off TRACK! I wonder why I've never even talked about this before in detail!

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posted September 26, 2002 05:46 PM         

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SarLover,I always wondered why you said you are from King Arthur's Camelot,now I know!
Friends really aren't all bad-most aren't real,you're right,but now and then there's a gem.Open up and give someone a chance.
As to D&D,I plan on never doing either.Except maybe wine

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posted September 26, 2002 06:58 PM         

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Not to much just a little bit!

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posted September 26, 2002 10:36 PM         

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Hey StarLover
How interesting is that! I always loved the story about the King Arthur and Excalibur

I know what you mean when you say you try to stay away from being too social, I'm exactly like you, but it can be a little lonely sometimes. I tried to have a little bit of a social life in the past few months but it's just not working out, you know! The things they talk about is just so useless. Maybe I just didn't meet the right people. And I just soak up too much negative energy from other people I need my time alone (maybe it's my Pisces moon ) When I was in high school it really used to bother me that I could not fit in anywhere, and I thought that something was wrong with me but now that I started university, I don't care at all. There are so many other important things, however, I don't mind meeting somene that I can be close with.At LEAST my Twin Soul
I also never got drunk, and I don't intend to, but I did try Marijuana a couple of times, with a few chosen people even though I said that I would never do it,so never say never...I don't know it's a personal choise. As for the parties you are not missing out much anyway!

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posted September 27, 2002 08:52 PM         

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I must admit it gets lonely, the only true friend I'll ever have in this great big world is my cousin Nelia...she's my only girlfriend!

-StarLover

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posted September 28, 2002 03:58 AM         

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Linda has a few Peanuts clippings in Gooberz!

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posted September 28, 2002 11:46 PM         

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Star lover, I do admire your firm stance on drugs and drinking. I am not a teen, but I had to post something. I just want to say when I was younger I dropped out of high school because I felt that I had more important things to do. Like get high. Let me just tell you that ruined me spiritually. I became someone I really wasn't. For years, I stole, I lied, I cheated, I went to jail, I did many many wrong things and wasn't even happy. Even though many of my aquaintances from this time have now died from drug overdoses, I was very lucky and did not, even though the path I chose got so awful, I did wish to die sometimes. Now I am free. I haven't done drugs in quite a while, and the real me is back, and it's amazing. My soul shines thru now, and my spirit is alive, my smiles are real, and I have a conscience. I am not saying anyone who dabbles in drugs or drinking will go thru what I went thru. I am just saying what I went thru. So I really admire you. I do hope you let the good feeling of letting people into your life be known to you. What I am constantly amazed by is finding out people's stories. I often find such amazing strength in that. You seem a little adult for the people in your high school, maybe you would relate better to college age people. I am in college :-)
And btw I think that is really cool about your past lives.

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posted October 03, 2002 05:02 PM         

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i've done drugs and it's not nice but me being the curious ram that i am couldn't help it, i have lost friends due to stupidity and that has made me see alot. also my parents talked alot to me about it which i am forever greatful for.
i don't drink but when i get distructive periods if there are ciggerates around i'll smoke them. the best thing to do is be honest with yourself and friends and if you ever do take drugs be Informed.

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posted October 05, 2002 01:13 PM         

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I get high on Life.

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posted October 05, 2002 02:49 PM         

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Ditto,Randall!

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