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From: Denver, Co,
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posted August 24, 2003 04:09 PM         

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Hey Zerep and everyelse,
thank you for your warm Wellcomes, oh and plaese exscuse my bad spelling as well. I have truble with love esp. being in high school. Cuz People in high school arent usally that deep. they cant always comprehend the concept. But The scorpio can i know it i can sence it. Bah humbug though, stupid Social Bariors. I have my ways of being me though and i think (I hope) she apresheates that...

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posted August 24, 2003 10:22 PM         

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I had the same problem. I used love this Virgo who was very popular and I was very uncool. Guess what happened? He went for his friends and dated all of the popular girls. I was left out on in the dust, becuase I thought he really liked me, and I really loved him. I was too quite for the cool kids. They thought I was too shy. They all went to parties and drank, and I think some of them made of me because I was never invited. Even though I'm over him I still care about him and wonder what he's been doing. Sorry I wasn't very helpful, was I? Man I still have two more years of sitting alone at lunch. I don't think I'll be invited to the junior or senior prom, nobody wants to date me. But I also don't really help the situation either. Oh well it's either wisdom or popularity. I think I've already chosen.

I'm a pisces too.

-StarLover

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posted August 24, 2003 10:49 PM         

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One problem with highschool ("Oh no! Not more moaning about high school!" ) is that you don't really have that much choice with whom you hang out, even in the larger schools. Once you're an adult, you'll find more people who share your interests. Anyway, that's how it's supposed to be...

Personally I try to enjoy school, even when it seems like a load of rubbish. I think I may be lucky in that many of my friends are interesting people. As Lord Byron said, "The days of our youth are the days of our glory."

for Star and Deep.
Star- don't give up on other people- you just haven't met the right ones yet. They're there.

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posted August 25, 2003 02:04 PM         

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I haven't given up I still enjoy talking to people anyway. I haven't met anyone I feel comfortable sharing my interests with. I'm too scared that they would get too clingy. I have to keep a lot of my knowledge secretive and roll with the pilgrims.

I'm want to be immortal but I'm afraid I won't have anyone to share it with. My Twin Self is no where near me, he won't be coming for years and years. I don't think he's capable of sticking with me either. He's too independant or maybe I am.

-StarLover

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posted August 25, 2003 03:17 PM         

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I dont have any problems like that but maybe its because I'm in a small school.

But you dont meet your 'real' important friends who will always be there for you until your older.

As I've said before, I know I'm ranting on but, of the big group of friends I've had, there are only a few I'll miss.

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posted August 26, 2003 02:35 AM         

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ummm...can someone please explain the american school system to me??
pls?

cos in all the movies i see theres junior high and senior high and college and university and....

I'm in high school at the moment, yr 10.
and guys at my school are so........annoying.....some of them are so sweet and they have such potential....but their worse than the girls....they have to do everything their friends do......so they all turn into jerks
o well.....college next year, more people, more guys

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posted August 26, 2003 02:49 AM         

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I remember Highschool. I could sit with the jocks, but I didn't fit in there. I could sit with the niners, but I didn't fit there. I could sit with my class, but I didn't fit there. I could sit with the misfits, but I didn't fit there either.

I'm just a riddle. o.o

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posted August 26, 2003 10:34 PM         

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Man high school is a drag, i'm a photographer adn an artist, (they go hand and hand). thats the only reason i go to school. and i set in class the rest of the day for 5 hours and just be board but when i get to photo I just go crazy and i'm always late for my next class cuz i get tied up in my art. I hate it, i just want to be free. but unfortunatly i can not. afterwords i go to my next class (where i sit across from that scorpio i like so much, she sits in sielence and i sit and talk when i can.) Then lunch and i walk out side to be by my self and in the sun, cuz man my energy is so drained by that time, from dealing with people, and socail bariors (sigh). Also i'm really frustrated cuz i have misses many opertunitys to get to know that scorpio but have not. Man i sometimes think i'm just a fool, but there are other fish in the sea who are just as nice, so we'll see. Its going to take some major will power...
thank you for listening

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posted August 26, 2003 11:03 PM         

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MOONAT, I go to a private school where we do things funny. I don't really get the public school system, but maybe StarLover?

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posted August 28, 2003 09:55 PM         

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MOONAT, watch a movie called "The Breakfast Club", that movie is one of the best american school portrayals.

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posted August 29, 2003 09:59 PM         

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omg omg omg, starlover, i LOVE THE BREAKFAST CLUB!!! it is my favorite 80's movie ever! it should be a law that every household should own it.

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posted August 30, 2003 07:17 PM         

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The first week in my new school, we all go rock climbing, to get to know each other better, students & teachers. I'm looking forward to that

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posted August 30, 2003 09:43 PM         

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Cool! Sounds like a great bonding experience!

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posted August 31, 2003 01:13 AM         

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You're lucky to have a good experience in school.

QOS, I used to play soccer my freshman year, but I had quit the next year becuase I couldn't stand being with all those girls on my team. It's one of the best feelings to be within a comaraderie, but that was lost in me, and I regret that. I just couldn't stand those snobby girls. I miss something though. Sometimes I wish, I was in one of those movies like SandLot and Bad News Bears, just becuase it was a loving comaraderie. I wish I had felt a purpose to be out there playing.

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posted August 31, 2003 12:49 PM         

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That's a shame. I loved being on the basket ball team. I wonder if I'll get on the team in this school ?

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posted September 02, 2003 04:26 PM         

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tomorrow's my first day back

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posted September 03, 2003 12:09 AM         

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Today was my first day of school. It was like, Here > is Summer, and Here > is School, and they are Different. I was rather in shock for most of the day.

There's this one teacher who has a reputation for being very boring, and (by a miracle) I escaped having any classes with him last year. This year, I have him twice a day for the first semester. Oh my, how unfortunate.... well, at least I'll get a lot of sleep.

Furthermore, we had a soccer game today and we won 4-1! I didn't score, but got several "Good jobs!" after the game, which was nice. But it was sooo hot, I was extremely dehydrated. My mouth was so dry it was in pain. The team we played was a couple of divisions above us (this is still pre-season) so beating them is a good sign. We want to get to the championships this year, and I think we may.

Well, I'm glad to be seeing all my friends daily now. I'm optimistic that this year will be even better than last year. And there's a whole new class I can go socialize with!

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posted September 04, 2003 01:15 PM         

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Sleep well.

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posted September 04, 2003 02:37 PM         

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My first day went well. I've met some girls that I get on ok with. We went rockclimbing & it's fun.

I had my very first english exam today!! the teachers dont know that I'm bilingual, and some students have a bet going to see how long it takes her to figure out!

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posted September 06, 2003 01:12 AM         

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What are they betting with? And what will the teacher say when she finds out? I hope you have the good sense to giggle if she looks at you accusingly.

PS- today some guys at school found out that I use QueenofSheeba as a username. One of them said,"You must be really bored; you should get yourself a woman." It sounded chauvinistic in the extreme, I thought it was funny.

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posted September 08, 2003 12:57 PM         

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Haha, well it is a bit odd choice for a name for a guy.

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posted September 12, 2003 10:58 PM         

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You're waiting for me to say I'm gay, aren't you?

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posted September 13, 2003 04:52 AM         

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hmm......r u???

just joking!

my mum is very funny about "gays", ever since she realised they actually DO exist she walks around looking for them...........

i try to explain that its just what they choose, but she thinks its a disease.......

another subject.......seeing as you guys are my age......i was wondering do you go to heaps of parties? wot do you do there???

here, you go to a party you get really REALLY ****** , do very funny and HILLARIOUS things, and then everyone bags each other out the next day.........

my friend's having a huge one tonite, but i wasnt allowed to go, too much homework....

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posted September 13, 2003 06:35 AM         

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Heh heh no I wasnt queenie

When you live in Paris, homosexuality is the norm lol. I've lots of gay friends, its usually better to wait til they tell you then ask them straight out.

Well I dunno, at parties, I party! nah I dont drink really, Ive tried stuff but thats it I'm not interested in that yet. I just enjoy going out with a gang of friends to parties.

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posted September 14, 2003 12:45 AM         

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Hmm. May as well get it over with and say that I'm gay, or at least questioning. It's not a big deal for Z (Parisiens!) but for me- I'm the first gay person I've ever known. It's not quite normal in California yet.

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