posted July 13, 2004 12:52 PM         

I've gain access to this darkroom. I volunteer there for four hours a week and they give me a key for 24/7 access. And all oh you wonder why I'm creamin' over technodal, film canisters, and printing! Well Wonder no more! I love photography!

I sometimes think I could never fall in love with a girl more than photography because:
A. Photography has always been faithful
B. I usually get better results.

The other night, I was at a place called the Mercury Café (a café with it's birth chart on the front of the building.). I was just havin' a ball. I went to learn how to swing dance... I met this girl. Bein' the Pisces that I am, I noticed this girl. There were lots of pretty girls around, but she particularly caught my attention.
So I danced with her once more. She was 2 months more advanced that I, so I just stumbled around. Finally I let go and went downstairs to chat. The place was hopping! I was meeting friends from south about 20 miles, as well as regulars there at the café. Finally, one of my friends ran upstairs to see what was going on… I ran after her. I get to the top of the stairs, and the craziest thing happens. I’m looking through the thick crowd and there she is. The whole dance floor parts and I walk across it to talk to her. It was as if god himself was playin’ with me. I’ve never seen a crowd part like that, you know like how Moses parted the sea. Yea, same thing. She walked off. She wouldn’t talk to me. Of course, that I can’t have you vibe made me more determined and interested I had to leave, so I did. I listened to the poetry reading and chatted some more. Finally I got that feeling, you know, that Piscean Feeling she’s going to leave? So I went up stairs and she was leaving…
I flowed her to her car trying to get her number and she said to me: “if it was meant to be… I’ll see you anther time.”

So, I walked back and decided to leave.
Tonight I’m going to take anther dance lesson.
That’s the kinda stuff that’s making my summer cool!
What about you?

posted July 13, 2004 09:21 PM         

Swing dance- I've never tried it, but whoa, some of the things they do seem to defy gravity. Good luck with that girl, she's probably just playing hard to get xD.

My summer's been fun, mainly because I've gotten a new hobby. Learning how to play the guitar. I'm a very ambitious person (it would take too long to list all of the aspects I have that indicate ambition), and I wanna be the next Jimmy Page or Keith Richards XD! Of course, I can hardly tune my guitar yet, but I'm learning.

All I've been doing this summer, basically, is listening to music and reading. Though next week I'm gonna be volunteering at my local park's national tennis tournament with my friends, and then in the beginning of August there's band camp, so right now I'm just getting all the sleep I can before chaos ensues =).

That, and I've decided to name my guitar Magnus- and I'm considering getting him a tiny moustache- he was made in Germany.

posted July 14, 2004 07:34 PM         

Things are settling down so I'll get round to your message soon. Anyways glad you're well, speak soon - and come back to the other forums I miss ya!

Sheaa

posted July 16, 2004 08:44 PM         

Heh, I'm not that interesting, but I guess I'll just tell you some random facts about myself...

-I'm essentially a book dork. My natural habitat is Barnes and Noble. The bigger the library or book store that I visit is, the happier I am. My favorite writers right now are George Orwell and Alexandre Dumas, but that changes pretty frequently.

-I'm also a Pisces, though that's the only water sign in my chart other than my Pluto- my entire chart is basically a concentration of Aquarius, Taurus, and Capricorn. I have a stellium in Capricorn, all orbs within 7 degrees, and that really comes out sometimes.

-Good music makes me happy. Really, anyone can win me over if they give me a good book and some good music. Lately all I've been listening to is classic rock- haven't heard any modern music in weeks. I'm currently in love with The Rolling Stones.

-Though I have a lot of dreams, like being a president, a famous astrologer, a big guitar rock star, etc, etc, what I really wanna be when I grow up is a writer. But then, next week I'll probably tell you it's definitly the guitarist.

-My grandma calls me the spirit of contradiction. Tell me something looks purple and I'll tell you it looks magenta. It's my Libra Moon, I tell you : D.

-I think Linda Goodman wrote somewhere in the Sagittarius-Pisces chapter of Love Signs that Pisceans have a sort of thing that makes them know everything about a person without even trying. That's me- it's annoying.

posted July 18, 2004 04:25 AM         

I’ll tell you something funny about me and books. I’m in to philosophy, but I’ll start reading political theory like Jean-Jacques Rousseau’s “Social Contract,” and I’ll come to the first idea, and am so amazed by it, that I’ll spend the next whole paragraph thinking about it and then have to go back and reread the paragraph. And then get to the second or third Idea and make it into a visual so I can understand it better. By the time I’m done reading I’m not finished with the reading, but am so fascinated by the ideas that were presented to me in the first place that I think about them for the next hour and then finally fall asleep after thinking myself to death…

Oh, and by the way… I’m a Pisces too. He He, it just makes me wanna laugh! I have a whole hell of a lit of Aires in me too... as in a Moon, Jupiter, and North node. My mercury is in Pisces. it's nuts.

Oh and you... you sound a little airish. That's a weird mix with water.

You know… I love The Doors! And Pink Floyd! Oh and who? Who Can deny Led Zeppelin his right to godhood? Only crazy people… Mainly Yeppies, can deny that right in there own home. But, when they die, they be paying the price. What come around goes around.

You should stick with being a Writer, if it’s you passion then: Don’t ever ever force your self to do it. I’m mad at my poetry right now. So we’re not speaking, and until it can be beautiful, I won’t make it.

As for my Dreams… I want Peace, in the end. It’ll come to me. I get moments off it. Oh and Love. FOR THE LONGEST TIME I tried to fall in love. I never found the right girl… (I’m 17) So I fell in love with Photography! Never been happier. Now it’s like… If they want to fall in love with me? No way until they can prove themselves.

As for the contradictivity (I made that one up) (I Think it’s cool) (that and Complexification) Henry David Thoreau once said “Truth is always Paradoxical.” So maybe she just doesn’t understand the things your saying, and you don’t know that in the big picture your right. Just a Piscean Premonition.

Oh, about the thing about knowing people without ever knowing them… Yea I know that one all to well. It doesn’t bother me. I’m EXTREMELY picky when it comes to women. I can spot potentiality in a girl like that. (snaps fingers) I saw one for the first time in three months. I was like trying to talk her up… Danced with her… Piscean premonition tells me she's leaving so I go find her before she leaves… follow her to her car, laid on the charm a bit to thick, and she still wouldn’t give me her number…

Haha…

Anyway

RIII

PS I've been into photography seriously for 5 years now. the pictures just keep getting better and better. My knowledge of Technical aspects amazes me sometimes. I'm so proud.

posted July 20, 2004 09:37 AM         

LighTgrEEn- Who ever said I was a girl? I could be, for all you know, or I could not be =).

Philosophy- I like it a lot, but for some reason when we were learning about it in Value Debate class, I couldn't stay awake. I rather learn philosophy through stories than served straight up, you know? But Rousseau did have some pretty good ideas.

The Doors are awesome man- and of course, Led Zeppelin and Pink Floyd will always be classics. What just annoys me is when I ask some of my friends about them, they have no clue who I'm talking about. Kids these days =D!

Oh, I'm definitly going to stick to writing, it's always been what I've wanted to do, I just get hobbies along the way that I really like. I just learned how to play TNT by AC/DC on my guitar, so I'm pretty excited about that.

Ohh, I like your Contradictivity theory- I'll have to tell my grandma that the next time she gets angry with me- "You just don't understand, I have hidden DEPTHS. I am WISE AND ALL KNOWING!" Hee, that is interesting though.

I just think it's a bit annoying because it's hard to make friends, but then I guess it's better to have a handful of real friends than anything.

The girl was probably just playing hard to get- probably an Aquarius or a Scorpio =).

You should be proud! That's great man.

posted July 20, 2004 04:11 PM         

Oh about the wise and all knowing thing. taht can dsometimes turn people off. But as a Pisces, You know it's true. I try to keep my wisdom to myself, people just don't get it. I think it's cuz I'm 17. People look at me and go... "Sh*t dog you've bearly been around the block but once. how do you know?" I think I've been around the block like 11 times yet, as I am the 12 reincarnation. Although, I will admit as a youngin, I do screw things up. We all do, no matter how old our souls are.

I have NO air in my chart. none. So i don't quite know what that's like, The fire in my chart is crazy though. It gives me a real Vitallity as a Pisces. People don't understand that ether though. I think I'm just going to stop all together to get people to just try to understand me. People are like. "you don't even understand yourself how can you understand me?" I know I understand myself, I just can't explane it...

You know... Those Scorpios... damn, I fell in love with a mormon one the other day. Yikes! talk about being off balance.

posted July 21, 2004 10:24 PM         

I have two best friends that are my age and that are my true blue friends, but we don't see each other that much considering we have our own jumbled up lives and live a bit far from each other (far as in twenty-thirty minutes away, not states away).

I have a hard time becoming friends with adults because most of the ones that I know are what I like to call the Dahl kind- they act as though they're superior just because they're adults, and that drives me up the walls.

Oh, I know, that would definitly turn people off, I was just joking around. I like annoying my grandma, it's fun =). I don't really consider myself wise and all-knowing, maybe just a tad more mature than most 15-year olds I know.

Hmm, I'll give you a basic run course of what it's like, having alot of air in your chart. You know how they say that if you really think a lot all day it takes you a longer time to fall asleep? That's me. I think way too much. My friends get annoyed with me because I tend to analyze their jokes. But I can't help it! Why would a chicken have a purpose for crossing a road? IT'S A CHICKEN! Le sigh. Having said this, I'm one of those people who will laugh hysterically for no reason.

I know exactly what you mean about understanding yourself and not being able to explain it. I'm a bit bad at explaining things all together, let alone myself .

Ditto- a Scorpio Mormon?

posted July 22, 2004 01:14 AM         

Oh... You know Last week it was one of my friends was saying that were we going to camping... This week she made a pact with my other friend that they were never going to talk to me again for as long as they live. So I called up my friend, who I tried to tell her is compulsive liar... He was like, "You mean we were supposed to hang out today? Crap, well let’s hang out tomorrow..." So because now that I can't keep my big mouth shut I ended up with an infuriated Aries on my hands that'll probably spill all my Piscean secrets that I told her. You know about those Piscean Secrets don't you Everlong? Pretty sensitive stuff isn't it? Including the one about me liking the Mormon. (I never thought it possible too... she and I are like total political opposites... but you know, if you ever read the Scorpio Pisces chapter in Love Signs... It talks about beginning in variance, beginning with brooding... and ending up in similarity and talking. I'm seeing that pattern... The whole thing was about my friend that “made” the pact. She liked him, I tried to tell her the truth that he didn’t like her…

People just do not like the truth… They hate it…

I’m just so brutally honest. (I have a lot of Sag in my chart…)

posted July 26, 2004 03:37 AM         

Keep up the photography Deep. I would love to see some of your work. Hopefully you can figure out how to post some in the Photoshop.

And Hi Everlong. *waving* Remember me? Auntie 26T ? How's the homework coming along, young lady? J/K. Hope you have a fun summer. You are a bright soul.

....and a "mormon Scorpio"? Is that possible.

posted July 26, 2004 03:52 AM         

Heh, Piscean secrets- all I know is that you have to be a very, very trusted friend of mine for me to tell anything vaguely secretive to you, you know? If I tell you a secret, it means that I want it to stay a secret. I have to admit, that is a touchy spot of my personality.

Ahh, so it's one of those situations? She likes your friend, even though he doesn't like her back, and you like her? Ugh, those are the kind that give me headaches- I give you my sympathies. A pact to never to talk to you again for as long as they live?
Heh, sorry, that made me giggle. A bit preschoolish, no? I'm guessing they weren't serious about it though.

The thing about Scorpios and Pisceans- yeah, that does seem to be pretty true in most cases. I think it's great though- challenges are the best! I think it's awesome that you're trying to pursue a Scorpion Mormon- I mean, pushovers are a bit boring, aren't they?

posted July 28, 2004 12:28 PM         

The Scorpio Mormon. We were in school one day in the commons and I'm walkin' I stop to talk to her. She tells me she's a nymphomaniac. I had no Idea what that was, but I look at my friend and he's crackin' up. So I ask him what it was and he whispers in my ear and he tells me: "she's addicted to sex." I look at her and my jaw drops. “But you're a virgin!” and she says to me: "that doesn't mean you can't be addicted to sex." I don't think I want a girl like her anyway. Rich and most probably HIGH MAINTENANCE. I just think she's cute. If she didn't have all those religious condintations, she'd be much much cooler and most likely lower maintenance, for she is mature, strong and very Deep.