posted October 04, 2002 03:27 PM           

I was visiting relatives in a trailor that looked like the Brady Bunch House on the outside. Actually I don't remember if it was Brady Bunch or what sitcom. Anyway... my grandpa and grandma on my dad's side were there. They were eating waffles and pancakes.

I felt very disconnected, very weird, like I wasn't there. But I thought it was really happening so it was all the more strange. They sat me down at the table because they were concerned for me. There was a small black and white TV on the table that was showing some special about the WTC attacks. They had footage of the attacks from yet another angle. Some satellite in space had it recorded but a close up view. So I was watching that over and over.

My grandparents turned it off and grandma told me I felt the way I did because I was chosen and had a gift. I just looked at her like she was nuts and wanted to feel normal again.

I suddenly wanted Hunter and I went into the room and at first I didn't see him. I began to freak out but then I saw him on the bed and I was mad at my grandmother for not watching him properly because he had been in the forest. He had little leaves in his hair and smelled like the woods. He was sleeping and I picked him up and took him to my room.

Then there was some weird bit with my grandpa making a Hunter robot to keep around after I left with Hunter so he wouldn't miss him.

Well then my grandmother told me I was from another planet and put here on earth because I was a princess and I had to be kept out of danger from people that wanted to kill me.

I went outside, still feeling weird, and there were all these futuristic cars there because my brother worked with car prototypes in the dream. A couple of them had the smiley faces on the front like the Chevron toy cars do.

Next thing I know I'm running from assassins through the city streets. They are assassins from other planets in human disguises. I was really scared at first but I soon found out I had all of these instincts and powers I didn't know I had to protect myself. I got in a car because I had a music festival I had to be at and I was the organizer.

I got there and it was a smaller club but not TOO small and it was packed with people. I had the Cure and Rammstein on the bill and I was really excited because I love them! *especially the guitarist named Richard from Rammstein*

Kian was there in the first row, center, excited to finally see Rammstein live. The Cure came on and I wanted to watch them but I discovered the audience was full of assassins so I began battle with them.

I had a little rod I pulled out of my jacket and along string came out of the end. When I moved it, it would move so fast through the air it could hardly be seen. So these bad guy aliens were running up on me and I'd zoom around and slice them into little pieces with my whip/rod before they could kill me.

Finally I had cleared out a large part of the audience and I was surprised at how large a percentage of them had been in disguise. I walked onto the stage because the Cure was done and introduced Rammstein. I was really happy. I joined Kian in front of the stage and Rammstein came out. Richard was right in front of me.

Well these guys often wear very little clothes onstage and usually look freaky but this time they were wearing this weird GOO that covered them from head to toe. Almost like the white layer that covers a new born baby but it was thicker and more gel-like. I didn't care because I think Richard is beautiful even covered with ooze!

He kept looking down at me and I felt a tap on my shoulder and I looked to see this woman with a big lizard tail. I was really annoyed by this point that the assissins kept bothering me because I had better things to do - namely... flirt with Richard onstage!

So I pulled out a light saber and killed her immediately so I could get back to the show. I turned my attention back to the stage and Richard was on his knees playing his guitar in front of me and his face was about a foot from mine.

posted October 04, 2002 10:33 PM         

i don't have anything to say yet about your dream . . . but i'll try to feel something out.

i also wanted to ask if you knew of any good sites that had free music from The Cure. i have a couple of their CDs.

posted October 04, 2002 11:49 PM           

Aphrodite~
I don't know of any specific websites that have mp3's on them. I know the official site only had one you can download. Have you considered downloading something like Kazaa? You can download thousands of mp3's that way and do searches for specific artists or songs. It's pretty good. You could also download videos with it.

http://www.kazaa.com

If you don't want to do that and you're looking for one or two Cure songs that you know the titles of.. I can probably rip the mp3's for you from my cd's and put them on my webspace for you to download!

posted October 05, 2002 12:16 PM         

Quite interesting! I will not have time to explore this one until Monday, but there is a connecting idea with the fairy dream, and I suspect many other dreams you have had: power and misguidance/illusion. Be careful of those who purport to be guiding you.

Aphrodite, I am looking forward to hearing your perspective!

posted October 05, 2002 05:23 PM           

Thank you again!

posted October 06, 2002 02:37 AM         

i think what Ra wrote is really good advice.

just a hunch, but do you have a lot of things going on in your life right now? a lot of thoughts swimming in your mind? i did see the power issue like Ra. as a side note, i did see symbols in your dream of what your experiences have been on this website recently . . . if this makes any sense . . .

posted October 06, 2002 08:01 PM           

Yes I do have a lot going on. Going through a possible seperation, can't find my mother, trying to find a good preschool for my son who has a speech problem, financial problems,etc. etc. Yes I thought I saw the problems on this board in there, too.

Also, I've neglected my spiritual side for a few months.. and the past couple weeks I've been delving into it again so I've been doing a lot of reading and more meditation.

posted October 07, 2002 12:32 PM         

I must say that I am quite ignorant of any problems you are having on the site as I rarely go out of this forum, but I know that you have the strength to overcome them.

Now, this dream ... what I have to say may be more strange than the dream itself! As I looked into it, I found myself straying from what might be more traditional thought, and instead veered into waters of very peculiar energies. I do not think I have come across a dream quite like this one, with the one possible exception of your fairy dream! Peculiar indeed!

So please indulge me in what could be a very erroneous interpretation ... or a very special one.

I am not certain, but I believe your grandparents represent energies/forces/entities that are at the root of the energies that are motivating your life path. They represent the impetus behind your psychology - perhaps something ancient/old/established (and a bit strange!). Grandparents can also indicate old patterns that may need change. Because they are on your father's side, they could symbolize active, forceful energies as opposed to receptive or creative.

And we do indeed find a change in perspective concerning the view being shown to you of energies on the planet (satellite view). Perhaps your current view is elevated, or needs to be, but at the same time too black and white. In addition, there is the suggestion that perhaps you need to view some destructive energy in your life from a different angle (WTC).

A gift you have, to be sure. But the roots (grandparents) of it you do not yet fully understand.

And this gift could be being passed to Hunter. The forces represented by your grandparents are actively conditioning/training/"programming" Hunter (robot) with the same energies as have been passed to you - perhaps.

It seems as if there is some concern over preserving your "bloodline" (princess), which could symbolize anything from actual genetics to way-of-thought or spiritual connection. The powers-that-be do not want whatever-it-is to be changed (killed).

And this car prototype scene gives me a strange feeling. Cars often symbolize the body - our "vehicle." Could these be human prototypes? I would not normally translate this way, but this is the feeling I get. Perhaps this is indicative of the new "root race" which is beginning to appear.

Continuing with this theme, I see you as one of these "prototypes" - a being of the new "root race" (5th or 6th? I forget) - misunderstood by most that currently exist in society, and unaware of it yourself, to a greater degree (at least for now).

The assassins from other planets could be suggestive of dark forces in the spirit realm which are attempting to thwart the inevitable oncoming of the future type of human - you. They could also represent "alien" aspects of self that are on the verge of emergence. In reference to the "reptilian" assassin, this could suggest a need to overcome some lower emotion or thought pattern - one in which you will in fact "kill" by using the higher forces that you are capable of wielding (light-saber).

Aahh!! I am out of time! I regret to stop at this point, but I will definately finish this tomorrow morning!

How does this seem to you so far?

posted October 07, 2002 02:47 PM           

just.. wow. I read this an hour ago and I still don't really know what to say! I can't wait to see what else you have to say! The car prototypes as prototypes for people would sort of make sense because they had faces on them (eyes, mouths).

I see you as one of these "prototypes" - a being of the new "root race" (5th or 6th? I forget)

posted October 08, 2002 12:50 PM         

I must say that I cannot get this one out of my head either! There is so much I want to say, but so little time to say it. So I will stick with the interpretation for now and go from there. If I get a chance today, I will comment more on the root races - and definately will when I do get a chance.

Okay, to continue:

It is only through direct confrontation with these forces (alien assassins) that you become aware of your true capability - your true nature - which has everything to do with "organizing a music festival."

This music festival could symbolize those harmonic forces that govern our very existence - and you are to play a part in "organizing" them for the benefit of the "audience" - people like me. You find that there are many of "us" in disguise, illusory. A "large percentage" of those with whom you find common ground in the present will reveal themselves as destructive influences (assassins). But you are more powerful, and will wield death (symbolically) to those who would try to change you into that which in the past exists.

Doing this will enable and aid in the "rebirth" or awakening of many around you, and perhaps even help to activate the very forces that will be used for the awkening of others (Richard/guitar/music). In this sense, you could be a catalyst for the forces which are manifesting - a force behind the force. Does that make any sense? I am finding it difficult to put into words.

Well, that did not take long to finish - it looks much longer written out on paper!

posted October 08, 2002 01:25 PM         

I went to sleep yesterday (I sleep in the daytime) asking for clarification or confirmation on the prototype idea. I got it. I dreamed of a very futuristic car which I was actually allowed to sit in and attempt to drive. There were guages and dials all over this thing (in the interior) and I was in complete awe of it. They said I could drive it if I wanted. I climbed into the driver's seat and automatically there were various restraints that closed over my arms, then legs, and then one that closed over my stomach/chest/neck, leaving only my head and hands manueverable. I felt very secure, but slightly uncomfortable with the idea of so much restraint. Then the seat tilted back so that I was looking up and out of a slit for a "windshield." It was also a stick-shift, which I found almost impossible to operate.

There were other futuristic vehicles around as well - all military.

Anyway, this dream tells me about certain aspects of those "prototypes" (like you) which are manifesting in the world. There is much sacrifice as seen from the spiritual side.

Later, in waking life, as I was driving, I could not stop thinking about all of these things, in particular your energies, or at least what I was perceiving as being your energetic influence or sphere, which is quite powerful. I told my mind to stop or slow down so that I could write down my thoughts a bit later - they were getting too far ahead!

So I turned on the radio - Please Please tell me now, is there something I should know, is there something I should say, that will make you come my way. Do you feel the same 'cause you don't let it show ...

I thought that was curious, and then remembered your quote ... from Duran Duran ... and knew then I was getting a message. You are a fan?

I looked at the clock ... 11:11 - master numbers.

I looked at my mileage reading ... 20.0 - The Awakening.

After the song, I changed the station ... Black Magic Woman.

After that, Superstitious by Mr. Wonder! "Read the writting on the wall..."

I knew what the next number would be, looked up ... exit 218 = 11.

"Okay!" I said outloud. "I get it already!"

This continued most of the night.

Like I said, it may not seem like much to someone else, but for me it was a definate message. My thoughts are basically correct.

posted October 08, 2002 04:54 PM         

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When I despair, I remember that all through history the way of truth and love has always won. There have been tyrants, and murderers, and for a time they can seem invincible, but in the end they always fall, always.

- Mahatma Gandhi

posted October 08, 2002 05:49 PM           

Your dream... Why were so many vehicles military and why all the restraints? Maybe you can't answer that for me, I don't know. What do you mean by there is much sacrifice as seen from the spiritual side?

I'm a bit intrigued that Duran Duran was playing when you turned on the radio. They are a huge influence on me (musically and I adore them personally). Plus, it's an interesting song to be playing of theirs. Is There Something I Should Know?

I don't know much about 11 or 20 or numbers in general. I'll look those up, though.

Black Magic Woman - love that song. And Superstitious!

posted October 08, 2002 07:19 PM           

11
Number Eleven possesses the qualities of intuition, patience, honesty, sensitivity, and spirituality, and is idealistic. Others turn to people who are 'Eleven' for teaching and inspiration, and are usually uplifted by the experience.

In systems such as Astrology and basic Numerology, eleven is considered to be a Master Number. Eleven can also represent sin; transgression and peril. Ten being the perfect number, eleven represents the exceeding of both. It is interesting to note that eleven when broken down ( 1+1=2) comprises the Two of duality. Number eleven is a master vibration and as such should not be reduced to a single number.People with this number could be both idealistic and visionary, and they are attracted to the unknown.They can be both unusual, interesting and magnetic personalities.

Eleven bring the gift of spiritual inheritance, is gifted as the "Light-Bearer". It is the number of the Light within all. Strengthened by the love of Peace, gentleness, sensitivity and insight. Greatest facility is the awareness of Universal relationship. Is related to the energy of Oppositions and the Balancing needed in order to achieve synthesis. Eleven is The PeaceMaker... Colours : Gold, Salmon, Prune, White and Black.

posted October 08, 2002 08:49 PM         

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When I despair, I remember that all through history the way of truth and love has always won. There have been tyrants, and murderers, and for a time they can seem invincible, but in the end they always fall, always.

- Mahatma Gandhi

posted October 09, 2002 12:19 PM         

You are really something.

posted October 09, 2002 02:11 PM           

YOU are really something

posted November 24, 2002 07:19 PM         

From the dream I had - this came as an explanation of certain forces as manifested around you in this life. The way I see it, the military vehicles represented order and discipline with a definate focus/purpose. The restraints represented the restraints/limits which you were willing to be subjected to in order to maintain the objective of the mission.

I see this from a pre-birth perspective which is why I mentioned the spiritual sacrifice. You sacrificed ... something - perhaps freedom or will or some sort of spiritual beingness in order incarnate for the good of some higher purpose. You agreed to come here, to forget all that you are through the inevitable birth-amnesia (and therefore risking the accumulation of karma) so that a plan could be carried forward. Is this making sense? This plan has something to do with the evolution of the species, of humanity, of the next phase, the next root race. This is the reason for all of the advanced equipment in my dream. Your "line", beginning with you or your son or his offspring - which, I do not know - but at least beginning with your influence (and perhaps your mother's) will manifest the "prototype" human, along with others who are incarnating at this time.

Does that sound too far out? Someone has to do it!

posted November 24, 2002 09:24 PM           

I will think about this when it doesn't hurt so much

posted November 28, 2002 12:23 AM           

First of all, if you'd ever like to email me, please feel free. wych@glamourjunkies.com

What you bring up is, no doubt, interesting and a bit overwhelming. I don't even know really what to say in response but at the same time I have a hundred questions! No, I don't think it's too far out generally. Just wonder why I would be part of all of that... sometimes I think I am just me. Sometimes I think I'm an alien.