posted July 05, 2002 09:33 AM         

I was in a really strange place, there was nothing there but oxygen and an orange floor;
without plants, animals, and people, nor constructions...anything!

Then...,I saw a little building, It was octagonal or hexagonal (I don't remember well), it was very small, like the height of my legs...

So...,I saw myself near the building, and I wanted to enter it, but it hasn't any doors or windows, the eight or six walls only had polarized glass on them..., and in the silling only had a little antenna...,strange isn't it?

But I really wanted to enter, so, I don't know how, I became little and enter by the antenna...

Then, inside the building, I no longer saw myself; now, was like in real life...

The place was very dirty..., with a lot of old furnitures...

I walked, and walked, I knew that I was in the second floor of the building,I think there where only 3 floors...; and from inside you can saw the exterior...

Suddenly, I saw something that caught my attention, a little cristal blue sphere in the floor, so, I walked and wanted to take that strange sphere...

When I picked up the sphere, inmediatly, it beginned to fly upon my hand, it became transparent and inside it, I can saw two elipses becoming a cross, and inside of them, a circle holding a six point star (magen-david); the sphere spread light and energy, I feeled a lot of energy in my hand and my heart...it was incredibly real...

But, suddenly, I don't know why, I was afraid, from what? I don't know, so I droped the sphere...

And seeing the sphere in the floor and not feeling the powerful sensastion anymore make me really sad...
So, I picked up again the sphere..., and the same phenomena happened again...it was great!!!

But,I was afraid again, and drped the circle star again...

as you can guess, I feeled sad again, so, I tried to take the sphere, but it was running!!!, I had fear, fear to never take the sphere again...,so I ran after it, and when I almost take it again...I wake up...

whaaa!!! what do you think it is?
in this times, that sphere came to be my personal symbol...but I still don't know clerly what does this dream means...
Some ideas?

Oh...and please forgive my english...

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posted July 05, 2002 04:30 PM         

Muy interesante!!

And your English is fine. Unfortunately, my Spanish es muy terrible!

I may not be able to get to this dream until later, perhaps a couple of days, but I WILL get to it!! It is fascinating!

Thank you so much for sharing!

posted July 07, 2002 12:35 PM         

Don't worry...I'll wait for you...

Thanks...

posted July 07, 2002 07:59 PM         

But it has been many years. If I remembered how, I would write all of this in Spanish as well. Dios mio! My brain hurts to just think about it!

I will have something for you tomorrow.

Walk in Peace

posted July 08, 2002 11:35 AM         

And it's true...I fear my-s-elf, but I don't know why...

Thanks for your interpretation...

This dream has a second part, that happened at the age of 16...

I'll post it later...

Ra?

posted July 08, 2002 12:49 PM         

Enrique, I assume there is no rush - it has been 7 years! So I would like to think about this dream a bit more. Seeker is thinking along the same lines as I - but that symbol!

That symbol in the crystal is ... fantastic! Magnificent! I love it! It strikes me in a most peculiar way, and I would like to gaze at it a bit longer!

Besides, I am out of time for now, so I will write more tomorrow.

Fantastic!!!

posted July 09, 2002 04:47 AM         

I wanted Ra to write more, so I din't elaborate further.
You wrote:
When I picked up the sphere, inmediatly, it beginned to fly upon my hand, it became transparent and inside it, I can saw two elipses becoming a cross, and inside of them, a circle holding a six point star (magen-david); the sphere spread light and energy, I feeled a lot of energy in my hand and my heart...it was incredibly real.

Enrique-according to mystics, our brain is supposed to be a sphere, where the divine light enters the foetus at the age of 3 months, in the womb. This light then spreads in four directions, towards the nervous system. This is the seed of love-of God, of humanity.
You received it in a far more potent form again, years later. You are not what you are-Enrique you are beyond all this. Need I say more? There is spiritual brilliance in you for which your soul must have slogged a great deal in the past. I suppose the second dream three years later, which you are to post will be a re-affirmation to what I mentioned now.

Ra-What do u say? Enrique?

posted July 09, 2002 01:16 PM         

What does the Star of David mean to you? Were you raised Catholic?

Everything in this dream is so geometrical. And as seeker said, many of these patterns/shapes are symbols for self.

Your fear of the sphere (self) is no doubt caused by your recognition of the power contained within, and your unfamiliarity with the immenseness of it. So the fear is just a reaction to an unknown - quite natural. But the feeling ... it is great, it is fantastic, and you must have it!

I feel that the blue of the sphere symbolizes both your personal unconscious, and also a healing energy. And from this I might deduce that there was the gaining of some piece of wisdom at this time. I feel that picking up the sphere represents a connection you made to your inner self, to your unconscious. Then it changes - recognition - "crystal clear." By making whatever connection you did with Self, you released, or are capable of releasing, a great deal of energy, energy that can make you whole.

I am still contemplating the symbol that appeared in the sphere. It is almost atomic - or as seeker said - basic. Yet so complex. There is no doubt in my mind that it symbolizes Self, over and over. But what else? There are suggestions of dualities, completions, dimensions, realities, and who knows what else! I am very curious, Enrique, how do you feel about it? A personal symbol indeed!!

posted July 09, 2002 11:07 PM         

I was raised catholic, but my mother always said that the Star of David was a jewish symbol, so, I didn't pay attention to it...

Although in my family, the esoteric things, magic, and thoughts of other religions were "bad things", since I was a child, I believe in magic...in the false of some ideas of the Church...

At the age of 12, I tried to change my eduction and my beliefs, but the ideas of my family were deep inside of me...I had fear..., fear of learn something "bad"...

Then, I met a friend, a friend that help me a lot in this aspect, he teached me some esoteric things, I have to recognize that I was a little esceptic..., so, he doesn't teach me a lot of things...he was very reservate...
Then, It happened..., the dream..., something that was very real, and a very powerful sensation, and of course: the symbol of the sphere...I told that dream to my friend, and he said: "I don't know how you did it to enter that place" "I envy you", but he didn't explain me...
Since that dream, I understood, that my fears were stupid, and my destiny was to change the thoughts of many people...

I born in a fanatic family because I need to show the THE REAL PATH..., as you can see, that dream was crussial for me, and my life, since that, I'm learning a lot...trying to find gurus or teachers...

Sometimes I'm ashamed of my childhood, I was a boy that used to think that the people who wasn't catholic will go to hell when they die...
Now, I'm trying to change those horrible thoughts from my family..., and of course, I'm not consider myself catholic, I'm just a human, a being..., and I'm not from any religion...I believe in God, but in a different form...

This is my story...

...and yes Seeker, the second dream came to confirm the first...

I'll post it later...

+BE+

posted July 10, 2002 12:33 PM         

The appearance of the star within the circle, within the cross is symbolic of the one-ness of religion, and of Self, among other things.

Thank you again for sharing that wonderful dream.

posted July 11, 2002 12:22 PM         

I was in a beach..., a beautiful one..., my clothes were white and soft, the sky was a little cloudy..., and at my right side, I can saw my "building"(the one described in the other dream), this time was near the sea...

I don't know why, but I was sad..., I walked a little in the beach..., and then, encountered a blonde boy...dressed in a black and elegant costume...and a black hat, he was as young as me..., and in the dream I feel that I knew him since a lot of time...

He saw me, and said: "You'll never do it", that make a little angry and I said: "Of course I'll do it", --he answered: "YOU CAN'T DO IT"..., then, I leave him and the beach...I went to a town, I entered an old building..., in one room I saw two old people seeing the tv, they knew me but they didn't say hello to me...

I was really sad, so, I decided to return to my home (the building of the other dream) in the beach...
In my "house", I saw that everything was very clean and pretty beautiful, all the decorations, the floor, the silling, the furnitures were in black and white colours...

I can saw the huge sea from my room there, I saw my black bed, and it gave me the impression that the room was that clean because of a party (?)...

But I still was sad..., because inside of me, I knew that the words of the blond boy were true...

I wanted to meditate..., so, I leave my home and went to the beach again; I sat in the sand in loto's posse...and tried to meditate...

With my eyes closed, I knew that although I wasn't meditating, just doing something to be proud of, the people around me would say at me: "Oh, he's great, so spiritual", almost a saint", I regreted my stupid ego and hipocresy, then...

I heard a HUGE and powerful voice that sounded from every point of that universe, but I knew that the I was the only one hearing it...

The voice said: "It doesn't matter how much you meditate, fight, and study...if you don't FEEL THE UNIVERSE THAT SHINES INSIDE YOU"...
In that moment, I understood the words, and saw the beautiful sea, then, a wave, then, a portion of water, then, only a drop...(everything in a second or less), then I FEELED THE DROP OF WATER, all the power that was only in that drop, I feeled...

That encouraged me to feel my-s-elf, and I did it..., inmediatly, I was no longer in the beach, I was in bautiful tunnel of light, and flying (or floating) at a great velocity..., I FEELED THE UNIVERSE THROUGH ALL MY-S-ELF..., it was the best sensation I ever feeled in my life...more powerful than the sphere itself...

In the tunnel, suddenly, I wanted to stop, because I didn't knew where I was...
I stoped hitting something with my fist...
I appeared in a beautiful town near the sea, it was the sunset, and the lights of the city were magically beautiful...

I realized that the thing that the thing I striked was a duct from a house...
The people on the town were too familiar for me, but they didn't knew me, and they were too frightened because when I reached the town I make a little tremor; but they didn't realize that I was the cause of it...

I feeled so happy because of the experience and decided to keep it in secret..., then...I smiled...

...and waked up...

What do you think? It was a great dream!

+BE+

posted July 12, 2002 09:57 AM         

...Thanks for everything guys...!

posted July 12, 2002 10:58 AM         

I would like to break down some of the symbols, just to see how they flow.

You describe the building from the previous dream as "my building" and "my home" - proof of it's symbolism as Self.

This time, it is "near the sea" - it is resting upon the border of the collective unconscious.

The blonde boy represents your higher self, presenting itself through the unconscious (dressed in black/beach). He is your higher self, "disguised" (costume) as your shadow. He symbolizes divine energy (blonde) cloaked within the unconscious or unawareness (black clothing).

He challenges you - just as the higher self is supposed to do!

You go to a town, to an old building and see old people - all of this perhaps symbolizing your old place, old ways, beliefs, etc. - and you are unrecognized.

So back to your "house" on the beach. A new place, a place where everything is understood (back and white), where awareness/consciousness meets the forces of the unconscious realms (black and white) - and the mysteries contained within .

And the awareness is increasing through the lesson/challenge initiated by the "blonde boy" - and no better place than on the beach! Through your attempt at meditation, the message/lesson/challenge is revealed - ego.

Just as you become aware of the confliction with ego, you hear the Voice. I know this Voice! It is always direct.

And the vision that accompanies the message is beautiful! "FEEL THE UNIVERSE THAT SHINES INSIDE YOU." The "beautiful sea" is the Universe. And of course you are the drop. A drop of water is a perfect symbol for Self! A clear sphere. You are a microcosmic universe all of your own. A perfect reflection of the Whole. Therefore a perfect reflection of power as well. You FEEL the DROP of water and through it (Self) FEEL THE UNIVERSE THROUGH ALL MY-S-ELF. Beautiful!

But in order to truly feel the Universal Flow, you must drop the wall created by ego (lower ego, not Ego). The ego is the energy that separates, defines, individualizes.

Next you seem to be tested. A new place, people, situation. A new, more enlightened you (tunnel of light = enlightened rebirth). The people are familiar because they represent old patterns, old situations - and they do not know you because this is a "new" you. You are filled with power, but decide to keep it a secret. Just the opposite feeling of the you-meditating-on-the-beach. You conquered the lower egoic forces ... and passed the "test."

Fantastic dream!
Thank you for sharing it!

posted July 12, 2002 03:35 PM         

THANKYOU!!!! Really!

+BE+

...I wish I could interpretate dreams as you two...

posted July 12, 2002 03:53 PM         

Enrique - you are a special individual.

posted July 12, 2002 04:52 PM         

Your lexis are great!!!!

posted July 13, 2002 06:58 PM         

I think that every-one in this site is blessed and enlighted..., I'm learning a lot from you all...

I'm so happy to know you too seeker, and of course, to know every single member of this beautiful site...

Yes Ra!! It would be great if you share your experiences with us...

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