posted May 22, 2002 05:53 PM         

I posted a thread on the LEXI forum "I was called this." Yivy and Caileah suggested I have you interpet my dream. So if you wouldn't mind here it is.

It was raining hard, not storming though. I was seeking shelter with my mother, in order to get to the house we were headed to we had to walk across another houses side porch. When we got on the porch a bunch of puppies started coming out of a tear at the bottom of the screen door. I knelt down, picked them up, loved and kissed them (btw they were all white) the must have been about 4 weeks old, and still had sweet puppy breath. I gathered them up, put them inside this house. Closed the door and the screen door, I was afraid they would get out and drown in the mud puddles.

My mother and I walked to the house we were headed to. Once we got there my ex fiance was there acting very smug and confident. I didn't care one way or another. I do remember being irritated because I wanted to have sex and there was no one to have sex with. I went to look in the fridge for something to eat, it was empty....but there was this odd contraption which was mounted on the back of the fridge that held liters of soda. I thought that I should steal it when I left for my own fridge.

Next thing I knew I was outside, the rain stopped. I turned and looked over my shoulder and I saw a man. I turned to face him. He was sitting at the bottom of a set of stairs that led up a castle tower (like the ones in Scotland) He just sat staring, calling me a "fascinating native."

here's one from last night when I was running a fever....(not related to the above dream)

I was holding on to this ancient bridge pillar. This bridge was to ressurect and begin spiritual healing on the earth (there were only a few choosen people selected to do this) So here I am with my arms around the very tip if this , what would you call it...a pillar

Let me explain....you know the things that support the wires on top of large brigdes, the parts little girls raise their arms to mimic in London Bridge...that's what I was hanging on to.

I was hanging on to the top of this pillar everything else was underground, the entire bridge was to rise out of the earth. All that was above ground was five feet, that's what I had my arms around.

The earth began to rumble, and shift and rose upwards a foot. Then to my amazment it went down into the earth. As it did, I was still hanging on. Not tight mind you, just tight enought to not lose my balance. As it lowered into the earth we were in a world of nothing but water, it was cool not cold and crystal clear. I could see millions of bubbles from where the bridge was sinking. (I never feared drowning either) Next thing I knew the bridge rose out the water.

Then I'm driving down a dirt raod that looks like it's from a movie screen of Mad Max. The dirt road is long, not treaterous if you drive safe and ends on a Mt. peak. I'm stopped in the middle of the road and two police came up to the window adn asked why I was parked in the middle of the road (it's illegal in the dream too!) I told them I was one of the people in the bridge raising and that I was still kind shakey and needed to just catch my breath. (this was a lie, I was stopped becasue I let my son out of the car)

I bought an old mobile home...3 bedrooms and I was mad about it. Mad that I had to live in one. And even more upset that from where the bed was in my room I could see the toilet in the bathroom, through where the door hinges on the the door frame. So if the door was open I could see through the cracks, the toilet.

Do you think Ra, that dreams can be fever induced? Are they more accurated or prevelent?

Breezy

posted May 23, 2002 10:55 AM         

Infinity

posted May 23, 2002 11:18 AM         

heehee, I just loved "Toy Story", and btw your not intruding. I'm in St. George often, as of late anyhow. So no we're not to far apart.

I saw you nephew at Toys are Us, oh! He was doing a good job making his mommy buy him his hearts desires!!!! Just what the little tike should be doing. LOL

posted May 23, 2002 11:18 AM         

And the bridge dream - wOw ... all that submerging and rising thru earth and water - can't wait to hear the interpretations, you FASCINATING NATIVE, yOu !

posted May 23, 2002 12:40 PM         

WE DIDN'T JUST POST AT THE SAME TIME. THIS IS THE SECOND TIME WE POSTED TWICE ON THE SAME MORNING....CHECK OUT, .....????

(crap) I can't remember what thread it was, but it's on this forum. but obviously you posted on it as well. How fustrating for a "fascinating native" ya know.

Breezy

posted May 23, 2002 01:49 PM         

Everything has been pushed back a day for me, so I will have to write tomorrow.

I will say, though, that this dream seems to suggest some inner turmoil, internal conflictions arising from a desire to join your two halves.

Until then!

posted May 25, 2002 11:29 AM         

The hard rain suggests cleansing of unconscious material (mother). There seems to be some aspect of your persona that you do not recognize (another house's porch) but are "on the way" to doing so.

Perhaps some emotional or cleansing situation is causing you to begin recognizing some aspect of your persona/psyche that you are not really aware of.

The white puppies represent the emergence of a force/energy from your unconscious which is "new", pure, divine(?), unused/immature, and possibly masculine in nature. This unconscious material concerns you subconsciously, so you supress it (put back into house) for fear of being "drowned" by the murky emotions (mud puddles) stirred by realization/cleansing.

You reach the house, which could simply represent your psyche or situation. Your ex fiance could represent negative masculine forces, whereas your mother suggests positive feminine forces. Opposites/polarity at work within your psyche. Wanting to have sex suggests the desire to merge the opposites - and "there was no one" suggests the inability to merge, to complete.

Then to the refridgerator - perfect. Eating as a substitute for sex is classical, all about filling that void which makes you feel incomplete. The fridge is a repository for keeping things fresh (connection with white puppies) while on hold, not in use, to be used later. You are opening the door on this "repository" - the subconscious - looking to fill the void. There was nothing but a "contraption" holding liters of soda which you think of stealing. Bottles are traditionally feminine symbols, but could also be masculine - what do you think? If we continue with the other symbologies of the dreams, it would appear to be the aspect which is missing, or in need of - the masculine. So, it could be that you need help (contraption) incorporating (eat) this masculine aspect. Or, if a feminine symbol, an aspect you need to incorporate in order to overcome the mechanical nature of your relationships.

Then you are outside - no rain, no obstruction. The man could be an aspect of self, the masculine side of self, which is not known - unconscious. He says "fascinating native", perhaps suggesting somethone unknown yet highly interesting, familiar yet perplexing - an appropriate comment from an unknown aspect of self. He sits at the bottom of some castle tower stairs, indicating the beginning of ascent, of subconscious, "walled up" material (castle tower) beginning to become conscious (he speaks to you). The stairs themselves serve as a bridge between levels of awareness. His reaction to you could be an indication of the unfamiliarity between the feminine and masculine aspects of self, and their introduction to each other after the cleansing by the "rain".

I feel that this image has been pulled from a past life time/experience in which a division of self occured, a division that pushed the masculine forces into the unconscious, and which you are now feeling the need to rejoin.

It is probable that this division - and the process of re-emergence - has physically manifested itself as issues with relationships/intimacy/sex - hence all of the sexual symbolism (of which there is more than I touched on). Is this so?

The last dream - this is the type of dream I like! No other people, and heavy symbolism.

This dream suggests an attempt (with eventual success) to reclaim a connection between your higher and lower selves, or the conscious an unconscious - a connection that was once yours in times past.

The ancient bridge pillar has both horizontal and vertical dimensions, representing higher and lower, awareness and unawareness, past and future, old and new - and your path of becoming/understanding more. It would seem that you are "grasping" a force or path that will raise you up with its rising, ancient, powerful energy which will bridge your past and future, enabling you to rise ever higher. But first there will be a time of cleansing, if it has not already come. Your foundations will or have been shaken, but you will find that the "pillar" you hold on to (which initiated the disruption) will serve to guide you throughout - the pillar being based in "ancient" teachings/thought. It will lead you into the realms of your unconscious, wherein the ultimate waters of healing are located. The unsettling that occurs (sinking) will loosen much unconscious material into the subconscious (bubbles) so that they may be healed/cleansed (immersed in clear, cool water). Upon releasing and recognizing this material, which may present itself through emotions or intuition (I lean towards more intuition than emotion) you will "see" more clearly and then proceed to "ascend" your "pillar" of cleaned spiritual consciousness - a new path, born of the old.

You are in for some change!

Does any of this "click" with you?

posted May 25, 2002 12:29 PM         

Thank you, Dream Master

Breezy~ *Fascinating Native* = 30 ~ The Loner - The Recluse ... a number of retrospection, thoughtful deduction, mental superiority over others - belonging completely to the *mental plane* ... Hmmmm, seems to fit into some aspects of Ra's interpretation.

posted June 03, 2002 07:51 PM         

First off my sincere apologizes for not thanking you sooner, as I have been in bed ill for over two weeks. Finally up and about now!

Everything you said made sense!!! I have reached a point in my life where I know I need to pull on my masculine energies to get where I want to be. Some of it's physical, but mostly it's emotional /mental strenght I need to call upon. All masculine energy nevertheless

Thank you so much, I now have the validation that I'm moving in the direction which will be better for my OWN happiness.

posted June 04, 2002 12:25 AM         

....you fascinating native, you!