posted February 18, 2002 01:01 AM         

It seems I had two friends one male and one female. I was walking along a road, to meet them. I meet the boy on the way, who said he had got promotion. Then I reach the girl's house. In front was a big pit which I knew long back was empty. Now it was filled. Just then I realize, the girl's father has died, and there was a sad music playing in the house. I think this is not the time to meet her. Then I am in a house, I don't know whether it is the same house or not. I meet an elderly man, who inquires me - more like an office reception. I think, this is not the time to go into this house, and tell him, that I was actually looking for a different address, that I came there by mistake.

Later, I remember walking along the shops looking for books.

Then I don't know whether it came before or after - I remember working in a computer -searching for a text box in a menu. I wonder why there is no text box there. A friend was sitting nearby showing this to me.

Then I remember being in a Hostel like complex, with lot of activity going on. I look at the watch, and find the time is 6.20.
(Not surprisingly, when I woke up the time was 6.20 and the date was 6 (this month) ). Then I think the extra time I had was going away, as if I had left work early that day.

I have my own interpretation, I would like to hear what you all have to say.

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You are endless galaxies, you have seen but one star

posted February 20, 2002 01:44 AM         

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You are endless galaxies, you have seen but one star

posted February 20, 2002 01:33 PM         

So, I will give you the brief version of my view.

The male and female friends symbolize the two halves of you. Your masculine aspects - intellect, rational thought, logic, aggression, etc. - are more advanced than (promotion) your feminine aspects - emotion, feeling, intuition, nurturance, creativity, etc. - at this time. There is a trouble with the connection to your feminine side (big pit) but the way for that connection to be made is being presented (pit is filled). But you are not yet ready to face the music. There is something buried there, in the subconscious, that has stunted the progression of your feminine aspects. Raj, is your father living?

The elderly man could represent an aspect of self, future self, or perhaps old self. It is not yet time for inquiries by this aspect of self (again, not ready to face), but the time is near coming.

The next sequences show you looking, searching, trying to find something. What are you looking for Raj? (in waking life)

I am not sure about the time and numbers involved, but that certainly is odd!

Am I close, Raj? There are other things that can be said, especially if this is close.

Anyone else?

posted February 21, 2002 02:13 AM         

The time and numbers are no mystery because, I kept sending 6 vibration outside. Now they have become a 'part' of me. The '20' is the Powerful Awakening in Numerology.

I actually didn't think much of the elderly man, I thought it represented, some aspect of the society. Anyway, what you said is thought provoking.

About the masculine and feminine aspects, you hit the nail! Yes, the feminine aspect's growth is stunted, and just now the 'father' died. What I actually thought in the dream standing in front of the house was, 'She has to first recover hers-elf, before I go and meet her'.

Regarding the computer, which had only menu and no text box, I will explain the current situation. One of my lady colleagues, is now getting fond of me or pretending to be so. Nothing is obvious, she only keeps giving looks. I have rarely talked to her, I know only her face and name. I want to know what the hell is she trying to do. Yet, she seems not to want to talk anything, she doesn't bother that I have to know her and understand her, before thinking of a relationship. The text box, as you might know in a screen, allows you to enter data. She just doesn't want to listen at all. Somehow 'miraculously' I must be returning her love - she thinks.

I am waiting to hear, the rest you have to say, Ra.

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You are endless galaxies, you have seen but one star

posted February 22, 2002 03:38 PM         

The boy and girl friends could symbolize you and this lady colleague as well as the two parts of you. I am seeing a connection between the two possibilties that could explain much.

You are obviously fairly frustrated with this situation. It could be that the frustration is caused by the lack of growth or lack of connection with the feminine in you. I would venture to say that you have had difficulty relating with women in the past, and if this is not the case, then you should look even more deeply at what this lady is bringing to the surface. If she disturbs you, then this is good, because by seeing the disturbance you can also see that which cannot be disturbed, that place within which is experiencing the disturbance, separate from it. She could present an opportunity to re-connect with that aspect of self which is blocked or stunted. How, I do not know, but it could be as simple as a change in your awareness, and not necessarily through some sort of physical relationship, although it is likely a combination. Have I gone upon a tangent? Do you think any of this applies to you?

posted February 23, 2002 12:41 AM         

What you said, does feel right.

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You are endless galaxies, you have seen but one star

posted March 27, 2002 11:16 AM         

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You are endless galaxies, you have seen but one star

posted March 29, 2002 11:07 AM         

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You are endless galaxies, you have seen but one star