posted November 18, 2002 01:25 PM
"Is something going to happen if I go home?" - Does it not always!
Sorry, I could not resist. 
But this could be a good thing, or at least an opportunity of sorts. I "hear" that this would be something of a test. You have begun something new - mentally - and going home would put you in an old situation to face with a new perspective, a new thinking, kind of like a test situation as to how you would act/react to the old stuff. And I think this is what the dream revolves around - the inner fears and conflicts that you know could easily manifest.
And you are right also about being "afraid of getting sucked in" - sucked into the old, lower energies (werewolf) that you have fought so hard to overcome.
Without going into too much detail (it IS Monday - is there a smilie for :exhausted:? ) the dog/werewolf is a lower, more "animal" aspect of self which you are no longer hiding from (you growl back!
) and which you see reflected in others around you, threatening to hinder them in their own growth (people are werewolves/friend bitten).
Seeing yourself surrounded by these lower energies that are exhibited by others brings out the fears you have about slipping back into the old pattern (walking backward/people in car). But in the dream, you resist. You see the truth. But you still show fear of being somehow overwhelmed or overtaken by these negative forces - quite a natural thing, I would say.
So, perhaps you are running away from things in a way, but at this point in your transformation, I cannot say that I blame you. At least you kind of realize or understand it.
I do not see a yes or no answer in the dream, all I see is the subconscious reaction to the possibilities you are considering. Part of you wants to go, another does not. How strong do you feel? Do you think you can growl back or detatch enough so that "things" will not bother you so much? Remember that you will not get stuck there, it will only be a temporary situation - you will be able to go home.
What do you think?
Oh, and I hope you can resist being "bitten" like those around you. 
