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Bernadette1216
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posted December 07, 2002 10:40 PM
 
these are super strange--not much details either...I dreamt I was talking to my exhusband, and he was telling me through ESP that he was still in love with me. I walked over to him and hugged him. He then bent his face to kiss me, and I let him. But after he kissed me, he had something like tobacco juice in his mouth that he let spill out of his mouth onto mine,and I was disgusted, but he held me close to him, squeezing my arms and I was trying to move my face away but couldn't... then...I dreamt that (sorry for this explicit nature but it's unsettling for me) I walked into my bathroom and thought I had urinated in my pants, but it was blood, I was hemorraging. And felt very faint. I was trying to yell for my daughter Emily, but couldn't. And in my dream I thought to myself, "oh my gosh, I'm sick, because I cannot bleed like this anymore" and in reality I cannot. but nonetheless, I woke up at 4am sick on my stomach, and retired to the couch with a gingerale. IP: Logged |
Ra
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posted December 08, 2002 07:15 PM
Strange indeed. There seem to be strong emotions involved here. I will interpret what I can, as soon as I can. Hang in there!  IP: Logged |
Ra
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posted December 10, 2002 01:07 PM
Okay, I am having trouble pinning this one down. These dreams happened in the same night? There could be a connection between them that may make some sense.The first sequence could indicate emotional material stemming from the past relationship with the ex, and the dichotomous, conflicting nature of it. The dream could be referencing this old emotional/relationship pattern either because the pattern is presenting itself again, or you are attempting to rid yourself of the remnants of the old vibration. The second sequence could represent your concerns/fears about the re-appearance of this old pattern in your current relationship and the apparent uncontrolability of this emergence. It seems that your unconscious self may be attempting to purge this material with "symptoms" appearing within the subconscious/conscious self. Perhaps you feel as though your "femiminity" is being somehow drained from you, or depleted? Perhaps there is a lack of sexual activity? Perhaps there is some old cycle that has or will unexpectedly present itself? Or there could even be some actual medical situation? All of these are merely suppositions. Does any of this make sense? What do you think? IP: Logged |
Bernadette1216
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posted December 18, 2002 08:32 PM
thank you Ra...i'm not sure what to think about this actually...some of what you say is making sense...some is a bit confusing for me..at least i'm honest!
 i've been mulling over this for a while now... IP: Logged |
stella polaris
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Registered: Aug 2002
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posted December 19, 2002 01:59 PM
I've been mulling over this, too, Bernadette...Actually, I read your dream when you first posted it, but I couldn't get any way with it, so I dropped it...Anyway, here are some thoughts:
I presume that in "real" lifeyour ex husband is past history? So using him in your dream must be a symbol of something you thought you'd put behind you, something that you thought you had finished. The ESP might be a symbol of vague signals that you get in real life, but are not really aware of. And whatever signals, you seem to interpret them wrongly, you even embrace them. He bents your face to kiss you - you're forced to face him (or whatever he represents). The way your ex behaves might indicate that whatever past issue he represents is something that you find disgusting, but that you can't escape. The blood might represent your fertile side or your creative side - creativity because the blood represents the fertile woman, the woman who bears babies - real babies or babies in the form of a job project or a plan or something like that...Blood is also strenght, iron. Do you lack iron? Are you asking for help in real life without being heard?
Reading your dream, I got a feeling this has to do with a medical problem? Could it? It's difficult to understand this dream when I don't know more about what's on your mind, but I just wanted to give it a try, as this dream puzzled me.
From my own experience, the people showing up in my dreams are mostly interesting for what they do (in the dream) and what they represent, not for whom they are in real life. For instance, I have a cousin that I admire because she always seems so organized - she'll never forget to buy milk, send Xmas cards too late or get pregnant by accident...She tends to show up in my dreams as "the organized me". The other night I dreamt she was pregnant and due to give birth in April, this was a part of a dream, and a clear hint on how I should behave to be able to deliver my baby, a manuscript, by deadline in April...So think about what your ex represents. And also your daughter. Why did you call for just her in the dream?
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