posted December 08, 2002 07:58 PM           

Val (friend of mine here in LA... don't see her often) and I were talking on the phone and I had to go to bed.. so instead of saying 'sweet dreams' she said "FACSIST dreams!" and I hung up and I was like 'wtf??.. why did she say that??'... then a knock came to the door and it was Christoph from the band Rammstein (the drummer) but he was a ghost or something and he wanted to kill me... but Val showed up with a magickal pie that scared him away and she kept saying 'fascist dreams!" over and over and laughing maniacally.

She saved me from the ghost, though

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going somewhere ..ship is leaving right on time ..empty harbour, wave goodbye ..evacuation of the isle ..caveman's paintings drowning ..famous last words on the air ..i stay here and you are there ..while our city softly sinks 

posted December 10, 2002 01:49 PM         

We should lexi "fascist dreams."

Hopeful?

posted December 16, 2002 10:47 AM         

FASCIST DREAMS

I AM AFRAID -
I FACE EAST -
I FACE MI FEAR.

MI FAME IS MI
SITE - FEAR DIMS
MI SITE - I
FACE MI FEAR.

I AM A STRESS
CASE! IS IT RITE?
I REST. I SIT -
I REST - I FACE
MI FEAR.

I STARE AT A
STAR AS I SIT.

I SIT. I STARE.
I TAME MI FEAR.

I AM FAST! I RACE.
I STRESS. I AM
AFRAID To REST...
I MITE MISS
MI FAME.

A FAST ME IS
A STRESSED ME.
I FITE FEAR AS
I REST. I AM
TIRED.

IT IS TIME. MI
SITE IS DEAR. MI
SITE IS MI FAME.
MI DREAMS ARE
MI SITE.

I REST.

posted December 16, 2002 01:37 PM         

There is much here that resonates with my intuition. Incredible. I did not see those words at all.

Amber, I feel truth in this, but I also feel that there is much of this happening within the subconscious/unconscious, which of course is where the energy of the words emanated. To what extent do you feel these things in waking life?

posted December 16, 2002 02:31 PM           

I'm going to think about the Lexi. I've read it several times this morning and when I do I get this sense of urgency but I don't know about what!!!! It's frustrating and fascinating at the same time. I'm supposed to be doing something and I just don't know what. And I should know what. It's right there... like on the tip of my tongue...

posted December 16, 2002 02:54 PM         

Amber - I believe "site" in this sense has to do with a "third eye" or psychic sight. I had the sense that you are often rushing - trying to please everyone and often at the expense of taking time to develop your own skills - your own inner peace. Sometimes, instead of trying to make everyone else happy, we need to sit back and let the Uni-verse send us what it will. As Ra said - this may be a message purely at the subconscious level - from your Higher s-LF. That's my two cent interpretation of your lexi anyway. Only yOu know what it really means.