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Topic: another nightmare
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Bernadette1216
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Registered: Aug 2002
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posted December 18, 2002 08:37 PM
 
it seems that the magic hour for my body to wake me from nightmares is 3am...i always wake up then and have horrible anxiety attacks...sweating...heavy and rapid breathing...sometimes even some slight chest pains...last night, i dreamed that i heard something in the kitchen, a ruckus of some sort...i jumped out of bed, and began to scream wildly while running down the hallway...i guess i thought i would frighten whoever it was...thing is, i didn't pick up my glasses...i'm legally blind without correction, so, i couldn't see my hand in front of me...i ran into the kitchen and a man was there...his features/face were darkened because it was dark all around us...but i could see him smiling..i thought i knew who it was...but then, i saw a flash of light, he had a butcher knife, and he stabbed me in my left side...i grunted and grabbed my side and felt blood pouring from my side...i fell to my knees, and then woke up. IP: Logged |
Aphrodite
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From: San Francisco, CA, United States
Registered: Feb 2002
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posted December 19, 2002 10:41 AM
Hi Bernadette,This is a vivid dream. I will ponder over it and get back to you soon.  Aphrodite IP: Logged |
Bernadette1216
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Registered: Aug 2002
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posted December 19, 2002 12:32 PM
thank you Aphrodite....you know where I said I thought I knew the person...well...I thought it was you know who...IP: Logged |
Ra
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posted December 19, 2002 01:23 PM
Hello Bernadette.Anxiety to say the least. This dream seems to be a reflection of your inner turmoil. There are choices/creations (kitchen) you have made in your life that you do not really want to see (you do not pick up glasses). There is a certain passivity about you (left side - feminine) that has suppressed certain aspects of your masculine side (dark man) perhaps even helped along by an actual person. It is this aspect which appears in your dream for the purpose of signaling that your creative, feeling, feminine energies (left side) are being drained or depleted of force (injury/bleeding). Sounds very much like your other "bleeding" dream. Are you okay?  IP: Logged |
stella polaris
Knowflake Posts: 690
From: greece
Registered: Aug 2002
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posted December 19, 2002 02:19 PM
I read this dream after have written my thoughts on your other dream...Like, Ra, I find a resemblance. In the first dream, you are forced to face an old problem/issue (your ex bending your face to kiss you), it really disgusts you, but you can't escape...And now again - there's someone/an issue/a problem that you DON'T want to see, you don't put on your glasses. The kitchen is often refered to as the HEARTH of the house (house=body). You jump out of bed - have you been waken up by something in "real" life? I'm struck by the fact that this person is smiling - in the other dream he said he loved you. Are you being fooled by someone/something? Or are you covering up something? You scream and think that's the way to get rid of the problem/the issue that bothers you...While that's not enough..it's draining you, instead.
Please take care of yourself, Bernadette.
Love
Stella
Bernadette, I hope you are fine.IP: Logged |
Bernadette1216
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Registered: Aug 2002
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posted December 19, 2002 05:24 PM
wow....let me think on this some more...because what an oddity to dream about severe bleeding twice...physically i guess i am ok...i do have a physical scheduled for December 26th..
inner turmoil though..yes..i certainly have that...some of this turmoil just "landed" in my lap on it's own..it found me..i didn't go looking for it...and then, some of it i have brought on myself... quote:
Are you being fooled by someone/something? Or are you covering up something?
yes...i believe so...by more than one person--although not by my exhusband, for our relationship is history..he sees our daughter, therefore i do see him regularly.....and yes...i have a secret that will either be the marking point in my life to change it for the better...or...it will be my own self undoing...i don't know at this point what it will do...and frankly maybe that is why i didn't pick up my glasses, because i can't see what the consequences of this situation will be..i can't see into the future to show me anything...heck, i can't even see the present time!! i'm so frustrated by all of this...and there is nothing i can do to help the situation or to help me see things more clearly... maybe this represents me walking blindly through life thinking that things are going to just work out on their own... all i can say at this moment, is God led me here to you all..because you all are growing more and more important to me and you offer help to me in ways i couldn't even begin to describe.. love to you all...and i'll get back to this as soon as i ponder this a bit...hope that is ok.. IP: Logged |
stella polaris
Knowflake Posts: 690
From: greece
Registered: Aug 2002
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posted December 20, 2002 05:52 AM
Keep dreaming, Bernadette! I'm sure your dreams will help you to find your way...Take care!IP: Logged |
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