posted December 23, 2002 11:43 AM         

please tell me what you think...

I have pondered that maybe I feel like this person is draining me of my entire life source...that being represented in my dream as blood..that he came into my life during a time of great upheavel...this being represented by the ruckous I was hearing in the kitchen...it was MY kitchen, therefore indicating MY hearth..my home..my life...he came into it in a whirlwind fashion, and I entered this whirlwind VERY blindly...this being represented by mE not putting my glasses on...the smile on his face is somewhat either cloudy to me right now, or irrelevant to this dream...but, the fact that he held up a shiny knife, and lunged it towards me, swiftly into my side, while I felt my blood pouring out...this represents, what he does to me emotionally, for I pour myself out to him, yet receive nothing but silent anguish in return. Actually, the smile is relevant...as I see him smiling at me, I think the opposite of what he is about to do in my life....therefore, his smile is a front for something wicked. For, it causes me to not see the "shiny knife" coming towards me...the shiny knife representing his actions/words and lack of actions/words. It digs deep into my side, and drains me emotionally...and now, physically. In my dream I fall to my knees, because I know in my heart, that this is wrong...and I need to be on my knees to ask God for forgiveness from my sin.

and you know what...I knew God brought me here for a reason...and all that stuff with Rainbow etc, I knew in my heart I had to overcome that..because I knew I was here for a reason...and i know that now. For without your visions, and your assistance, I don't think I would have ever seen the "obvious" that has been visiting me at night...I don't think I would have seen it. But now, I know exactly what I must do...and it benefits me, which will in turn, benefit everyone who is close to me in my life...all for the better.

posted December 23, 2002 11:54 AM         

YOu answered your own questions. Isn't that just a wonderful feeling? Does it feel like a thunderbolt? I get an electrifying feeling when I tune in and listen for the answers.

posted December 23, 2002 11:59 AM           

*loves Bernsie*

posted December 23, 2002 06:07 PM         

Wonderful, Bernadette.