posted January 16, 2003 01:08 AM         

I remember being chased around for some reason but it's beena few days so it's blurry. But the one clear thing was I was huddling someplace in my apartment & I heard a loud gunshot. At first i thought someone might've actually fired a gun nearby in real life, but realized it was in my dream because my dogs were safely snoring in their beds when I woke up right after that.

posted January 16, 2003 01:26 PM         

I will be back tomorrow.

posted January 21, 2003 01:29 PM         

Have you been passive - against your desires - in some situation?

Are you angry at yourself about something?

Has something/someone in waking life disturbed your "comfort zone"?

Is there something/someone that may be opening up old wounds?

There are possible signs of passive/aggressive issues, similar to the lesbian dream you posted.

Are you Okay Yasmin? This may sound odd, but I sense colours/energies around you that would normally be vibrant and bright but which seem smudged and "brownish" at the moment. This feels like emotional stuff.

posted January 23, 2003 09:32 PM         

+ Is there some waking situation that is causing you stress/anxiety? +
Not that I can overtly think of. The most stressful thing in my life at the moment is going back to school this semester & hoping for a position to open up at work.

Have you been passive - against your desires - in some situation?
Well, I think my desire about what I really want in this life has been made abundantly clear in some of the dreams I've had lately after taking time to mull over some of the questions. :-) Maybe I'm being passive in the respect that I'm not sure in which direciton to head in that department or should I just wait & let it come to me? Know what I mean?

Are you angry at yourself about something?
Not necessarily angry, but maybe regret at the way I have handled things in the past. It just occured to me that what would have been my 2nd anniversary had I gotten married passed the other day. I might have been married had I not screwed up a relationship with someone I can say was my first true love (not that I've dated many people). Of course these dreams have started way before this date had passed.

Has something/someone in waking life disturbed your "comfort zone"?
Not that I can think of right off the bat.

Is there something/someone that may be opening up old wounds?
wouldn't call them old wounds but see my last paragraph here for a bit more explanation.

There are possible signs of passive/aggressive issues, similar to the lesbian dream you posted.

Are you Okay Yasmin? This may sound odd, but I sense colours/energies around you that would normally be vibrant and bright but which seem smudged and "brownish" at the moment. This feels like emotional stuff.

Normally i consider myself a bright, hopeful person. But yeah, i've been waffling on occasion between lonliness, longing, etc. Is maybe that something of what you've been sensing?