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posted January 28, 2003 09:01 AM         

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I had several dreams last night and I don't recall any of them being pleasant. One that is standing out in my mind is this

I was watching video tapes of my mother as a young woman. She was in her 40's-50's and she was doing various things...one of them was playing in a bluegrass band...she was in a club for years and years that my father began of bluegrass musicians.
She was so young and vibrant and happy...she was laughing and smiling in each frame...she was moving so freely too...and I was watching myself watch these videos...and I was watching myself cry...I was crying and crying and crying..sobbing even...

the dream seemed like it lasted for hours...and I felt very disturbed when I woke..although I didn't recall it until about 2 hours later..

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posted February 11, 2003 03:05 PM         

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Hmm, were you not born yet when she was a young woman? Had you never truly seen what she was like as a vibrant individual?

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posted February 11, 2003 03:05 PM         

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extra post, sorry.

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posted February 12, 2003 01:08 PM         

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Do you fear becoming like this? Like your mother?

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posted November 05, 2003 12:19 PM         

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I had never responded to this...my mother was 38 when I was born...

and I'm wondering if this was some sort of sign because of her getting so ill on October 7th...she's had major surgeries and stuff and is very sick still...and I've been distraught over the thoughts of losing my mother...

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posted November 06, 2003 04:47 AM         

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