posted February 23, 2003 08:53 AM         

I just e-mailed them to someone, but I'll copy and paste:

I was watching a baseball game in a boat, right off the coast of Manhattan where Roosevelt Island is. But the ship was still built like a stadium, and my friend(s) and I were in the seats all the way on top and we looked up and saw a little plane or a missile of some sort go right towards the ship. As it approached, my friend's and I knew we were going to die b/c there was no way off. It hit the boat just in front of us and exploded, we felt the explosion and we started to fall into the water and then the next dream came on. I was walking into a lake, or ocean, off of a beach with a guy (walking almost like robots) and I was carrying a radio or a tv and we kept walking into the water until we were drowning, but i knew in my head that it wasn't real. then i was in another dream, talking to someone about how her boyfriend and someone's wife had died in the ocean in California. there was also a dream about someone telling me that one of my exes had died. i couldn't believe it and so i kept trying to remember his phone # but couldn't. I kept dialing wrong #'s and one of the wrong #'s kept ringing and ringing, which freaked me out. Then I finally found his real # and I remember thinking to myself that I can't very well call him and talk to him b/c the last time I called him it was to tell him to stay the hell out of my life...so I blocked my#, called him, he answered, and I hung up. Very strange. Very gloomy, huh?

posted February 27, 2003 06:40 AM         

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...is there some big change in your life now?
A boat is floating, it's not stable. You sit on the top, watching a game...are you on the top of the game? Is life a game? Then, you're being killed - you see it coming, though it still comes "out of the sky", "out of the blue"...And then: Game over.

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Hmmm...Pluto is transiting my 7th house and is conjunct my Neptune for a while...I'm definitely at a point where I'm reevaluating things and trying to repress the fact that I've made some bad decisions. I'm trying to fight the fact that what I do kind of suffocates me and a lot of the things I believe in...misleading myself, but still feeling like I'm drowning a bit.

I know I'm also nervous about the terror warnings here.

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The next dream seems much like a repetition of the first one. Water might indicate emotions, maybe you feel like you're emotionally drowning? You walk like robot=you're not alive.

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Again, VERY true. I couldn't have said it better myself.

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..."Dead" boyfriend might indicate someone or something that you're finished with and that you want to keep out of your life.

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I guess that could be my ex from the dream. Although I've cut him out of my life pretty easily, actually. I used to have very strong feelings for him, but it's all gone. Like he almost didn't exist...kind of strange actually. I just don;t kow why *he* of all people popped up. The only rationale I can think of is that I called him on Sept. 11 after not talking for months, when I was stuck at work not knowing what was going on.

Again Stella, you never cease to amaze me-to be able to tap into other people's dreams the way you do. Bravo!

posted March 01, 2003 01:46 PM         

Stella, you are good!

The only difference (and it is not a major one) I have with Stella is the water/ocean. Water is definately about the emotions, but the ocean gives a hint as to the source of these. To me, it seems that there is a competition (baseball game) going on between the conscious (air/missles) and unconscious (ocean) energies. It seems there is something within the unconscious that is trying to make itself apparent, to manifest, but that perhaps you are reluctant to deal with (unconsciously). Stella is definately right about the communication symbology, which I feel references the difficulty that your unconscious is having contacting your awareness and your difficulty in dealing with the material that is attempting to be made known, as shown in the wrong numbers and then finally contact which you abruptly break off. I think the ex symbolizes an old pattern rather than a specific relationship.

posted March 02, 2003 10:15 AM         

I'm not sure what you mean about the Ocean being a source of emotions.

You see, I had a similar dream again two nights ago. I lived in an apt. undrground (underwater-ahhhh! lol) with my then husband (I'm not married nor am I even dating in real life) and I took the elevator down to my apt. only to find outt hat he was married to someone else. Going upstairs, I looked over the horizon and saw a HUGE black explosion coming from the water, right next to the eastern shoreline of Manhattan (the same shoreline in my other dream witht he baseball field). No one knew what it meant for a second and then people realized it was a terrorist attack, and we went back downstairs to find that people who were exposed to the chemicals were being confined and their bodies were blue...and i was nervous that i had been exposed too. Later, I was in a cobblestone square on a sort-of dock, and i saw an old-fashioned parade of sorts with people tooting bugles to rally for the war. ANd then there was another explosion and people started talking about how it was now 2 in one day.

ugh.

Also, Ra, I'm not sure about the baseball game being about competition as I there wasn't actually any playing going on. I was really mostly feeling the effects of sitting so high up and then looking and seeing a missle.

posted March 02, 2003 01:22 PM         

Oxychick, on cloud nine I am, and I have taken a month off of work to enjoy it! Motherhood is certainly tiring, but my wife would know more about that. Fathers definately have it easier, in general, and I am loving all of the time I am getting with the family.

I am sure you are not crazy! Whatever the baseball game specifically means, it is generally as Stella said - the game of life. Perhaps you are able to see life from a higher perspective than most, able to see that which is and that which is coming, or influencing life, from apparently outside of it. But this position can be precarious without the correct balance. And this is where the emotions and the unconscious come into play. If fear about life (missle/terror attack) causes you to loose your mental/emotional balance, you will find yourself immersed in them (fears and emotions), and controlled by them (robotic). The emotions and fears emanate from both the collective and personal unconscious (ocean/lake) as this is where exists that which we do not understand or are not aware of. Why do we fear? Because we do not understand, we are unconscious of the true energies behind the fear. So, the emotions exist symolically on the surface of the ocean, as the state of activity on the surface - waves, calm, etc. - whereas the ocean itself, particularly the depths of it, symbolizes the energy behind the emotions.

Which brings us to your last dream. The explosion on the surface indicates an emotional event, an upheaval of some kind that seems to strike fear in you (terror attack). So what is happening beneath the surface? What is the source? Some sort of mistrust or betrayal (husband married). Because you are not married in waking life, and the dream husband is married to someone else, this could suggest that you are in need of romance, balance, stability, protection, or whatever else you may associate with having a mate. It could be that this need causes a fear that you will not have it, and this fear in turn causes resulting emotional turmoil. Maybe, maybe not. I could be over-analyzing this.

If these fears are true for you, I must say that there is nothing to worry about. He is out there, at least that is what I hear.

Does any of this make sense?