posted March 28, 2003 11:31 PM
No name, indeed! I created the name a while back when I was thinking about writing a fictional children's book (I'm still letting the ideas percolate). Emanon is supposed to be the "name" of the ultimate good force, but I didn't want it to be a specific name per se because I wanted to convey the idea that it doesn't matter what you call your god, it's all one and the same. Hence noname/emanon. But yes. Getting back on track here...
As I read through your post Evergreen, the first thing that struck me was the phrase 'Awakening inner depths'. I was going to say this in my original post but didn't know if it was relevant to the dream. Apparently it is! It definitely feels like I'm going through a major evolution (if that's the correct word) right now. Everything seems like it's changing. It's a very queer feeling, but at the same time exciting. I mean, I'm not even sure if all ten of my fingers would be enough to list off all the things that I'm noticing. A few examples for illustration:
+ There's the telepathy, which I've always been pretty good at unintentionally, but now it seems I have more direct control over it
+ I've been feeling vibrations around me, spirit guides I assume, urging me to meditate, as odd as that sounds.
+ just the other night I was talking to an old friend and somehow the conversation turned into me giving him a "psychic reading"...I don't know how else to describe it, but things were just flowing out of me; specific things he could immediately verify.
+ I've been astrally connecting like crazy with people in my dreams moreso now than in the past.
+ spurts of random telekinesis (i.e. opening doors without touching them...and no, not just the grocery store's automatic sliding ones
) -- since I was very young I've unintentionally altered, even destroyed, many electronics due to flaring emotions, but now it's not limited to electrical things, and moreover there are no emotion flares...it just happens.
And there's many more where those came from! Next thing you know, I'll be levitating. Which is on my list of things to learn, by the way.
Everything is coming at me from all directions, but strangely enough it's not too terribly overwhelming. It's actually quite calm. Maybe I'm just in the eye of the storm though.
I don't know exactly what's going on or where these preparations (that's what they feel like) will necesarily take me, but I'm not complaining!
Just to rule something out (or in) though -- and this might be more appropriate in another forum, but while I'm here -- would I know if I've changed bodies? I know all the memories of the body would still be there, but is the actual swap something that you consciously realize? I feel like me, but sometimes I wonder...
Thank you for your interpretations Evergreen! It certainly has been enlightening
