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Topic: End of the world dreams( this is long)
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Imaiden76
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From: NY
Registered: Feb 2002
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posted April 01, 2003 12:17 PM
 
I'm sure everyone is upset and frightened over the war,so I was wondering if it is quite possible that I have been incorporating this into my dreams.My usual dreams of murder(which I am told mean a need to bring about change) have turned into me and a small group of people running from nuclear disaster.
The most recent one was about me and a bunch of people in a large sky scraper.We were trying to get down to the basement and we kept running and running down the stair well to try to get to below the groung floor. Running through secret passages and listening to the bombing going on outside.
We weren't to the bottom yet when we saw out a window the atom bomb drop into the water.
Maybe the dream caused the delayed reaction
but we all ran down the stairs and shut the door behind us.
I shut the door, and knew my mother was still running down the stairs.(this really bothers me)
It turns out we were on the bottom floor that turned out to be a green house full of windows,and were much worse off the the poeple we left up stairs. A perfect view for the end of the world.I turned around saw a flash and dropped to the floor. I could feel my shadow being burned into the floor(a subject I was talking about the other day with a friend when we were discussing Hiroshima so that's not to unusal)
But we didn't dissapear. Actually nothing happened. We went ouside and saw all the fish floating to the top of the water.Still no sign of my mother but I wasn't much aware of her in in the dream at this time(again that bother's me).
Oh I just recalled befor all this running down the stairs I was driving my car an came upon US military vehicles and Iraqui military vehicles driving furiously away from headquarters that were being bombed.A tank almost drove into me,until I reversed.
Anyway I'm not sure how we got into the building, but all these things with my mother being left behind really bother me, and not being aware of her.Why? I have no quaalms with my mother, we get along great and have aclose relationship.What I also don't understand alot is in this dream and many other,disater happens always, but I always manage to escape it after going through terrifying ordeals.
In another dream I was with a small group of people gathered in the mall waiting for a meteor the size of the moon to hit us. We were all sititng waiting and singing songs. People were with their friends and family and I was aone.The sky blackened parts of the metoeor showered in to the ground and all I could think about is why am I alone? Where is my ohter half?
But again nothing happened to me.
I don't really have to many negative things going on in my life right now. Actually I have been very very happy latley,except for when I sleep. Always except for when I sleep.And when I astral lately I can't make it very far. Ok I know this is very long and I am sorry but does anyone have any idea to some of the meanings in these dream?
I would greatly appreciate it! Thanks!
Marcie
"Love is the water of life.The beauty of the heart is the only lasting beauty." Rumi IP: Logged |
stella polaris
Knowflake Posts: 690
From: greece
Registered: Aug 2002
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posted April 03, 2003 03:04 AM
I've been reading through your dream a couple of times, it's not very clear to me, but here are some inputs: The mother in your dream might be a symbol of your caring, nurturing side...going down, that's going into the subconscious without her, might be an indication that you pay too much attention to your subconcious, spiritual side while leaving your motherly, caring, nutrious side behind? Mother is also a symbol of earth, stability, being grounded... Water can be a symbol of emotions, the bomb exploding in the water can indicate an emotional or subconscious explosion - the dead fish floating in the water might be a sign of something old and dead being brought to surface...
Maybe this dream has to do with an old emotional problem that you haven't dealt with?
Also, the mother is the one who cares and protects us. In both the dreams your alone. Maybe an indication that you've grown up and have to face whatever problems (the mteorites) on your own - and you're doing fine. You go through all kind of difficulties, but manage in the end. This shows your strenght.
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Ra
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posted April 03, 2003 01:53 PM
I will look at it too, when I get a chance.Stella   IP: Logged |
Imaiden76
Knowflake Posts: 87
From: NY
Registered: Feb 2002
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posted April 03, 2003 10:31 PM
WOW!  That was amazing Stella!
I really had a hard time when my Aunt passed away.I tried so hard to be positive for her and think that she really could win her battle against cancer.I tried really hard praying and to get more intouch with my spirtual s-elf as well, even when I had to bath her and feed her,and even when she couldn't eat anymore,I tried like heck, and that's all I did for a long while.
After she finally passed on, I just totally let go.Knowing I would(and have) see her on higher levels. But still,she wasn't really here, as my Mother would have liked her to be. My Mom also had a very hard time with her passing.
Thanks so much for the insight!
I really appreciate it!Maybe I should get my mother to open up a little more to ease some of her pain.
And thank you Ra for looking when you get the chance.
you guys are the bomb.( no dream pun intended!)
Thanks again so much,
Marcie
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Ra
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posted April 17, 2003 05:34 PM
Hello Marcie!My thoughts are similar, but phrased differently. You say you are happy, and I have no doubts about that, but there does seem to be something weighing upon your consciousness at some level, and these dreams reflect what your Self desires and indicate that there may be some change in the works. Again, at some level of your consciousness, it could be that there is anxiety about the potential loss or ending of something important to you - more than likely represented by your mother. If there is no anxiety in your relationship with her, then perhaps she represents nurturance, comfort, etc (like Stella said) and anxiety associated with separation from or loss of this. There is also the indication of fear of being alone, or about feeling incomplete, as your thoughts revealed: "why am I alone? Where is my other half?" The escape from the disasters seems to indicate the process of growth that stems from life's ordeals, and your inevitable overcoming of them.  IP: Logged | |
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