posted April 26, 2003 02:29 PM         

This means nothing to me but this came up twice in my dreams last night and I was told it is for Ra?? It's not even very detailed. Weird.

Anyway, Ra, I am supposed to tell you this. There were these glass columns in a circle. Very tall. They were hallow and inside they were red and orange with fire. They were outside in the wilderness but right by a pond or small lake with very dark water. There was also a blanket on the ground nearby on some green grass. The blanket was dark colour and I don't know why it was there. Under it was a glass pane the same size as the blanket.

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This makes no sense to me! I woke up after this snippet of dream and went back to sleep and it came up again and it's some sort of message for you.

posted April 26, 2003 03:50 PM         

This dream holds much meaning and the images are powerful ... for me especially!

Why do you believe this was intended for me? Who "told" you?

The glass columns symbolize the alignment of spirit and matter, a connection of sorts. The fire contained within these glass columns is indicative of transformation ... spiritual/mental fire. The circle they are in represents the "magic circle", and also the Self.

The pond with the dark water is my personal unconscious, as is the wilderness and the dark blanket on the glass pane. The green grass is fertility.

So, what does it mean? How does this apply?

It is time to release the transformative energies that are being contained within the barrier of glass. It is time to uncover/expose the barrier that lies beneath the blanket. This is a "window" of sorts into deeper aspects of my unconsciousness, a window I know exists and which opens into a world of greater possibility.

For some time now, I have been incubating ideas that I need to express physically. My job situation will become precarious and uncertain in the near future, and I have a need to become more independant of the system so that this will not happen again, so that I will truly be in control of my own circumstances, and not owned by corporate will.

It is difficult. The job I have now provides a very good life and a great deal of security - although the long-term security is now a bit questionable - but this was my decision. I could have tranferred away from my family and the life I have here, but have chosen to stay and see what happens. Well, whatever happens, I will not be completely satisfied until I do make the break from the established way of things - in favor of more personal freedom for my family and myself. But I do have a family who depends upon me, so I must be careful, deliberate, and take as little risk as possible, although some risk will be necessary. ANYWAY ...

... the dream seems to be saying it is time to break the glass, to let loose the transformative energies that have been consciously contained within my mind.

Thank you Amber! This communication only adds to the impetus I have ben giving to these thoughts.

posted April 26, 2003 04:30 PM         

*Hands Ra an oar*

posted April 30, 2003 01:30 PM         

oh GOOOD! I though I might be way off and maybe the dream was just wierd.

Why do you believe this was intended for me? Who "told" you?

well there was no one else in the dream... it' s just during it something kept saying this is for Ra, this is for Ra. And then I just kept thinking in the dream that I had to tell you.

Your interpretation of it, as always, blows me away!

posted May 07, 2003 10:08 PM         

I am glad you posted your dreams. A genius I am not, and it seems you have a good idea about the meanings of these dreams in general, but I will look at them as soon as I can and see if there is anything more that can be said.

I will try to get back to you in a couple of days. (I am on vacation )

posted May 11, 2003 07:59 PM         

Indeed, these dark, terrifying dreams are reflections of your waking life fears concerning your ex. This fear must be terrible for you!

Your ex appears shadow-like because it is this aspect of him - his shadowy, dark side - that you fear so much. But with the darkness, there is always light!

Healing is in the works, which is why you are dreaming so much, and why the kittens are appearing. The two kittens you cuddle symbolize a transition of material from the unconscious into the conscious, the "taming" of this material, the embrace of it, and the eventual healing that will result from LOVE. They represent duality, separation, and the inevitable merging of opposite forces as your consciousness attempts to heal.

The next dream continues with this healing/transitory state that your consciousness is in. The surroundings are bright, sunny, there is family around, and kittens surround the house. All of these symbols imply more awareness, more love, and more caring are in the works - but the house has no doors! This is because you do not yet see a way out, but you are reaching out and searching. You know there is a way, and you are not settling for that which you do not want.

The last dream is yet another continuation of the process. Your first love is there to remind you that there is some quality from that relationship that you need to "bring to the table" in your current life situation. There is something about that relationship you need to incorporate (eat) which will help you to heal this time around. You still feel trapped to some degree (no doors), but your consciousness is working the solution more into your awareness.

These three dreams seem to progressively get better, to become more light, and definately there is more and more being done in your unconsciousness to bring to your conscious awareness the answers you need.

I hope this makes sense!

If there is anything else you wish to say, or if there are any other dreams you may be curious about, please feel free to post them here. I hope we can help to bring this darkness into the light!