posted April 30, 2003 01:52 PM         

The first bit I remember is just very short. I was running from something... not sure... and had to cross this river by way of a covered bridge. When I was half way across I looked at the inside of the roof of the bridge and it appeared to be made of old Nazi coats, some of them looked in good condition and some of them were tattered and bloody.

At about 6am I woke up because I felt the bed move. Okay that happens all the time so I didn't really pay attention except my whole body ached so I figured sleeping on the couch for a couple hours would help. Vincent was in bed and was mumbling and I thought that was weird because he doesn't really talk in his sleep. I got up to go in the living room and Vincent finally says "Amber!" but very quiet like he's trying hard. I sit back down and he tells me "Something was just here."

HUH? Okay he's never made fun of my beliefs and generally believes in 'spooks' as he calls them. But he never SEES or senses them or takes it ultra seriously. He told me it felt like something was sitting on him and he got very cold very fast and he had been trying to talk to me but couldn't at first. So actually what woke me up was him trying to hit me so I'd wake up but he just managed to twitch a lot. It was a little creepy to hear that at 6am with the sun pouring in the window.

So granted when I FINALLY fell back to sleep my dreams were worse.

On one dream there was this weird baby ghost that looked about 9 months old sitting in the corner of the room. His name was Arthur, I think. He was pouting and telling me he loved me but was causing havoc around the house.

In another dream I dreamed I woke up saying "Charles Charles Charles, his name is Charles." over and over and Vincent was freaked out.

Another dream... crossing a river again that was protected by these huge mean tigers. These tigers would eat anyone that tried to cross. They had human flesh stuck between their teeth. But they were scared of me.. they let me pass.

When should I call the men in the white coats???

posted May 01, 2003 12:22 AM         

sounds to me Amber, like you need to do a cleansing hunny...and fast...because I don't like the feel of this at all...I know...I've experienced it...and it's very disturbing.

posted May 05, 2003 03:56 AM         

Thank you so much, sweetie! I had done so many cleansings over the past 6 months with really no luch whatsoever! But I received help from an unexpected source this time and I'm delighted to say I think the entity is gone

The past couple nights I've not had any nightmares and my dreams have been silly!

posted May 07, 2003 10:24 PM         

Okay, the entity has been figured out, but what about the tigers and the Nazi coats? Both of these themes have been repeated in previous dreams. Do you think they are related to Arthur/Charles, or are these your symbols?

I think it is very interesting that there are no more orbs!

posted May 08, 2003 03:44 AM         

I MISS YOU RA!!!!

posted May 12, 2003 01:52 PM         

I have not forgotten this!

posted May 13, 2003 01:55 PM         

Well, here are some of my thoughts -

The symbology here is interesting ... crossing water via a bridge can indicate the avoidance of some sort of unconscious material - probably infused with emotional content, and this possibilty is compounded because the bridge is covered, indicating that which is hidden, secret, or unconscious. And you are running from something - another indication of avoidance.

So what is it that is being avoided and/or "covered"? ... the Nazi energy that has appeared so many times before.

I still believe that this is energy from a past-life - or lives - and there must be something very powerful about it that has a direct bearing on this life in some way. In what way I do not know, but I feel it is only a matter of time before your dreams begin to reveal it.

Or do you think this Nazi theme is symbolic of someone or something in this life that has "Nazi-like" characteristics?

The river/tiger dream seems to indicate that despite the threat posed by the energies that are blocking your path, you will/do have the power to "cross the bridge" and discover what is on "the other side".

It is interesting that tigers and cats also appear frequently in conjunction with the Nazi themes.

About the kidnapping dream - I cannot get past the alien point-of-view on this dream! I will try to work around it ... what are your thoughts on aliens, abductions, etc.? Maybe your answers will help me get past my preconceptions ... or perhaps deeper into them ...

And I also keep thinking that Hunter is connected with some sort of karmic energy involving your possible Nazi past-life. Genetic/eugenic experiments keep coming to mind!

What do you think/feel about ANY of this?

posted May 14, 2003 07:40 PM         

Which kidnapping dream do you mean? The one where Hunter is taken and I'm yelling at god for being twisted?
I've never really dwelled on alien abductions. I've heard stories about them and found them interesting and creepy.

I've always thought Hunter had something to do with me on a strong karmic level but I'm not sure what! so it is interesting you mention that!

posted May 15, 2003 01:53 PM         

You, in a past-life as a Nazi, a supporter, or "willing" volunteer (perhaps tricked or lied to, or brainwashed), participated in a Nazi eugenics program in which you birthed one or more children for use by the Nazis in their "supermen" experiments - Hunter perhaps being one of the children.

I cannot tell by his pictures, but I must ask if there is anything about him that may be ... less than "perfect"? I know that is a stupid question to ask a mother, and I certainly mean no offense by it, but I do not know how else to phrase it - please forgive me. Learning disability, physical disability, or something like that? Something opposite to the "perfection" that was being sought after by the Nazi eugenics programs.

Anyway, these are just thoughts. There are certainly other possibilities.