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Topic: What is that suppose to mean!
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silverbells
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From: maryland
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posted June 12, 2003 12:08 PM
 
First let me start of by saying that I am a girl. I had a dream that I had discovered some sort of sex trade ring, or something in the flesh trade and a police or some kind of official detective was illegally involved and I was running from him. I think that he may have wanted to kill me. Some police detectives were on my side and some weren't and I wasn't sure who to trust. Anyway I ran into a women's bathroom (I think that a kind person ushered me in to hide) and I went into a stall and there were urinals instead of toilets and I pulled down my pants to use the bathroom and I had a small penis and then I used the bathroom while inspecting my penis(I was rather upset about the penis but I stayed composed) and then I peeked into the other stalls through the cracks and saw that all of the other girls had penises too and I realized that I was in a hermaphrodite's bathroom and I was a hermaphrodite. Then I came out of the stall and this old lady in a wheelchair was going into another stall and she pulls out her penis and proceeds to use the bathroom, and in the dream, I was so horrified and sad that she had a penis, that I started crying bitterly and passionately with my hand over my mouth to hold it in and then my phone rang and I woke up. Also Carmen Electra was involved in the sex ring in some way he legally or illegally and Chili from TLC was a security guard in the stadium where this took place and she knew about the sex ring and it made her sad but she couldn't do anything about it, I think because they were too powerful.
What do you think about that? I was sad and disturbed when I woke up.------------------
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Ra
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posted June 12, 2003 01:52 PM
 That would probably disturb me too! I will have to think about this one a bit.  IP: Logged |
Ra
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posted June 13, 2003 11:57 AM
I am not sure what to make of this dream!  Perhaps some questions would help ... Is there something you are very confused and perhaps scared about? Has someone violated your trust? Are you having an identity crisis? Are you having any kind of sexual problems or dilemmas, perhaps within a relationship? Is there something about sex or intimacy that you fear? ?????  IP: Logged |
silverbells
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From: maryland
Registered: Apr 2003
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posted June 13, 2003 07:05 PM
Hi Ra, in answer to your questions: 1) I am scared that going to school is wasting my time when I should be out pursuing my career. 2)ALMOST everyone that I know or have ever known has violated my trust. 3)I don't think that there is any identity crisis, some non-sexual confusion maybe. 4)No relationship dilemmas. 5)I do have intimacy issues I think. I like to keep an emotional distance most of the time; too much risk of someone hurting my feelings and then not caring,which is usually the case. So there you have it. ------------------
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Ra
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posted June 17, 2003 01:54 PM
This dream does seem to reflect your emotional separation from others in a sense. The most obvious portion is when you say "I was so horrified and sad that she had a penis, that I started crying bitterly and passionately with my hand over my mouth". This very accurately describes your statement that " I like to keep an emotional distance most of the time; too much risk of someone hurting my feelings and then not caring". You are afraid of being hurt, so you keep your feelings inside, you try to "hold it in".The sex-oriented theme could suggest either sex-oriented issues or energy-oriented issues - or both. Sexual/trust issues from past experience could be at the root of the energy imbalance that is suggested by being a hermaphrodite. Hermaphrodites can signify a balance of feminine and masculine energies, but because you are so upset by it, it seems to suggest an imbalance - too much masculine energy. The old lady could be a reflection of your future self, a warning that remaining the way you are - in a state of imbalance - could handicap you in the future. Do you find yourself being overly aggressive? Do you let your intellect, your logical thought processes, over-ride your sense of intuition and emotion? Conversely, the penis could symbolize the emergence of creative force/energies. It could be that as you are growing in your creativity, perhaps as related to work, you have noticed the creative potential in those around you who seek work in the same field, which could cause fear in your chances of "measuring up". What do you think? Does any of this strike a chord? IP: Logged |
silverbells
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From: maryland
Registered: Apr 2003
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posted June 17, 2003 04:49 PM
Thank You for getting to me.  Actually all of it strikes a chord. I don't think though, that I am overly aggresive, if anything, I am not unless I am called on to be. But I do feel like I am confused about my balance of masculine and Feminine energies. I think it has something to do with being a Libra. If anythng, my feminine energy overpowers my masculine energy. And I have been trying to listen to my emotion and intuition over my logic and intellect. But at the same time, Ra I am an actor and I am doing a show right now and I am sure of my talent but I do have a fear of measuring up especially since almost everybody else is so experienced and actively outgoing. AND and and and I have noticed that I am attracting a few Aries men, and before when I was concentrating on my sensitivity, I was attracting water sign after water sign. You have given me much to think about and now I am ultra confused. Can you give me your comments on what I have just said? Thank You so much for telling me what you think because all of the things struck a chord, even the things that were in opposition. 
Oh by the way, I had noticed in the dream that my penis was really under developed, it was almost like a penis/vagina but I don't remember seeing a vagina Really. And the penis was rather soft and too squishy, I thought. And the old lady's penis seemed erect. I should have put that before, it seems important.------------------
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Ra
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posted June 18, 2003 02:15 PM
Hello silverbells!I am very much a neophyte when it comes to interpretations,and dreams like this help me much. Thank you for the feedback. The opposite view of whatever I gather is ALWAYS a possibility, especially when it comes to determining energy polarities, as this is an area that I need much more experience with. So, instead of having too much masculine force, it could be that you NEED more of it, and this is the reason for the appearance of the penis. Do you think you should be MORE aggressive or assertive? Or perhaps this all has to do with confidence? From one Libra to another, I know that you have the innate ability to find balance and manifest it. I certainly did not mean to ultra-confuse you, and I am sure that this is only a temporary state  . It seems to me that you have done a good deal manifesting balance already. Many Librans are just meant to be actors, and if I am not mistaken, the Aries energies are a complement to the Libran. You are doing well! Listen to what your inner voice is saying and any confusion will be dis-spelled, but you already know that, do you not? ... and where it comes to school, what does your intuition tell you? Drop the logic on this one. IP: Logged |
silverbells
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From: maryland
Registered: Apr 2003
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posted June 18, 2003 04:28 PM
 THANK YOU!!!
P.S.I have also thought that about Aries energy. But this Aries fire is trying to consume all of my oxygen and turn me into a poisonous gas.  ------------------
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silverbells
Knowflake Posts: 1073
From: maryland
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posted April 12, 2004 06:28 PM
Hi Ra, I was re-reading this thread and I saw this again:
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Do you let your intellect, your logical thought processes, over-ride your sense of intuition and emotion?
I've been doing a lot of existing and I realized that what you suggested had much validity. I didn't think so at first though because I am very emotional and I follow those to a certain extent but really my heart is in the habit of going to my brain who changes things and it becomes some sort of thinking mutation (not necessarily bad but not balanced most of the time). Dreams are difficult for me sometimes because they show things that I really have no concious inkling of. Anyway, Thank YOu Ra! 
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Ra
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posted April 13, 2004 02:30 PM
Wow, that was a year ago! But this is the nature of dreams ... sometimes we do not understand them immediately because, as you said, " Dreams are difficult for me sometimes because they show things that I really have no concious inkling of."That is so true. The very nature of the sub/unconscious is that we are not aware of it, so how can we know what we are not aware of? Time always tells. I am glad you went back and re-read this ... and found some heretofore unknown truths. Thank you very much for the feedback. IP: Logged |
silverbells
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From: maryland
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posted April 30, 2004 06:14 PM
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