posted July 16, 2003 03:51 PM         

Thanks in advance

I was sitting with a doctor viewing my sonogram. All that I could see was the viewing screen. I was talking to the doctor and him to me. I could feel emotions. I was excited that I was looking at my baby, but I was scared that the doctor was going to find a deformity. On the screen I could see the right side of the baby. First its profile, then it rolled so I could see its shoulder and back and butt. It moved again so I could see its stomach and groin area. Its a boy. There is a small weirdness on his stomach area (just below the bellybutton to the right, kind of where a woman's ovary would be). The weirdness looked like veins. Similar to varicose veins without the color. There was a cluster of about four veins. They area wasn't any bigger than a 50 cent piece. I remember the sonogram was really, really clear. The doctor said "Hmm, looks like a minor deformity. Nothing that he couldn't live with." I couldn't see what the doctor was talking about. I was looking at the same screen, but it was like he could see things that I couldn't. The area that he said had the deformity was between his legs. Because I couldn't see I assumed it was on his inner thigh or scrotum. I was trying so hard to see what was wrong.

I woke up just after that. That is all that I remember.

posted July 17, 2003 02:16 PM         

The dream does have a positive message. The doctor (a wisdom symbol) can see what she cannot, and says this is a "minor deformity" which can be lived with - despite her worst fears.

So, the question is, what is this new/developing energy?

My first impression is a relationship, although it could as easily be a new job, idea/project, health condition - just about anything.

What is new/beginning that she is both excited and scared about?