posted July 17, 2003 12:28 AM         

I also have been dreaming with babies...

In the nightmares related to death, I always die... not that I am afraid of death ...I believe that to die is to return home... but it is sooooo weird to dream four times a week with your own death...

In relation to the dreams with babies,I'm always in love with them... sometimes is a girl, sometimes is a boy...

Born... death (rebirth)...

If you want to make a question about my life...feel free to do it...

Love...always

Jacqueline
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"We are not human beings in a spiritual experience...
We are spiritual beings in a human experience"

posted July 17, 2003 02:21 PM         

You are missed.

My family and I are doing very well, thanks for asking.

Randall is at least partially right, but I will have to give it some thought before I can say anything meaningful.

ASAP!

posted July 17, 2003 06:11 PM         

Ra, I'm glad to know that you and your family are very well
I miss you too

On the ice... well...I forgot the dream ... but for the little that I remember, I was in a place covered with snow with several people and for some reason I didn't get to return... there was a bridge that I didn't get to reach to return... what left me desperate is that I knew that there would be an avalanche at any moment...

There were also a dream in the ocean... I lived in a place in the bottom of the sea... there were buildings... a whole city... and I lived in an high floor in one of these buildings... I entered in the elevator with other people and once again I knew that a tragedy was eminent... the sea was destroying the building... in reality, the whole city was being destroyed...

In the dreams with babies... sometimes they have days, sometimes four, five months... they want to be with me... one of them, the last one, I left in the street so that somebody caught her ( it was a girl ), but when I looked, she was in front of me again, smiling and hoping to stay with me... the problem is that I found her in a "basket" ( I don't know if this is the right name) with black sheets...
It was a little macabre ...

These dreams with babies scares me because the babies look older than they are... they are very intelligent and smart for such little time of life...

At the same time I "feel" that something is too close to happening in my life... I "feel" that it is something good, something that will make a radical transformation... for the best... but , who knows...it's just a feeling...

Thank you guys for being so kind...always !

posted July 19, 2003 12:48 PM         

Emotions!

Both water and ice/snow are symbols of emotion, some of them fluid enough to drown you, and some of them pent up, frozen, unconscious, yet to be released. You are consumed by/immersed in emotions, emotions you wish to escape (death). There is some sort of change or transition (bridge/elevator) that you are going through, are trying to go through, or are being kept from going through. You feel trapped in some way, as if there is no escape.

And these babies, they seem to be kind of trapping you as well! Their appearance is very persistant, and even when you try to leave one on the street, it comes back to you! They want to be with you, but why do you not want to be with them? There is something hidden, something within your unconscious that wants out (black sheets). The babies seem older because they are undeveloped/immature aspects of self that have been living within your unconscious for a long time.

What inner discovery are you resisting?

What outer change is occurring in your life?

What emotions are you beginning to become overwhelmed with?

posted July 24, 2003 06:34 PM         

I read your interpretation on the next day you wrote it
I am just waiting your return to make my comments .

Hoping you're having fun

posted July 30, 2003 06:22 PM         

I read and reread your interpretation several times but I don't know exactly if I can understand - not your words - but these feelings/emotions...
Maybe they are unconscious...

My life is pretty much the same... little thing changed... the only different thing is that on the day that Jake was born, 2/14, I met a person and we are together until today...

Like you know, since the end of my marriage I was alone... not for lack of candidates, I should admit , but for lack of interest of my part ...also because to begin a relationship could be a very big change in my life and I was not exactly interested in change anything.

Yet, he is a wonderful person and tries to do everything to make me happy... sometimes I feel like an adolescent making albums of pictures of our trips and writing love letters...
For the first time in my life and I understood what is to feel jealousies... for the first time in my life I want to live with somebody... and I don't know if I like to feel like this...
I am afraid of suffer again...

I spent the last two years trying to know me as a person, trying to discover my defects and qualities, trying to understand why bad things happen to good people [and vice- versa], finally, trying to be a better human being. At the same time that that made me grow, it also made me have fear of new things... are you understanding me?

Love is the most wonderful feeling, but it has the capacity to take us from heaven to hell... without scales.

You know that I always had dreams with water, but usually I can cross these "oceans", for this reason I was concerned with these dreams, because on them I didn't get to overcome the obstacles...

Sometimes I find myself sabotaging my relationship, trying to fight without reasons for instance.
Do you believe that I am trying to overcome the fear of being happy?

I am also having dreams with spirits... they are spirits without light and they are trying, somehow, to destroy my relationship.
These spirits don't get to affect me, but they get to affect my boyfriend. Actually, they are afraid of me, as if I had some protection that maintains them distant. Usually I have these dreams when I sleep at his house.
What makes me evaluate carefully these dreams is that his ex wife is always present...

I hope you can help me

Love
Jakie
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-Anais Nin

posted July 31, 2003 02:34 AM         

oh and Ra, it really doesnt surprise me to see a libra use a yin yang that symbol is very powerful to me too. or not so much powerful as perfect.

posted July 31, 2003 02:14 PM         

In your last reply, you make it crystal clear. You speak of the mental/emotional stresses you are undergoing due to this new relationship. You are excited, yet apprehensive. You are experiencing joy, yet your mind is riddled with fear. You are in both heaven and hell. These are the emotions symbolized in your dreams. With minor alterations, the translation I first gave fits your situation like a glove. Do you see?

The water/ocean and ice/avalanche symbolize the emotions that are overwhelming you.

The death theme is two-fold in it's meaning. 1)Change - as you say "to begin a relationship could be a very big change in my life". 2)Escape - as you say "I don't know if I like to feel like this ... I am afraid to suffer again".

And the babies are two-fold in meaning as well. 1)They symbolize the new relationship. You love them, yet you try to leave one on the street. This directly relates to, as you say, "I find myself sabatoging my relationship". And the baby in black sheets reflects, as you say "it made me have fear (black sheets) of new things (baby)". This relationship brings these fears to the forefront. 2)The second meaning is as I gave in the first translation.

The baby in black sheets could also be something of an alert or warning. Perhaps if you refuse this new relationship, it could come back to haunt you. Or perhaps the energies which are fighting so hard for release from your unconscious will become buried ever more.

You ask, "Do you believe that I am trying to overcome the fear of being happy?" Yes. At least deeper parts of you are. And there is an internal battle going on between the two sides - fear and happiness. What do you think?

As for the spirits ... they are self projections, dark ghosts of doubt, jealousy, fear, anxiety, conflict. They do not affect you because they are part of you. They are symbolic of the "sabotage" you spoke of, which is why they affect your boyfriend. You say "they are afraid of me" - perhaps they are fearful that they have not much longer to exist! When they reach your conscious awareness, they are sure to be dis-spelled by your strong, logical, intuitive mind!!

Jaqueline, I can certainly understand your feelings, especially since his ex-wife is around. Trust your heart and use your mind, and above all, be not afraid! Fear is your enemy in this.

posted August 02, 2003 04:14 PM         

I'm out of Rio since Thursday...I'll be home tomorrow and we'll talk ...

Thanks again

posted August 06, 2003 03:11 PM         

I'm so sorry for my delay in answering, but I was really very busy this week.

In the first place I want to thank you...your words - always so wise - and your interpretation of my dreams - always so magic - made me see me the reality!

I thought a lot about everything that you wrote and in your interpretation and I realized that I was trying to destroy - for pure fear - something that is giving me so much happiness .
Then I changed... I changed my defensive behavior and I assumed a more flexible attitude...
Since then, the things began to work better, I feel myself "light"... I threw away the fear of "tomorrow" and I decided to enjoy the present... and allowing me to be happy, the happiness arrived.

It's amazing how that transformation happened in just a few days... it is incredible how we have the power to change our life starting from the moment that we changed inside ourselves.

Thanks dear for help me in this process... thank you very much for helping me to open my eyes.

" I'm trusting my heart and using my mind, and above all, I'm not afraid... anymore "!
And, just as I created my worst enemy - the fear - now, I don't allow "him" to exist...
Yet, to destroy this fear - that was something strong - I'm building something still stronger, and this stronger "thing" is Love... therefore I am using my energy to reach my total potential of loving.

There's a Brazilian song that says :
"When we change, the world changes with us.
We change the world in the change of our mind.
And when our mind changes we can walk ahead.
And when we are in charge, nobody can tell us what to do.
Changing our posture we are safe.
Changing the present we mold the future."

Jakie

posted August 06, 2003 03:41 PM         

I didn't have any doubt... I decided to sell everything that was mine, I don't remember what did with the money, but I know that I didn't keep anything.
My only doubt was in relation to Uranus... I thought: "it is funny... I study astrology and I never knew that it was possible to live in Uranus..."

I should emphasize that there was none warranties in relation to this project ...

In the d-day we embarked in the ship, we were about twenty people, maybe a little more.
When the ship took off, it was possible to see the Earth be destroyed by the meteor...

The trip was calm and even quite fast to Uranus... and which was my surprise?! Uranus was like a beach in Mexico - Cancun!

Again there was the sea... but it was a calm and blue sea and the people were friendly... playing at the beach in motorboats and jet-skis... I felt so happy!

But that was just the first scale, because the final destiny was Mars, where I knew that everything would be still much better!!!!!!

posted August 08, 2003 10:45 PM         

This is a perfect reflection of your waking life! And this must be the most positive end-of-the-world dream I have seen!

There is a dramatic change, the ending of one way of life and the beginning of another (end of world). In order to begin the new, you must release the old "baggage" that you carry (could not take your personal things). There is risk (no warranties), but you have faith (no doubt). The change is unpredictable, but will initiate a new pattern (Uranus, according to astrology). Embracing this change, you find yourself living in, and enjoying the present (people are friendly and playing at the beach), and your emotions/mind is calm and peaceful (calm blue sea).

Finally, you look forward to Mars, which represents action based upon a new pattern! Excellent! It is also a masculine energy, possibly symbolizing your boyfriend. Is he an Aries by any chance? Or ruled by Uranus?

What a wonderful dream! I am happy for you Jaqueline!

posted August 10, 2003 01:58 PM         

Yes, he's an Aries , and my chart's ruler is Uranus ...

Indeed , this is "the most positive end-of-the-world dream I have seen" either

Thanks again dear to send light to my tunnel...

Love
Jakie
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"No man is an island intire of itselfe...Any man's death diminishes me, because I am involved in Mankind; And therefore never send to know for whom the bell tolls; it tolls for thee."
John Donne

posted August 10, 2003 02:02 PM         

Have a great Sunday !

Jakie

posted August 12, 2003 12:46 PM         

Muitas bênçãos a você, Jaqueline. Posso sentir-me seua felicidade. Possa continuar!