posted November 10, 2003 08:24 AM
that I could have been dreaming for the past 3 months...and now it's in overdrive...Last night, I dreamt about being at my mother's house, and it really was her house. In my old bedroom was a hospital bed and for some reason I moved the bed outside on the front porch. Then I went back in and fell asleep...someone was knocking on the door and I could see the person at the door, but couldn't tell who it was because I had my glasses on and I don't see very well with them...so, anyway, I had a nightgown on and I threw a robe on and went to the door.
It was my aunt Regeana, and I told her that I mom wasn't there and I was napping. She left and I decided to get dressed because I had to go back to work. I was getting the house back in order, cleaning up and moving plants around. I then brought the bed back inside the house. I wrote mom a note telling her I'd been there, and then I walked outside...when I got outside there stood my DAD! With MOM! And their dog Sandy! My dad looked like himself...not the person who had been sooo sick...and he was tieing Sandy up outside....
Then, I had my mother in the car and all my sisters and their kids, along with my kids...we went to my church...and we took mom all around the church...our church is 3 stories, and on the 3rd floor they were having a luncheon and they fed us. Mom was really weak, but a lady was helping her get around...
and then I woke up...at 3:06am...
these dreams are all from just stress aren't they? pinned up grief that i haven't had a chance to release over my dad? stress in general?