posted November 19, 2003 06:03 PM
is it ok if we just post dreams here to share, not necessarily to have them interpreted? I like to share my dreams sometimes...and I like to read what other people dream too...that said...
I had a kinda cool dream last night! ABOUT STEPHEN BALDWIN!! WOO HOO!
Check it out!
It's amazing the things that you can forget in just a few short hours...but there are some things I had forgotten about until I just got home and read the journal where I actually hand wrote it down..so wanted to add these things...
I woke up at 4:30am and could not go back to sleep...I was SO freakin nervous again that it wasn't even funny...I had woke up from a very, very strange dream...I dreamt lots of things and actually thought to write it down, since I really didn't want to go getting on the computers and wake the house up with my typing...the sound carries really bad for some reason...
So..anyhoo...the last thing I dreamt was this...I was at a gas station...and there was a guy there, but he wasn't talking to me or anything, he was just there...well...he was talking, to himself...and he had a very feminine voice...he was a black dude with dreadlocks even...sortof looked like the lead singer of Outkast. Anyway...I got out of my car and a truck pulled up behind me...out stepped Stephew Baldwin. *EDIT* I was very excited to see him and he was excited to see me as well. He came over to me and was talking to me and I was flirting with him. I was acting like I knew him...and calling him Billy, but really it was Stephen...but, I was not acting like he was a movie star...just a regular guy...
So...then he is talking on his cell phone, while I am pumping my gas and he is telling this girl that he really likes her even though they've only dated for 3 weeks...I am sortof jealous by this...but keep on pumping gas...
*EDIT* He mentioned something about wishing he could throw me in his truck and run away with me and I told him I'd go with him in a heartbeat. Then, he comes over to me and I say "Well, Billy it was really good to see you again" and he says"It was great to see you Amanda" *EDIT* then he said that he was sorry we couldn't fix what was wrong, we couldn't set aside our differences and I said "me too Billy"...I then walked in the store to pay for the gas, and felt all awkward...I come back outside and he and that black dude are standing by my car...I said "well, I guess I need to go home now" and they both said ok and goodbye...
I get in my car and THEN Billy(Stephen) gets in the car with me, on the drivers side, I slide over in the seat and he is practically in my lap, and he grabs my face and starts kissing me in the mouth! And he pulls back a bit and says "oh my God, I've missed you so much, *EDIT* that he loved me and I want to be with you and I want you to have my babies" and he started kissing me again and I pulled away from his face and said *EDIT* I actually said "just mine? just my babies? instead of "me? babies from me?" and he was looking me dead in the eyes...
and then I woke up...
So, I turn the tv on, because I am so nervous about all this...and I am flipping through the channels and there is a movie on TNT called Threesome...with Laura Flynn Boyle, back when she was cute and not Karen Carpenteresk...and guess who??????? STEPHEN BALDWIN! OH YES STEPHEN BALDWIN! So...I watch this movie, which is really funny...touching....risque...lots of things rolled into one....
But...I kept feeling like even though this dream had HIM in it...that it really wasn't about Stephen Baldwin, nor someone named Billy....but about someone else....not sure who....but I keep having the feeling that this is a person I know...
Lindaland
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posted November 19, 2003 06:03 PM
posted November 21, 2003 05:00 AM
So, my family is well taken care of, my wife has the freedom to shop to her heart's content (because she works too), and I have the opportunity to study, read, and interpret. The only down-side is the hours ... a small price to pay. 