posted January 03, 2004 06:11 PM         

I was at my "families house"....but there was only blood relations with my 18 year old sister....everyone else I have not met before except A co-worker of mine.....we lived in what seemed like a 1990's new mexico style home....narrow in wigth but long.....4 bedrooms and every thing was white......

I was sitting in my room where my blood sister was laying awake but watching television she turned to me and in an excited tone said that Home Depot was giving away bags of Candy for free and layed back down..I ignored it and continued what I was doing....I was at the edge of the bed doing something with my hands....not playing guitar but something more precise and cramped like sowing or picking a lock but I'm not sure.....I was thinking of my co-worker and how odd it was that she had wanted to come over and sleep for a while in the middle of the night.....she seemed like she was desperate to fall asleep so I had no problem and thought it better that way than her drive home intoxicated.....she was asleep in the other room and I thought I would go give her a pellow because I thought that she had but one small one I got up and I realized I had been working with my hands the whole night but it seemed that I had only been there a few minutes.....I walked around the corner, looked in the guest bed and to my surprize she was not there.....I had not heard her leave or see her leave and there where 4 large green pillows proped nicley on the made bed.....I thought I must have dosed off or something but distictly remember not falling asleep....yet having no recolection of what happened in that time period....I walk to the front of the house to see if her black car is still parked out in fromt and see and women in the kitchen....it was supposed to be her mother""whome I 've never met and died with her sister 2 years ago"" I remember thinking one thing as I walked to the window to pear out side...."You'r Here??" I look out side and to my surprize I see and old Rauls Roues....excuse the spelling....and a Prouler both white parked where her car should be.....I turn around and her sister""whome I didn't know was here eather said " she does that when she doesn't want to sleep with some one in a really snoby tone and I just ignored her and walked to my room where my sister was still laying and she said "she will be back" and yawned and closed her eyes... then her mother called for my attention and asked me to listen to this weird looking startrek cell phone or communicator and pushed buttons and turned dials and handed it to me....I heard my coworkers voice very anxious and panting say"hey Im out...I'm All out I need more..call me when you get this bye"

posted January 07, 2004 04:54 AM         

I have read this one over a few times, and I am just not getting it yet. Kind of a strange dream, huh?

posted January 15, 2004 05:00 AM         

There are a few elements that repeat, but I have not yet been able to tie them together. There is the number 4 (bedrooms,pillows), the colour white (house, cars), and various confusions related to time and states of awareness.

And why would you dream of this co-worker and her deceased mother and sister?

It is good that you spoke to her about the dream. But if this dream is not about her, then what do she and her circumstances reflect about yourself?

Very confusing! If nothing else, I will at least be able to ask you a lot of questions!

posted January 20, 2004 05:27 PM         

I was thinking that I might have dreamed of her because I am attracted to her...but her deceased relatives I haven't even seen pictures of but know how it feels to lose a parent in such a sudden way....but this seems far from a sympathetic dream to me

I can't make much sence of this one eather but my relationship with her and my confusion with the possability that something more than what we are now could happen has been in my thoughts a lot since I have met her.....

I also feel that if she would give me the oportunity I would be able to bring her some release by sharing my optimistic views and methods of healing such a wound...but I am not sure how sensative of a subject it really is for her and have the fealing that her pride and strong will would not let her open up just yet....

Basicly, I think she likes to play hard to get which is great in my eyes but she confusses me somtimes by sharing little bits of affection at unexpected moments... She likes to flurt verbaly and probably consiously attempts to entice my interest with underected body language..... I am very intreagued by her honesty, cleverness and opposite roots, but have remained fairly indecisive about her views of "us" because she is sometimes distant and has often given me a cold shoulder......which is probably dew to her own way of staying strong when her emotions become intense from lifes burdens....or a hangover

Sorry I don't know why I wrote all that but I haven't told anyone about how I feel twards her and you seem to be the only one interested in my posts so I thought it fitting.... but atleast you know what emotions could be driveing my sub-consious aye!!

Some of my other thoughts and feelings about the dream where that her relatives or atleast her mother...are some how watching her and playing the role of a guardian spirit... all the white in the dream gave me an elevated aura feeling and the cars seemed as much like Royal Chariots as Celestial Transports.....I felt a good bit of awe knowing they where there....

I hope this helps and I am very interested in knowing what her and her circumstances mean about myself as well

posted January 21, 2004 05:28 AM         

I am definately interested in your posts. And I am glad to listen. I think you really needed to get that out.

As soon as I get a chance, I will explain what I see in the dream.

posted January 22, 2004 02:45 PM         

Question - do you work at Home Depot? If not, then what do you associate with it?

posted January 28, 2004 04:13 PM         

Perhaps improvements (Home Depot) of a "sweet" kind (candy = affection)? You feel a certain tediousness in "handling" her (precise actions with hands). She is giving you mixed messages (sleeping at your house, then leaves unexpectedly - also what her sister says and then what your sister says). There is something she wants to forget or escape (desperate to fall asleep). You want to provide comfort (give her a pillow). The cell phone/communicator suggests a sort of psychic or telepathic connection, perhaps assisted by her "guardians". Perhaps "they" want you to know something of her mental state, that she is having difficulty, that she wants to "escape reality" at times (drugs).

These thoughts are more about what this dream might reflect about you. The four females could suggest a need for you to pay more attention to your intuition. It could be suggested, as a reflection of self, that you too are having difficulty. The mixed messages received from her could reflect confusion within self. You are not certain what to do or how to act, or even if there is a real basis for doing or acting. You could be deluding yourself about her - escaping the reality of it. Then again, perhaps you are wasting time thinking so much about it (working all night seemed like a few minutes) and you should do something before she "leaves".

There are many ways to look at this dream and I have only presented some possibilities. Does any of this feel right?

I wish I could be more certain and offer more help.