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posted January 26, 2004 11:28 PM         

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just dropping a note to say hello, since its' been about ayear since i've been here.

and ra, a lot of your and others' analyses on some of my dreams, especially the bondage ones, have been right on the button. i've come to the realization in the last year that if i want a close relationship, to be the one giving nurturing to a person (my feminine side), I need to be vulnerable/let my guard down with people. My masculine macho side has kept my feminine side tamped down by constantly pushing people away and letting me be that caring & nurturing person. Lesson learned: If i want someone to love and give myself completely to, i need to fight my natural tendency (self preservation maybe?) to constantly push away those people closest to me. and i think that's a major factor on what ****** up my relationship with a very special person several years ago (see page 6 or 7 of the astral realm section for some of my old postings).

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posted January 27, 2004 05:13 AM         

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Hello Yasmin I remember you. You are a friend of Amanda's, right?

I wish you well in working out this balance.

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