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JustAmanda
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posted August 26, 2004 09:26 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for JustAmanda     Edit/Delete Message
yet another weird one...from last night...

My husband and I were on a boat, driving on a lake, to his grandmother's funeral. They had it on a boat dock at the lake nearby. All the homes around the dock were trailers that floated on water. His grandfather was there ( who is dead in real life) and he was waving to all of us. Then his uncle sang a song.

Then, I went inside the trailer hooked to the dock and there were lots of kittens and puppies inside. The bigger animals were outside. Someone came in behind me and left the door open and they all got out. A larger dog was hurting one of the kittens and we found all the kittens but not the puppies.

Then, my sister Cathy was there and she was yelling at me for being mean to Richard. She said she hated the way I bossed him around...

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posted August 26, 2004 01:46 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Mayfair     Edit/Delete Message
I hope you dont mind my commenting on this.*bites lip nervously*

I get a sense of isolation for this. You want to protect but aren't feeling like you do enough perhaps. But in this all you feel like you are alone with your family perhaps watching from the sidelines, some supporting and others not so happy about what you are feeling or contemplating maybe.

But thats just a bit of what I get a feeling of.
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Ra
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posted August 28, 2004 07:03 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ra     Edit/Delete Message
Nice Mayfair

All of the water suggests deep movements of energy at work, churning up emotional material.

btw - is your husband's grandmother still with us?

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JustAmanda
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posted August 29, 2004 02:58 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for JustAmanda     Edit/Delete Message
Mayfair! So happy to see you hear! And of course, you can comment in my posts at any time!!! Never be nervous!

There has definitely been some crazy energy going on lately with me...and the need to control certain situtations that seem to get away from me...hence those kittens and puppies getting away. So I'd say your thoughts are right on target!

Ra, yes, his grandmother is still alive...

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Ra
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posted September 01, 2004 05:47 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ra     Edit/Delete Message
I am reluctant to say it, but ... premonition? With your history, could be. At the least, there are definately suggestions concerning an end (funeral), underlying emotional material (houses on water), and situations out of your control. What bothers me is the larger dog hurting the kitten, and then not finding all the puppies. The kittens/puppies could represent your children (and I could be very wrong about that) in addition to out-of-control energies. And I cannot help but to recall your previous "skeletons" dream ... could they be related?

I truly do not wish to add to any anxieties you already have, so remember that what I have said are only possibilities, not definates. Just be aware, that's all.

Walk in Peace

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JustAmanda
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posted September 01, 2004 09:08 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for JustAmanda     Edit/Delete Message
Well, after the dream I had last night, who can tell...last night I dreamt that I was at the beach in a condo with my daughters and nephews and their girlfriends...my husband was there too. He had just come in from the grocery store, but he wanted a particular kind of frozen pizza for dinner. It was nighttime, and he decided to go back out to get it from the store. I was very afraid for him to go and begged him not to. It was storming outside and we were preparing to leave the next day, because of the weather.

He insisted on going and I was terrified. Sometime during the dream 2 young men and a pregnant girl were trying to get into our condo --they were evil people and I was scared to death of them. So, this, coupled with the storm had me in tears with terror...I was even crying in my sleep. Well, he left to go and Sarah my youngest daughter fell asleep on the living room floor. Emily the oldest, heard people coming and we feared those people coming back, I looked out the window, the living room had a sliding glass door and the shades were open, and I saw the pregnant girl coming up the steps outside, she was in a nightgown and kept looking behind her...she looked frightened but I was more scared. I ran over to the door and locked it, and drew the shades down....the lights were out except for the tv. She knocked on the door and I motioned for Emily to grab Sarah and take her in the back. When she picked her up she started to wake up and when I got to the back bedrooms, she was crying and crying.

Then, I walked out into the hallway and turned the light on and noticed something all over the walls. I looked down and it was little worms, like inch worms. I turned around and a maid was there and I complained to her about them. She said she would take care of them and left. I kept warning everyone in the condo to be careful of those worms...they were sickening, all over the wall.

Then, I went out to the grocery store looking for Richard, could not find him but watched a robbery inside the store. The robber was one of the guys who tried to get inside our condo. I was then back in the condo and it was the next day, I was trying to pack really quick, we had to get out of there, and I went into the hallway and the worms were all dead and laying all the floor. Everyone kept walking through them with barefeet and I was fussing about it. I woke up feeling like I had actually been running around and was actually crying...

I'm unnerved to say the least.

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posted September 01, 2004 08:56 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ra     Edit/Delete Message
That is an awful dream. You poor dear.

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posted September 01, 2004 11:07 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for JustAmanda     Edit/Delete Message
I'm praying for MUCH BETTER dreams tonight! Oh better yet...NONE!

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JustAmanda
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posted September 02, 2004 09:03 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for JustAmanda     Edit/Delete Message
As was prayed, so it was heard and I had much better dreams last night...most of them are kinda muddled, but I have been having a recurring dream about one of my bosses. In it we are always laughing and hugging each other. We do laugh alot at work, so it's a nice dream...kinda odd that I keep dreaming the same kind of sequences, as far as hugging and such...but who can tell what that is...at least it's better than waking up crying!

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posted September 08, 2004 09:43 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ra     Edit/Delete Message
That is much better.

Unfortunately, the "hugging and such" is probably compensation for a lack of in waking life. At least that is what the dream from 9/01 would suggest. I almost hate to write my thoughts about that dream after your pleasant ones, but its now or never (or at least much later). Sooo ...

The dream from 9/01

Your husband does things you do not understand and it concerns you, or rather the implications make you concerned for the relationship. Perhaps you worry that what he wants is not at home. You do not feel secure. I think the pregnant girl is a reflection of self - you want something new, but are afraid to "let it in". You are also concerned for the security/well-being of your children.

You do what you can, trying to shed light upon the darkness around you, only to find yourself surrounded by "sickening" energies - anxiety, fear, emotional turmoil.

Your emotional and/or physical needs (grocery store) are not being met, in fact you feel as if you are being "robbed" of them due to the mental/emotional/physical absence of your husband. Anxiety grips you at times and it doesn't help that the difficult emotions you bear are being discounted, ignored, and "walked" over.

... makes me want to cry.

Amanda, if anyone deserves some really good compensating dreams, you do. At least your sleeping hours would provide a little reprieve, and some good emotions. Bless you. Keep praying.

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JustAmanda
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posted September 09, 2004 09:53 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for JustAmanda     Edit/Delete Message
Ra...that is exactly how I feel...it is explains it so well. And I don't know what to do about it...

I want things to be different with me and Richard...I want the old us to come back...but I cannot move past so many things...and honestly, he has gone from one end of the spectrum to the other as far as relationship wise...I just don't know how to regain my trust of him, or my unfailing love...I live under a cloud of suspicion all the time--in that I suspect him of things...and I don't know how to stop myself. And he does not return the affections that I am DYING for, YEARNING for. Not like I want him to. Giving me a peck on the cheek or a peck on the lips and a quick hug just is not meeting what I need emotionally, physically or spiritually. I do not feel connected to him at all. I feel as if we are nothing more than roommates. And I've tried leaving him but always end up coming back, due to manythings...I don't want to live alone, I don't want to have to struggle...I don't want to deal with a lawyer and court etc, I don't have the money for all that, I don't want to listen to his family whining about me leaving...furthermore...it would KILL me to see him with someone else...I cannot give him the freedom to be with someone else..even though I'm not so certain he really wants to be with me. I guess he does. Maybe out of duty...responsibility, or lack of courage to get out on HIS own? I'm so wrapped up in this diseased relationship. I guess what I'm really saying here is if he would prove to me that he feels the same way, I could open back up so deeply in love with him...but I'm scared to death to do it, because every time I do, something bad happens that hurts even more...is that what love/marriage is supposed to be like? Maybe I've been wrong about what it all means...

I don't know what to do Ra...I simply do not know what to do anymore...

and never hesitate in telling me what you think because like this, it helps me so much to be able to put my emotions into words...

*hugs*

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posted September 09, 2004 10:57 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Suzume     Edit/Delete Message
Hey Amanda,

I feel alot of emotion when reading what you write. Without meaning to you reach out to me. I really hope things work out for you, and I believe they will.

Good things happen to good people.

Just keep on believing and knowing you deserve what you want and everything will work out for the better.

Good luck.

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