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posted September 24, 2004 05:49 PM         

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I am still 'intrigued' by part of a dream I had a few nights ago. I wanted to say troubled.. but I am not troubled by it, I simply find it interesting and it stuck with me.
The dream was normal, and wasn't leading the same place I thought it would, all of a sudden, I became aware of a large 'pimple' or infection, right on my face.. I mean, in my waking life, I have the occasional bouts of adult acne.. but it is average, and under control... not something that I would think should affect my psyche...
well.. in the dream, it grew large and *I'm gonna get gross* popped all over.It was quite ...um.... alot. I was surprised that it was so suddenly 'extracted'.. I made a comment that I was glad it was popped finally, and that I knew there was infection.. there had to be.
I was relieved, not disgusted or embarassed. The emotion was one similar to other issues in past dreams.. the ones I seem to remember, and post, anyhow.. it was 'cleansing'.
And it directly correlates to an interesting happening in my waking life as well.

I wanted an opinion... Do you take this to be a good thing? A cleansing? Or a gross one... a purging of sorts that paves the way for more infection?
Just curious. I am pretty sure I know what this represents.. but I wanted to bounce things around, to gain further knowledge.

Ra~ I miss you! Hope all is well.

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posted September 26, 2004 10:42 PM         

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Seems to me, as if you have just gotten over something that had been troubling you recently?

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posted September 28, 2004 04:27 AM         

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Suzume

Hello Ms. Pixie, all is well. I have simply been unable to get on-line, and to be honest, have not been "feeling" the dreams like I usually do. Just as well I suppose, since I would not have had time to post anyway ... so anyway ...

In your case, I would say this is a good thing, a cleansing, yes. You have released something ... something emotional? It has been "in your face" and now it is gone, or at least the emotion attached to it.

Make sense?

Walk in Peace

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posted September 29, 2004 04:29 PM         

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The Awesome in this world (and beyond this world) cannot sustain their awesomeness at all times.. it is cyclical.. it'll come back. It is hibernating. Allowing you to focus on what is important in your own long term.. not necessarily others.... Not that your own needs should take the place of others.... they are synergistic. When you come in, you will come in like great walls of insight with such power and beauty, we will all see it and be moved. You are and will always be.. awesome.
Good luck...

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posted September 30, 2004 04:04 AM         

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Thanks Pixie.

You are very perceptive, and I appreciate your words. I was telling someone about this just yesterday and used the same word - cyclic.

You are awesome.

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posted October 01, 2004 01:26 AM         

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Oh yes, let's do this back and forth awesome thing, but I will still win... YOU are awesome. But okay, I rock a bit too.... In fact, the word 'cycles' really popped out at me, so I had to include it after reading your response, rather than commenting on my dream.
To actually comment on my dream.... yeah.. emotional issues have been clarified. But in their wake *as is the case with these weeds that tangle* more have surfaced, and are calling for answer. This whole Saturn return thing is bringing so much to me. Some things are challenging, but it is amazing to me how I can open up to experience things that I wouldn't have considered two years ago.
Growing 'up' is growing within as well. Maybe a little downwards too. Being completely spiritual would be easier sometimes. But I must travel in this package, *most times anyway* so I am happy to 'feel' both emotionally and physically.
No more pimple dreams at least. *yuck*

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posted October 01, 2004 03:54 AM         

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Just keep popping them.

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posted October 01, 2004 04:16 AM         

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...doesn't poping cause it to get worse, or is that a myth?

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posted October 01, 2004 12:38 PM         

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>>>> mostly not a myth <<<<

but in this case, it works.
It is a matter of physically forcing the bacteria downwards, and out, under the surface of your skin, which creates more cysts... but in this case, the pimple *pustule* burst of its own accord....... and it was a good thing.

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posted October 01, 2004 05:22 PM         

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eeeewwww...

shouldn't have said anything...please never repeat that again.

cheers

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posted October 02, 2004 01:17 AM         

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Okay.. next time I'll talk about a simple culture, like yeast......
Kidding...... kidding!!!!!

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posted October 02, 2004 02:22 AM         

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Lol, Pixie.

Your in a band no?

I wish I was, I play guitar (not to well might I add) but love music.

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posted October 02, 2004 03:10 AM         

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Yeppers, got to get up for a Saturday practice tomorrow morning too.... eek!
I am silly, I need sleep. But I am endlessly fascinated with my home here at LL, and I find it hard to tune out, once I have tuned in.. I am trying to catch up after having the nerve to actually go out on a date tonight!!! Nothing too exciting... movie.. *Shaun of the Dead.. very funny. Satirical. but also, quite and oddly scary and touching.

Blah blah blah...
yeah, I'm in a band.. I sing. Wanna see ? http://groups.msn.com/LindalandPhotoShop/pixpixspix.msnw?action=ShowPhoto&PhotoID=334
I have a few in there if you want to browse. Bad quality.. and I will add more later.. Hallowe'en ones... I'll be in a corset I believe.. should be fun!!!

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posted October 02, 2004 04:02 AM         

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Oh thats so awsome. My new hero.

Your very pretty, hey what sort of songs do you sing? what music intrests you?

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posted October 02, 2004 04:05 AM         

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What times are you on chat......

I'm from Ausy so if you no anything about our times please desifer for me, but anyways I would love to talk with u sumtime.

Everytime i'm on our chat i'm all alone...with no one left beside meeeee...my troubles are all....

ok i'll stop now

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