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Topic: Strange dream... very vivid
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Aquarian Girl
Knowflake Posts: 201
From: San Francisco, CA
Registered: Aug 2004
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posted November 05, 2004 06:42 PM
 
OK... I was in my neighbourhood. My ex-husband is not in my dream at all, but I lost my wedding ring, my engagement ring and my wallet. Now, I didn't care at all about my wedding and engagement ring, I was aware that I lost them, but I just expressed no concern over it, but somehow I met the person who found my wallet and they said "oh, I dropped it by your house, all your money is still in there"... but I didn't live at that house anymore. So I go by to ask for my wallet and it's this old Italian couple, I don't know why that is in my dream, but yeah. They give me my wallet all nicey nicey... but no money in it. I'm like "I spoke to the person that dropped it by, he left the money in it, where's my money?"... and she's yelling and sneering at me in Italian, basically saying, get lost, theres no money in your wallet and swearing at me. then she threatened that the old guy would beat me up if I kept bothering them. This is where it gets weird. Somehow I have a son and he looks about 10 in my dream and he's so beautiful, he's blonde (I have a son with golden blonde hair? um.. I guess) and just the most adorable little boy ever. Well, somehow this creepy couple steal him from me! They steal him and won't give him back! And in my dream, I need money to get to the police and I have none cause they stole that too and I'm walking the streets, wailing about this child and I even went back to the creepy couple and they threatened me some more and wouldn't give the child back and then they built a huge fence, like a fortress around their house and I'm wailing and wailing looking for my son...It was very vivid and in color... however the colours were dull... except for this boys hair which I remember as being just radiantly golden. There seems to be a lot of symbolism within the dream which I can't decipher... My new boyfriend is blonde, not radiantly so (lol), but dark blonde, so I think maybe there is a connection there and maybe I'm terrified someone will steal him from me... Because, in real life I'm not divorced yet, so maybe thats why I lost my wedding and engagement ring in my dream, but I didn't care? I just wanted my money and then I realized I lost the child and then I had lost everything, I had nothing. ? I haven't had such a vivid dream that shook me up after I awoke for awhile. Also, a really strange thing happened the night before... I awoke at about 3am and I was just laying in bed... when a figure opened my door silently and crouched beside my bed. I was terrified! I kept trying to open my mouth to ask what they want and I couldn't talk... and it just crouched there by my bed, it was in the shape and size of a man... finally I somehow opened my mouth and in this petrified voice I asked "who are you? what do you want?"... and I wanna say he disappeared? Or maybe I realized it was just the way the shadow was falling that made it look like someone was there, but they really weren't? At first, I thought it was my roommate and I wasn't scared, but when it crouched by my bed I realized it wasn't her and thats when I got scared. I remember watching the door open and a figure come in! I didn't think it was a ghost or an astral figure, I thought it was my roommate! But when I finally spoke... it somehow... disappeared into the shadows. Really bizarre. IP: Logged |
Ra
Moderator Posts: 3282
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Registered: Apr 2001
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posted November 06, 2004 04:25 AM
Hello Aquarian Girl  There is a lot going on in your life, isn't there? Feeling powerless? Vulnerable? Confused? I will have a look at your dream as soon as possible.  IP: Logged |
Aquarian Girl
Knowflake Posts: 201
From: San Francisco, CA
Registered: Aug 2004
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posted November 06, 2004 08:04 PM
Thanks, I'm looking forward to it. I've been examining it myself, not sure what conslusions to come to yet.IP: Logged |
Aquarian Girl
Knowflake Posts: 201
From: San Francisco, CA
Registered: Aug 2004
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posted November 07, 2004 11:43 PM
http://www.freakydreams.com/ This is actually a pretty good site... it kinda of picked the same themes out that you did Ra. IP: Logged |
Ra
Moderator Posts: 3282
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Registered: Apr 2001
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posted November 11, 2004 04:30 AM
"Because, in real life I'm not divorced yet, so maybe thats why I lost my wedding and engagement ring in my dream, but I didn't care? "Precisely. You have released the marriage (rings), it matters not. Now you are dealing with issues concerning your identity (wallet) and personal power/energy/resources (money). You feel you have lost some part of yourself, some part of your identity, and may be having feelings of inadequacy (money stolen from you). The "golden" boy represents your developing masculine aspects (in the absence of husband, your masculine aspects increase) which you may be having difficulty maintaining ... you feel inadequate in your new role, out of balance, and helpless at times, probably especially when it comes to your son. The huge fence represents the barriers, the obstacles that you must break through/overcome in this experience. They are daunting and intimidating, and you feel lost and helpless in their shadow. It is only temporary.  ... about the figure in your room ...  creepy. IP: Logged | |
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