posted November 10, 2004 02:13 PM         

I'll have a look as soon as possible.

posted November 12, 2004 02:44 PM         

Both of these dreams have nearly identical meanings ...

First dream ~~ Your life is going along quite nicely when all of a sudden you are surprised by (car-jacked) someone's anger towards you (gun to head), which you quickly try to avoid.

Have you "dodged a bullet" lately?

Are you feeling all mixed up about something? (misplaced products)

Who or what are you suspicious of? (know they are lying)

What has you feeling impaired, handicapped, dis-abled? (girl in wheelchair)

Do you feel as if you are being "forced" to act like something you are not? Have another's views/beliefs/attitudes been imposed upon you? (forced to try on clothes)

Is there something attractive about it, yet also something you know or feel may not be right? (compelled to try clothes on/scared of being caught)

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Second dream ~~ Again, there is something or someone who is not acting in your best interest, and yet you are curious, or "slightly attracted". (kissing him but don't like him) It could be that you have misled someone (feel guilty/accused of deceit) and are now hiding from the truth (people in yellow), or that someone has misled you and you are hiding/running from them out of caution or fear (yellow). Which is it?

You are afraid of attracting attention to yourself while trying to leave this situation (scared to climb fence) and would much rather "dig your way out" inconspicuously, unnoticed.

Again, there is mistrust (you don't believe them) in someone/thing and you need to escape it. The process of the "escape" may take you on an emotional (water) ride, but there is light at the end of the tunnel (all anxiety gone).

There is developing feminine power/energy (kitten) within you that is close to awareness - but not quite (black). This could be in the form of intuition, feeling, reception, etc.

OR, in the end, you have escaped, but not learned. Perhaps you are ignoring the intuition, the feeling, that is trying to tell you something (black kitten). Perhaps you have chosen to ignore the reality (Paris Hilton). Which is it?

Which parts of this make sense, and which do not fit? There are a couple of ways to see some of the symbols, so I could have some things mixed up or reversed.

posted November 14, 2004 10:37 PM         

In the first dream this has some significance because of my attraction to Keifer Sutherland yet he is portrayed as a bad man in my dreams. And someone I'm scared of. This may be because I feel a lot of uncertainty and sometimes fear with men. But I also do wish to have relationships with them. I've never had a real relationship with a man... including my father,stepfather,grandfather. I've known them but have been abandoned emotionally and let down somehow by all of them. In many ways I've been left handicap like the girl in the wheelchair. This fear of being left handicap has caused me extreme anxiety with having relationships. It has also caused me to run...

I feel deceptive because despite my fear I still wish to attract men. And when I do attract them I later find a way to evade certain situations(escape/run) out of fear and uncertainty that I feel. Sometimes I'm nervous to be looked at because of the sexual anxiety (climbing under the fence but not over) Maybe I should seek therapy because of the distress it has caused me. I really don't know.

The kitten was symbolic of a female anima, like you said. I believe the kitten was me. I haven't grown into my sexuality yet and I still feel most comfortable being a young girl (kitten). But Paris Hilton is what I portray myself as. I want to look the part of a sexy woman and attract admirers but inside it causes me anxiety.

The waterslide is something that interested me also because the more I think about it the more it reminds me of falopian tubes. Again, a female symbol. Maybe I was being born again and cleansed of some fear in this dream. Even though my encounters have taken me on a wild ride emotionally. There was light at the end of the tunnel/fallopian tube-like water slide. And in the end I felt comfortable in Paris Hilton's house (symbolic of sex) I'm still transitioning into feeling comfortable with owning my sexuality as a woman. Even though I'm fearful at times there is hope that the fear will subside someday.

posted November 17, 2004 05:20 AM         

Perhaps your dreams will reveal more.