posted November 10, 2004 08:13 AM         

I remember being at a house on a lake, but somehow, it was in the middle of London. It was right after Princess Diana's death, and I was looking for my 'friend', Prince William. But when I got into the house, (which was kinda playhouse-like and a bit shabby and old) I realized that it wasn't the 'real' Prince William, it was an actor who was playing him in a biopic. I apparently had been friends with him for years, and he, (actor) Prince Harry and myself were all hanging out at the house, like it was a long weekend or a summer holiday. Even though I *knew* they were actors, we all acted as if they were really the Princes, and I asked them questions as if they were. We talked about the Princess, and the Queen, and their dad...and how they felt about Camilla. I was some kind of posh royalty myself, not sure what 'title' i held, but I was like, a duchess or something that would have grown up in a 'proper' way, and known them since we were kids.

Next thing I know, I'm talking to Lomana Lua Lua, a striker for Portsmouth Football Club, and we're really hitting it off. He says to me (in his west-african accent) ''umm, an american girl with blonde hair and a great behind. I think I'm in love... should we get out of here?'' And I'm actuallly considering it... but then I look over to William and Harry, and decide he should just stay there with us and have a beer. Then a whole bunch of football players show up, and it's a party. I'm having a really good time, but I keep looking over at 'William', and he looks really sad. I go over to talk to him, and he says: ''look, I know what my duty is, and I know you have your own agenda, but I just want you to know, we should be together.'' I knew he was right, but I could do nothing about it, I had a duty of my own to fulfill, and I knew I would never be allowed to marry him, as he would be the future king, and I didn't think I could hack it in the spotlight like that.

The weird part was that even thought I *knew* it all wasn't real, I was really just me, and they were just actors, I was so caught up in it all, that a huge part of me thought it was *real*. But prince or not, I did know that I loved him, and that I had for a long time, I just knew it was meant to be....

Anyways, that's about it... I don't really remember the ending, but that stuff is the core of the dream, and how I felt about it.

Anyone who can shed some light on this, much love!!

posted November 12, 2004 03:58 AM         

What have you recently gotten "caught up in" that seemed to be becoming real, yet in the back of your mind you were not quite sure? Has someone (or situation) been pretending to be important, and you want it to be true?

posted November 12, 2004 08:26 PM         

Actually, I've been thinking the opposite, rather something that i pretended was important for a long time has shown itself (over the past month or so especially) to be completely false and ridiculous. Not really sure what to make of this dream to be quite honest, all I do know is that when I woke up, I was really happy and content, as it seemed to finish with me knowing I was with 'Prince William'....

If you need further clarification, let me know. Thanks again, luv.