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posted January 06, 2005 04:24 PM         

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Hi all, it's been a long time since I have had a dream that I could remember! So, here goes.

I was at a Sr. High School and new. I was the same age I am now. There were a lot of girls there and a few boys. The girls were viciuos and I became very violent against them. Of course, being chased, hit etc. But I hit back and was more violent than I ever imagined violent is in waking life. Any way I was trying to find my way out of the school and the grounds but came across many obstacles. All the while, pulling my teeth out, and spitting blood at everyone! At one point, I was running down some stairs and at the landing was a little girl, too young to be in that school. She looked at the group of people that were ganging up on me and said "She doesn't want to hurt anyone, she just wants to go home." Everyone backed off and I continued down the stairs and thought to myself casually, oh, that was Sheaa. I continued on my way home, but woke up before I got there.
Any way Sheaa, I was wondering if as a child you had long brown very slightly wavey hair, and liked to embroider. (you were embroidering quietly when I saw you in the dream) You were also wearing a light pink short sleeve blouse and light blue capris. You also had a brown puppy or stuffed animal with you. You were sitting under a window on the floor. I thought it was odd that all those teenage bullies stopped in their tracks when they saw an 8 year old!
Any thoughts folks?
Thanks, Mary
P.S. You had my Lapis. J/K!

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posted January 07, 2005 05:45 AM         

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Wow!! What a dream Mary!! - yeah I must've had your Lapis with me that day!!

Incredible ~ yes I would go out of my way to defend someone being bullied. Significant perhaps since I've come to a new realisation recently that mended (sewed up ) a part of me that will enable me to help others.

Now this is where it gets more interesting;

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I was wondering if as a child you had long brown very slightly wavey hair, and liked to embroider. (you were embroidering quietly when I saw you in the dream) You were also wearing a light pink short sleeve blouse and light blue capris. You also had a brown puppy or stuffed animal with you. You were sitting under a window on the floor.

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I did have wavy long brown hair! I'll be moving back to my dad's within a month so I'll have to dig out a picture and scan it to see if it was me you saw

I did like to embroider ~ in fact we did picture embroiding at school with different coloured threads which I really enjoyed.

The clothes don't jog a memory, but who remembers every outfit when they were eight!

The dog / puppy! Recently I've been told I have a small dog around me still from a previous life, that I used to make flower chains for. I knew it

What a great dream ~ indeed it seems significant and wish I knew what it means - specially since details are so similar! (Apart from confronting a load of seniors in America - that I know of. I'd defend you any day Philly! )

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posted January 07, 2005 06:56 PM         

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Wow ! This is incredible.

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posted January 08, 2005 01:10 PM         

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Ra, any comments??

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posted January 08, 2005 01:13 PM         

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Sheaa,
What part of yourself have you mended that will help others?
I didn't mention this earlier because I wasn't sure what else you had in your lap. I remember now they were daffidils. I also remember you had slightly dirty, white "Keds" on, no socks. I think the puppy/small dog was a Cocker Spanial. Chocolate brown.

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posted January 08, 2005 01:29 PM         

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Interesting! I'll give it more attention when I can.

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posted January 08, 2005 01:35 PM         

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I can't wait to see if any familiar photos pop up!

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posted January 10, 2005 12:20 PM         

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Hi everyone!

Philbird ~ it gets curiouser and curiouser ~ daffodils!

Now when I was in first school aged 7/8 ~ the teacher taught us how to draw daffodils (amoungst other things) but always drew them as doodles for at least a couple of years after that! I remember being captivated by them! I used to play with the shades of colour and made sure I perfected them and mainly drew them pointing to the right. Much like this (but more kid-like )

I also adore lilys. Well all flowers actually. Flowers and candles and pretty objects!

Basically, I was recently told by the same person who mentioned the small dog, that in a past incarnation in Whitechapel, (the east end of London), I was a cockney flower girl and my dog was called Ralph. This was in Victorian times. Apparently, I used to make flower collars for him which he used to itch off with his hind legs!

I've always had an affinity with Victorian times - and Jack the Ripper. Such a strange feeling when I was told.

I'll be moving back to dad's soon and will try and get him to unearth all the baby pics of me. It won't be for a couple of weeks but I'll keep it in mind!

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Oh yeah Philbird - the part I mended; well that's part of my head - part of my heart I guess! I'm learning new things all the time which help me to heal - alot of stuff on LL actually - and this broadens my understanding of others. I can't bear seeing people in pain of any sort and want to help when I can, so it's kind of important for me to heal first

Love to you,
Sheaa

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posted January 19, 2005 02:43 AM         

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Any thoughts Ra? Have you any thoughts?

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posted January 19, 2005 01:14 PM         

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Thoughts are something I have no lack of.

To be honest, I have not been following this string, but I will have a look.

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posted January 20, 2005 02:48 AM         

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Mary, I am not sure what the connection with Sheaa is, it could depend upon how or what you think of her ... if you could use one or two words to describe her, what would they be?

As for the rest of the dream, it could suggest repressed energies/issues/events, possibly concerning some sort of childhood abuse or some other emotionally/physically/mentally tumultuous event (such as parents divorcing).

What was going on in your life when you were eight?

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posted January 20, 2005 10:35 AM         

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I feel very connected to sheaa, in a manner that I can't verbally communicate. I just feel it.
I see Sheaa as though she has a glowing white aura around her, and the color brown. (I think a reference to peasants) I thought that before I knew of a former lifetime of hers. It's interesting, I just remembered, I used to feel like a peasant because we didn't have indoor plumbing when I moved in with my father. We were poor!
My childhood? Your second paragraph, but no divorce. I moved from a very abusive foster home to a different kind of abusive home with my biological father. My school years were UGLY! I was one of those "outcasts," no one wanted to be friends with. Plus picked on a lot! I was a very PI$$ED child, but I never talked. As a child? I knew I wasn't like other kids but not in a bad way, actually in a good way. But yes I had a lot of anger inside.
Sheaa, did you have any connection, dreams, visions of green squirrels? I know it sounds silly, but I had an imaginary pet sqirrel that glowed green. I used to be locked in a closet a lot and he was my best friend! I also had a big fear of vacumme cleaners!

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posted January 20, 2005 12:42 PM         

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No wonder you had a fear of vacuums!!!!

Philbird... I am giving your inner child a big tender motherly kiss on her forehead. Then I will cradle her cheeks gently, look her straight in the eye, and your special inner child will just know she is more than ordinary and never ugly and needs this experience for bigger things one day.
As I let her cheeks go, I smile a little smile, and wink, in that way good adults have of sharing wonder of life with children.

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posted January 20, 2005 01:00 PM         

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Awwwww, Pix! Sniff, sniff. I did have a dream, but I'm not angry about this anymore. I'm totally conscious of the good that has come of the experience. (quite an imagination!)

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posted January 20, 2005 01:31 PM         

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I was a very PI$$ED child, but I never talked

That's why you were pulling out your teeth and spitting blood on everyone. I am glad you are aware of and have come to terms with your childhood experiences. Now I remember ... we talked about this before some time back.

I still do not know about Sheaa ... I see her as a reflection of child-self, but there certainly seems to be more to it.

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posted February 03, 2005 01:57 PM         

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I had to think on this awhile before replying to see how it I 'felt' about it.

When you mentioned peasants, Philly. It resounded with me somehow & with that on my mind, I went had two or three closely related instances regarding 'peasants' turn up in my life, or soul memory.

I do feel a strong link you Philly. I'm sure it has to be a past life. Unsure how though.

I didn't have any encounters with green squirrels. I did love squirrels though. They used to live in the trees just outside my house as a little girl ~ grey ones ~ red ones too, before they became extinct. I always wanted one to climb into my window because a grey one always used to sit on my sill.

I'm sorry that you has such a horrific time as a child honey

Actually there is something that just occured to me that I would prefer to email you about.

Somehow I think your childhood made you psychic, whether you were aware of it at the time, or not.

Have you had other dreams?

Love to you Philly

Thank you for the insight, Ra

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posted February 07, 2005 09:22 PM         

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Do tell about my somehow bieng psychic...I was VERY intuitive as a child, but much of this was a protection because of the poeple I was around. I HAD to be intuitive to survive. I have a bad mermory. What are you looking for? I do think the green squirrels represented some sort of radio activity, or furturistic event, not sure why he had to glow though!
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posted February 08, 2005 02:49 PM         

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Good morning!
Well this morning I was trying to meditate on you Sheaa and I had a few images...
You were definatly in Ireland, probably 18 or so. on a cliff by the ocean. It was a dark day and the ocean mist and wind were blowing a brown and dark red outfit you had on. (pesant?) There was a great loss of people, but it was something you knew was going to happen. I got the feeling you were there as an observer. This may sound to typical, but the word Atlantas kept coming up, but then again, so did aspagas! A small castle, a camp fire and a white pony.
Have fun!
Oh, I purchased a Selenite rod about three feet long form the Tucson gem show. It's from Morroco. It has been by my bed and I've been having a lot of dreams. Nothing specific. Did you ever hear of a crystal called Rhodozite? Surf the net, if you like what you see, email me! I think I have the scoop on Green Citrine... Citrine is a 7. hardness on a scale of 1-10. 10 being diamond hardness. So heat can play a big part in the color of any crystal. Citrine is a crystal.

Amber is a 2-3 hardness. It's one of the softest minerals out there, remember bugs and all kinds of things get preserved in amber and still look like tha actual bug. Amber is yellow to light brown in color. Usually jewelery isn't made out of a mineral if the hardness is less than 5. However, there are ways to make it harder, which doesn't necassarly mean it is not genuine.
I have yet to do a search for reconstituted Amber, does'nt seem to fit.
Take Care

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