posted January 18, 2005 07:33 PM         

I sent that thread to her and this was her reply, mainly regarding this from you Ra:

I think that regardless of whether or not they were "meant to be", they certainly share some sort of energy, perhaps one which can either synchronize them, or split them apart. (kinda sounds like a twin thing, huh?) Something between them is over, done, finished, some aspect of the realtionship has changed ... something else is therefore beginning. I think it is up to them to determine what kind of beginning it will be.

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Hello again!
Very interesting is the dream interpretation. Please tell Ra that he is
right. It is a new beginning, because HE and I both decided that what
went on before is finished, over. Here's why: Christmas Eve I had a
mysterious occurrence. I was alone at HIS SISTERS. I was restless, yearning,
pining. HE and I were not together at that point. He went out with
someone else for dinner that night. I looked out the sunroom window into
the night sky, and saw the brilliant moon. I beseeched the angels, called
out to them, (yes, literally, your Mum's a loony) and let myself howl at the
moon and get all the primal womanly feelings out. (the cat thought I was
nuts!) At precisely 11.20pm, I was in great spiritual and emotional pain.
It felt like someone/something was trying to rip my soul out. I knew then
that this was my darkest night of the soul, ever. I have never felt like
this before. I have no earthly words to describe the unearthly ripping out
of the soul sensation. I then sent HIM a text message asking, "What are
you doing? I'm in pain!" He didn't get the message until the following
morning, because, of course, he had his phone turned off.

The next day, Christmas Day, HE sent me a long text message. In it was
an apology. I took it to mean that he was generally sorry about the way
things turned out. I had a present for him from me, and one from HIS SISTERS
family to deliver. He said it was okay to come over. So I did. We talked.
Turns out that the text message he sent me saying sorry, was about him
being sorry that it's over with us because he had sex with ANOTHER the night
before. At precisely 11.20 pm. I crumbled and collapsed into tears of
agony. I told him I didn't know that's what he meant in the text message.
I reminded him of my text message to him the night before. 11.20 pm.

We put everything behind us and made a completely fresh start.

This occurrence cemented the fact, for me, that HE and I cannot be apart. If you like,
you can edit my story and post it out there - it is kind of spooky, don't
you think?

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I think I really should get my mum to sign up here...

posted January 19, 2005 09:36 PM         

Apparently the spent hours in each-other's arms...

Never before have they understood eachother so much!

I'm so happy for them!