posted January 20, 2005 03:21 AM         

I was once sleeping at my boyfriends house. That night I had a dream that I saw him talking to his good female friend whom I get jealous about. And he was saying sweet things to her the way he would say them to me. I confront him and they both don't seem to care.

All of a sudden out of nowhere I am in a jungle in a lagoon and there are other people there swimming and having fun. I look over and see him and her fondling eachother in the water and both don't even care that I am there. I get so mad and I just start floating on my back. I start sinking slowly and I feel that I am paralzyed and cannot move. I am not even screaming for help I am just sinking. I have never had a dream where something felt so real. I felt myself gasping for breath and as I was sinking his brother was just watching me sink. I then woke up scared and cuddled close to him.

Couple of weeks later I have another wierd dream that she is visitng in town and they go out together for a walk. I drag my cousin with me to follow him because I just want to make sure there is nothing there so I can know whether or not to move on.

On a street corner they say bye to eachother and just give eachother a regular goodbye friend kiss on the cheek. Then my dream ends.

What could this possibly mean?

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posted January 20, 2005 04:07 AM         

This is what it means ... "I am a very jealous person and I have huge problems with insecurity."

And it looks to me like your subconscious is is telling you that there is nothing to worry about ... "On a street corner they say bye to eachother and just give eachother a regular goodbye friend kiss on the cheek."

Your dream seems to be all about jealousy, insecurity, etc., just like you said. Water symbolizes the emotions in this case, so the dream reflects a "drowning" in emotion, to the point where you can do nothing. Sound familiar?

Looks like you had the answers all along.