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posted February 02, 2005 01:06 AM         

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I have been doing the usual things... and then I will catch myself in a dream-like state.. capturing the feeling from a particular dream. It is really quite pleasant.. still this small part of me wants to hold on and remember exactly.. like it is where I need to be. I wonder what is bringing this feeling about.
I hope I described it properly.
Maybe it is that whole activity centred around Sagittarius Mars and Pluto.. as my Venus and Neptune ( seems like the right planets for this sort of thing )are in Sagittarius, and further, they are in my fifth house.

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posted February 02, 2005 01:19 AM         

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That's a little like I was mentioning in the thread I was just starting, like I can catch only the smallest glimpses, and theres a whole world going on but I can't participate fully.

Coincides with this terrible vague longings I've been feeling (most likely cabin fever/lack of man in my life) but it does feel so elusive, can't put my finger on it, like if you asked me what I'm yearning for I wouldn't even be able to tell you....

I often wake from dreams I can't remember with that feeling - like the answer is right there but it slides through my fingers.....

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posted February 02, 2005 01:39 AM         

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YES!!!!!
Exactly.. a yearning!!!
A Yen.
A need I haven't been able to place, let alone fill.
This elusive, on the tip of my tongue, almost there, feeling.
Like I said , it is pleasant.

And by the way.. I hve a man in my life. Actually, a whole bunch ( no, not like that) and it doesn't matter.. I mean, it fills the time between, and it is awesome to share.. but it isn't it...

I wonder what it is?
If I find out what it is for me, I'll let you know, and vice versa, okay? Maybe we can fill up the trench a little bit, by sharing war stories? Or war solutions?

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posted February 02, 2005 01:49 AM         

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Glad you said "pleasant" Pix, gives me a new way to look at the feeling, "bittersweet" would be more accurate for me....

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posted February 02, 2005 02:03 AM         

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I've had that feeling too.. I've woken up a couple of times with a little giggle, and could never remember why I was so happy. It's a nice way to wake up though.

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posted February 02, 2005 03:58 AM         

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I think everyone here is talking about something different. Similar in ways perhaps, but different.

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posted February 02, 2005 02:14 PM         

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Ra.. you are so perceptive.
I think you are right. But even though we may be talking about different things, it is nice to share. I can actually see what they are talking about.. put myself there. As they can with my thoughts.
So That is good!

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posted February 03, 2005 04:28 AM         

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Quite!

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