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sweetlibra
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posted February 08, 2005 05:51 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for sweetlibra     Edit/Delete Message
Yesterday night i had 3 dreams at a stretch(or i felt do).It was like one dream leading to another dream.After the 3rd dream i woke up choked with emotion.

First dream(scene) is near a railway track.It cuts a road.This is the exact place where my Grandfather's sister was killed by a train(this happened 15 yrs ago).
I am waiting to cross the railway track.
Meantime i see a school kid running along the same track where a train is coming.
The tension i went through was incredible.
But some how the kid came out of track before the train hit him.
I hear announcements as if in a railway station,but its not a railway station.
Finally with much fear i decided to cross the track.
There are so many people who is doing the same.
Suddenly i fell down on the track.
I felt that train is coming and i cant make that extra feet to life.
No i felt so.But i felt that exact pain.
I reached the other side.
There were people mostly vendors.
I saw a number of strange birds on the road.(The kind of birds in Mesozoic era)
They were like domestic birds, very tamed and the size of a hen.
But when i passed a group of birds they charged on me.
They pecked all over and it was very painful.First dream ends here.

I see a strangely built house.Its night.
A girl(i remember her as the regional heroine) knocks at the door.
The door opens in a different manner, just like some whale opens mouth.!
A guy opens the door, and she enters.
Then she started undressing.She wore a lot of overcoats.
So she removes them one by one and the guy's dumbfound at her behaviour.
she does it as if nobody is watching her.
when she was about to remove the last piece of cloth, he hugs her as if to stop her.
strange that I felt her bare body.It was as if i was hugging her.
then i am lead to another scene.I can feel that its not my body which is moving.
I am tired.I feel when this night will b over.

I see my grandmothers house where i spent 18 yrs of my life.
Its darkness everywhere.
I am supposed to sleep, but i am anxiously waiting 4 something to happen.
Then suddenly see a figure storming through window.
I thought its a thief.My heart stopped for a moment.
Then i heard my aunt's shout that somebody is trying to kill her.
I came out of house.In the back of house,i see my sis throwing something at someone.
i wondered y She is crying.I expected to see the thief.
But i saw my grandmother stabbed. I said my sis to stop doing so and grandma wont leave us.
then i took my grandma in my arms.
i felt her warm breath on my face.
I cried and asked her not to leave me and i dont have anyone else.
She cried in visible pain & said she cant bear anymore.
there i woke up and found myself crying.
my grandma passed away in 2000 after much fight for life in ICU.
i felt the same pain i felt then waiting infront of ICU, hoping she'll come back to life.
even when she died i wanted her to b around me.
i dono if this dream has anything to do with it.

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Ra
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posted February 24, 2005 03:46 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ra     Edit/Delete Message
Hello sweetlibra

I didn't mean for this string to slip down so quickly without responding ... sorry. Keep in mind that this dream reflects what was going on earlier this month ...

The first dream sugests that something is ending, or there is danger or fear in something ending (place where Grandfather's sister was killed). Are you waiting for some aspect of your life to get "back on track"? Are you waiting for something in your life to pass, so you can continue? Very 'tense' situation?

It is suggested that you feel restricted, or that you are having difficulty moving into some other facet of life (hard to cross tracks). Perhaps there is a need for sustenance or more choice (vendors), but instead you are "hen-pecked" by negative thoughts/energies (group of prehistoric birds), perhaps stemming from your past in some way.

The second dream suggests that we are dealing with an unfamiliar/strange situation or aspect of self (strangely built house) and that it is either secretive or it is operating unconsciously or without your awareness (night). The odd door represents either a doorway to unconscious material or an unusual transition of some kind, perhaps involving your outer world, your public persona (front door). It seems as if you are revealing yourself (undressing), exposing/releasing layer after layer of protective personality coverings (over coats) in order to feel some needed closeness (feel her bare body) ... or perhaps this is what you need to do.

The third dreamlet could be telling us that the above-mentioned issues have their origins in the death of your grandmother. The dream begins in a place of security, a feeling of home (grandmother's house), yet against the backdrop of unawareness or unconscious/hidden material (darkness everywhere). It reflects the sudden entering of material into your awarenss, ina startling manner (figure storming through window), and the ending of past security/care/love (somebody trying to kill aunt). There is emotion, sadness, concerning the situation (she is crying). This part of the dream indicates that you are healing from this event, it reflects the process of healing or recovering from your grandmother's death, a very natural and normal part of the process, even after five years. The dream suggests that a change occurred in you at this time, and all of the issues hinted at in the previous dreamlets are related to this event.

What do you think?

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sweetlibra
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posted February 25, 2005 09:05 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for sweetlibra     Edit/Delete Message
Absolutely marvelous Ra..
I was doing everything these dreams suggested..
right from shedding protective layers to healing process.
i was helping a friend to come out of a pit.
in that process i helped myself out
everything's so wonderful now and i cant describe how much you helped me in my struggle..
Hugs & kisses Ra

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Ra
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posted February 26, 2005 04:14 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ra     Edit/Delete Message
Thank you.

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