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JustAmanda
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posted February 15, 2005 09:02 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for JustAmanda     Edit/Delete Message
Last night/early this morning, I dreamt about watching a tv show with Richard, but then it becames real...I was watching a man named Baxter, and he was in love with a girl, like a show girl, well, he took her and 3 other people, and he put them in this elevator thing, that had a key and it was locked. An evil spirit let them out and he was telling them all kinds of stuff but I can't remember what. Then, I was watching the police, they went into this room, like a basement room, and there was blood everywhere. Baxter had murdered all those people and then killed himself. But, not just murdered them, he butchered them. Pieces of them were everywhere and he had used their blood and wrote BAX on a curtain...when I saw it I knew it was Baxter.

Then, I was walking out and passed a choir room, where all these people were in there singing...3 people that I knew in my dream, were there, and they came out. The grabbed my hands and we walked outside. One of them was a man and his name was Nicky. Nicky was a vampire, and he had bitten me but it didn't take on me. I didn't turn into one. And it healed and I was fine. I was telling Nicky not to be afraid because I was going to protect him and the other people with him.

Then, I went back inside this place, and there were people in rooms, some praying, some singing etc...I realized they were Satan worshippers, but EVIL ones. They were singing that God is dead--one of them was a middle aged man and he was singing a part about God being dead. I said, why do you say that? And he said, look at me! Look at this BODY that God gave me. It's horrible! THIS is what life is all about? I want immortal life! And everyone in the room with him was saying immortal life over and over again. All of a sudden, a demon like figure came out of a curtain and it was a woman and she devoured him right in front of me!

I started to run trying to get free and I ran past a choir room. I walked in there and all of a sudden there were men and women behind me. The choir leader said, oh yes, look, your brides and grooms are here. The choir members started picking their brides and grooms from the people behind me! One man walked up to me, he was about my age, blonde short hair, his face was smooth, and he smelled wonderful...he was wearing a cream colored sweater and he was French. He said to me "ah, you are the one" and he hugged me...my cheek rubbed against his and I thought "man, I can like this!" and he let me kiss him...but then he said, "now, let me kiss you like you need" and he put his mouth over mine. He started blowing in my mouth, because he was trying to blow his soul into my body and in doing so, blow my soul OUT. I fought him a bit and had like mind powers or something where I told him to stop...he did so, and started to bite my neck, and he saw the marks from Nicky. He threw me to the ground and yelled out to the head leader, "This one is tarnished! Get me another!" and the leaders were squabbling about while everyone gasped around me. I said "No no, it's just Nicky and it didn't take, it didn't work!"

Then they were trying to kill me, and I was trying to hide, I was watching the leader who was a woman demon and she kept changing shapes...she also was behind a black curtain and was moving all along it, then other people were behind the curtain and they were whispering about me...I grabbed hold of one of their arms and began twisting it, and it was like a coat hanger...I realized it was daytime outside, and they couldn't go out...one of them had a hold of my fingers, and I jerked away and ran to the door to the outside...

it was sunny and very bright...and I woke up...the clock read 3am.

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Ra
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posted February 15, 2005 02:44 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ra     Edit/Delete Message
I'll read over this as soon as I can.

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posted February 18, 2005 01:17 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Suzume     Edit/Delete Message
lol my friend Baxy, his name is Bax and gets called Baxter all the time, and three is my fav number... *Twighlight muzic*

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posted February 18, 2005 11:43 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for JustAmanda     Edit/Delete Message
*still hiding under the covers*

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posted February 19, 2005 04:06 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ra     Edit/Delete Message
I'm sorry Amanda, I'm trying to get to it.

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posted February 19, 2005 07:21 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for JustAmanda     Edit/Delete Message
oh it's ok Ra! I was responding more to the person who has a friend named Bax...

no rush!!

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posted February 22, 2005 04:31 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ra     Edit/Delete Message
Hello Amanda

I've read over this dream several times and have begun to make a few notes ...

Amanda, has your relationship been pretty, um, bad lately?

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posted February 22, 2005 04:32 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ra     Edit/Delete Message
... and any ideas where the names 'Baxter' and/or 'Nicky' came from?

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posted February 22, 2005 08:51 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for JustAmanda     Edit/Delete Message
Ra, may I email you?

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posted February 22, 2005 01:16 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ra     Edit/Delete Message
Of course.

ra@linda-goodman.com

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posted February 22, 2005 03:43 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for JustAmanda     Edit/Delete Message
Thank you...I just sent it...

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posted February 23, 2005 02:13 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ra     Edit/Delete Message
Amanda, I received your e-mail, but of course mine does not want to cooperate at the moment so I can't respond yet. Thank you for sharing that. I will write you as soon as I can.

With your situation in mind, can you see how this dream is a reflection of it? I'll make a few points on it, in a general sense, soon.

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posted February 23, 2005 03:10 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for JustAmanda     Edit/Delete Message
Oh I'm glad you got it Ra...can't wait to get your response...

and yes...in certain ways I can see it..complete turmoil...and fear of the past, present and future events...it's a difficult pill to swallow...I choke on it daily.

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posted February 28, 2005 11:56 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ra     Edit/Delete Message
Hello Amanda

The first scene seems to say that your husband loves you, but that his perception of what love is may not be a healthy form of it ... he may love you but he treats you otherwise. The situation is draining the life (blood) from you and is tearing you apart (butchered).

There is a need for harmony in your life (choir room/singing), which "Nicky" can seemingly provide, although all is not right with "Nicky".

Faced with the 'sinful'/'evil' situation (Satan worshippers) concerning your husband, you feel that there is no hope (God is dead), and you have become dissatisfied with material/physical life (body is horrible). Your husband has been "devoured" by the evils of internet interaction, he has been consumed by it.

The rest of the dream reflects the situation you found yourself in after things just got terrible with your husband, and the guilt associated with it (you are tarnished) ... do you see what I mean? You know who the Frenchman represents ... the woman demon keeps changing because she represents the "many faces" on the internet ... she is behind the black curtain because this situation is secret/hidden ... you see?

If there is anything else about the dream you don't understand, please let me know and I'll e-mail you my thoughts, along with a response to the e-mail you already sent me. Sorry I haven't replied yet, but I will.

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posted March 01, 2005 05:36 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for JustAmanda     Edit/Delete Message
Ra....this is the most amazing interpretation that you've ever done for me...it fits perfectly...

I'm just astonished...and speechless...thank you sooooooooooooooooo much..and I was right...God DID put you in my life for a reason.....

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posted March 01, 2005 02:04 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ra     Edit/Delete Message
... and you in mine.

I really only scratched the surface with what I said ... didn't want to get too personal. I was hoping it would be enough so that you could put some of the other pieces together. Let me know if you need any futher explanations.

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