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Topic: My suicide
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Suzume
Knowflake Posts: 199
From: Australia
Registered: Sep 2004
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posted March 08, 2005 10:31 PM
 
I was at my old highschool and there was poeple everywhere. I saw two kids running and next to them a friend of mine who was recently killed in a motorbike accident. He was a ghost and his first name was Ashley(if thats any help). Kids were telling me they could see him and new he was dead and i was agreeing saying i also could see him.the dream changed and i had become a ghost but didn't understand how. I was walking along a bridge and sitting on the birdge was my x gf and her boyfriend. They said hello and said something i found offensive so i kept walking. i got to a barrier i couldn't get past and was told that because i was dead i could only visit places i had been to in my life. i struggled to get past the rbarrier coz i wanted to see a girl i have recently had a fight with in real life. I wanted to see her but couldn't because she had moved out of my reach. I was zoomed back to a bridge, and a man was telling me this is where i had killed myself. I wanted to jump from the bridge so bad. I'm back with another one lol. How are you doing RA? I've been busy with school and stuff. This dream really spun me out i feel it has alot to do with recent events like my way of understanding what happened. hope you can get to it soon. :P have a good one IP: Logged |
Ra
Moderator Posts: 3818
From:
Registered: Apr 2001
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posted March 09, 2005 03:55 AM
I'm glad you have a good sense of humor ... and that you are so patient with me. I don't know what happened to your other string.  Sorry. I'll find my notes and resurrect it, at least long enough to comment on those other dreams.
As for now ... Going through some kind of change, or wishing to get out of some situation? What, or who, is "out of your reach"? I'll get back to this soon. Very interesting dream.   IP: Logged |
Suzume
Knowflake Posts: 199
From: Australia
Registered: Sep 2004
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posted March 10, 2005 03:19 AM
i was dating this girl and i went to sydney to see her for her birthday and we had a fight she left me standing at the mardi gras which was still fun with one of her friends and i was really upset. I haven't really talked to her since, thats the girl who's out of my reach.IP: Logged |
Suzume
Knowflake Posts: 199
From: Australia
Registered: Sep 2004
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posted March 10, 2005 08:49 PM
I was in a play which somebody had volenteered me for. I was happy about it because i got to see my x girlfriend Jess who was doing backstage work. When I ran intoher she hugged me for a long time, before i was called to do the play. A kid was very fond of me and i felt like i had to do the play even though i didn't want to. i hadn't rehearsed and wasn't sure what i had to do. I realised I was playing a female "Lysander" Who is out of Mid Summer Nights Dream. I didn't want to play the part and was going to run away wen the man running the show cornered me. I asked him if i looked okay, or if he wanted me to change out of my jeans and into the formal dress. He pointed to my shirt and told me to change it, he said the dress would be to formal, and said i needed a knew hairdo as well then brushed me aside and walked away. I looked at myself.Note: I havent read Mid Summer Nights dream for a very long time. :P IP: Logged |
Ra
Moderator Posts: 3818
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Registered: Apr 2001
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posted March 16, 2005 04:25 AM
The first dream seems to reflect an out-dated part of yourself (ghost), like an attitude, behaviour, thought or memory, which is causing you to feel restricted in some way (couldn't move past barrier). It could be suggested that there is something about yourself that you do not like, that you want to change - this part of you is the barrier, and why the other girl is "out of reach". It could also be suggested that you are in a situation that you want to get out of.The bridge connects past and present, old situation (ex girlfriend) and present (girl you want to see). It indicates that there is some common factor between old relationships and problems with new ones. Is the bridge over water? If so, it could indicate that your hang-up/problem has to do with avoiding emotional energies. What do you think? The second dream ... Are you doing something you don't want because you feel obligated? Or maybe you are doing it for somewhat selfish reasons, or for someone else? As a piece of clothing, and thus a covering, a shirt can represent a covering of emotions, or covering up of emotions. Is there an emotional situation in your life that needs to be changed? Or perhaps you need to change the way you relate to, and thus feel about, a situation? Hair can relate to thoughts/ideas/intellect (as well as appearance). Do you need to change the way you are thinking about a situation? Do you need to "take a look at yourself"? Do you feel inadequate, self-conscious, or ill-prepared about something? This could be about relationship/work/school, not sure which one. Which one? or both? or neither?  IP: Logged | |
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