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Topic: fighting back
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archangelgabby411
Knowflake Posts: 78
From: orlando,florida,usa
Registered: Feb 2004
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posted April 17, 2005 06:42 PM
 
I had a dream I was in a huge church and a fat blonde woman,was making fun of me infront of everyone.I was humiliated at first they were all in their church pews and this witch leading them to ridicule me.I walked up stairs to a very high hidden balcony on the 4th floor of this huge church. This lady saw me up there and I was at the edge of the balcony. She saw me and told me to falll come on you know youre going to.Then I slowly stepped back, in my dream I was wearing midnight blue, I had my hair down straight really long, these people wore all dressed like back woods people. But it hurt the more she said to me. She said I was stupid and nothing. I saw as I walked back and turned over my shoulder a child a lil brown haired boy. He was at the edge she had told him to jump on to the wood floor beneath. I saw visions of children beore she did this too. I went to grab the boy but it was too late he jumped. I saw the blood from his head splatter. And I dont remember how I got to the bottom floor so fast but I had.I remember my sadness and fear and hurt turned into rage against this blonde hag. I walked infront of these people who once laughed at me and stood infront of those who laughed and saw then as they were and the blonde fat and ugly. I was beautiful in my dream, I saw her heart, the real people all ugly.I told the people I dont care what you think of me , I may not be the most beautiful woman, or the funniest, or smartest but I am who I am and accept it. You better all deal with it. And they all applauded me. I soon saw this womans bodd tell her who is responsible for this child I told her what she did. She said if this is o your butt is as good as fired. I then saw myself on the top of the church the roof on an old windmill. It was me but it felt like I was different my appearance.I was seeing myself from the ground, looking at myself at the same time standing on the wiind mill. I was shocked when I jumped off I was flying, I flew as high as I could in to the sky, but, I turned around and landed back on the ground safely. I saw myself after that walking with more confidence. The streets and the windmilll were dark. it was night.IP: Logged |
Ra
Moderator Posts: 3954
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Registered: Apr 2001
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posted April 19, 2005 02:04 PM
Fighting back indeed.  This dream reflects the growth process you are going through concerning issues of self-worth, self-confidence, and self-esteem. Basically, the old value/morality structure (church) that you were living under, and those people who imposed it, has lost it's grip upon you. You no longer allow others to tell you who you are or what you should be doing, and you are beginning to see just how wrong the others in your life were, and you can see who they really are. "I am who I am ... accept it." Bravo! You've taken a leap of faith (jump from church/windmill), facing the unknown (dark), because you have to. "I saw myself after that walking with more confidence."  Make sense?  IP: Logged |
archangelgabby411
Knowflake Posts: 78
From: orlando,florida,usa
Registered: Feb 2004
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posted April 19, 2005 03:20 PM
It makes alot of sense.IP: Logged |
Ra
Moderator Posts: 3954
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Registered: Apr 2001
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posted April 20, 2005 04:18 AM
Good. Keep being strong.  IP: Logged | |
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