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greycat
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From: Australia
Registered: Sep 2004
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posted April 19, 2005 05:23 AM
 
I just had a shattering dream, these days i seem really exhausted in the end of the day. Somehow it's not that my brain is tired but only my body and i found it really difficult to fall asleep. i took a nap during the day because the previous night i had only 3 hours of sleep. i set the alarm and went to bed, so here's the dream: i just heard a voice coming from somewhere telling me: "check ur phone NOW!" i woke up as i heard the sound and just took the phone and then i received the message from my boyfriend just telling me he's at work. I said out loud "oh god, i could have read it when i had a proper rest, u don't need to wake me up!!!!" and turned and continued sleeping. Then i dreamt that my phone was ringing (the alarm). i switched it off and stood up. It was a night, all dark! i walked out of the room and came to the kitched where i could hardly see me younger sister eating an apple and walking towards me asking me what did i do with dad.. i was like "what do u mean what did i do???" -"you two deleted all the folders i needed on the computer" i was telling her something while she was talking and chewing and during that time i wanted to ask her why is it so dark in the house. She seemed... weird with that apple, the way she was eating that big green apple and the way she was looking at me... Then i got into the living room when i just saw my mom standing, i couldn't really see what she was doing but she seemed to be thinking about something, concerned. Then i just screamed at the little one "SHUT UP!!!!" and then we heard from my parents room people coming in and talking. I said "oh we've got guests". then my mom stood in front of us pushing both of us behind her, like she was protecting us, and three of us were walking backwards. I kept on asking "why is it so dark? What's going on, mom? Are you alright?" and then i heard a my little sister's voice coming out of that room. And then i started screaming "How can she be in two rooms at the same time? HOW CAN PEOPLE COME INTO HOUSE THROUGH THAT ROOM???" and then i just heard my mom in a crying voice saying "but he brought the ***** here......" and then i just looked at the inbound door and it was open and saw a really big white dog sniffing (it was a pretty one although i don't like dogs and don't find them pretty at all). I couldn't really see if the dog was inside or outside of the house and somehow i was trying to work it out but then i could still hear the voices laughing as if they were coming in the room where we were and i just woke up. The first thing i did was i switched the lamp on and thought "there IS light". and i realized it was just 15 minutes after i received the message from my boyfriend and 15 minutes i actually had to wake up/phone to alarm. You have any insight? 
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Ra
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posted April 20, 2005 03:42 AM
Hmmm ... I'll give it some thought, greycat. You know, that girl with the big green apple is peculiar. You had another dream a while back with big green apples, remember? There is something to it ... any idea? Does a big green apple mean something to you?  IP: Logged |
greycat
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From: Australia
Registered: Sep 2004
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posted April 20, 2005 05:12 AM
Yes, Ra, i remembered taht as well. I dropped so many of them. But this time my little sister was eating one so messy. I have no idea.... i don't like and i don't usually eat apples, i don't know... no idea...IP: Logged |
Ra
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posted April 21, 2005 04:14 AM
Do you feel separated from your family somehow, or maybe that someone has intruded into your family life, or is there some sort of division, and possibly deceit? Just a few stray thoughts I'd like to get out of the way, and out of mind.   IP: Logged |
greycat
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From: Australia
Registered: Sep 2004
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posted April 21, 2005 04:21 AM
Nah.... nothing similar... Well i hope not! I can't think of anything... Everything is under control in my family and social life as well.
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greycat
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posted April 25, 2005 02:13 AM
Ra, you still there?IP: Logged |
Ra
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posted April 25, 2005 01:06 PM
Hi greycat Still here, I just took a long weekend with the wife. Well, so far my thoughts are similar to the questions I posed before. Let's see if any of this strikes a chord ... This dream seems to reflect family dynamics. The energies and feelings seem dark and confusing, and it seems to me that there may be something disruptive going on within the family, at least as it concerns your feelings. Perhaps this is something from the past rather than a current situation. Do you feel like your needs or feelings are not being considered, or did you? Has something entered the family picture, something new that you do not particularly like? (white dog) Has something happened that could divide the family somehow, or did so in the past? Are your parents divorced, or were they having some serious problems? What was meant by this statement, i just heard my mom in a crying voice saying "but he brought the ***** here......"? Anything? IP: Logged |
greycat
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From: Australia
Registered: Sep 2004
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posted April 26, 2005 01:54 AM
Ra, I can't think of anything... I believe that no family is perfect but my always seemed to be close to it. I don't know...IP: Logged |
Ra
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posted April 26, 2005 04:25 AM
Okay, so back to the drawing board. I'll have to give it another night's thought. IP: Logged |
Ra
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posted April 29, 2005 03:38 AM
We need a fresh set of eyes on this one. I would truly like to see it figured out, for the learning of it, but I can't see past what I've already written, at least not yet. If anyone has an idea or thought, we would love to hear it!   IP: Logged |
fayte.m
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From: ohio
Registered: Mar 2005
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posted April 29, 2005 03:22 PM
Ok, I'll jump in and see if I can help!
I 'm not sure where to start, but perhaps these questions might help clarify something.1. Apple...does anyone you know in waking life use a Mac? You mentioned the sister asking about a computer.
2. have you been having trouble keeping up with returning calls, letters etc. in your waking life?
3. Do you feel any, one or more people are asking more out of you than you can give?
In any/all areas of your life?
4.Are you eating and sleeping right, or burning the candle at both ends, always go go go?
5.Do you feel like someone or something is invading your personal space?
6.Do you wish someone would save/protect you? Ok, I'll ponder it some more. I don't know if I gave any clues that will help. IP: Logged |
greycat
Knowflake Posts: 95
From: Australia
Registered: Sep 2004
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posted April 30, 2005 01:28 AM
I have been having trouble with writing letters and returning calls. I have few friends from overseas and I've been really busy and I don't really know what to tell them because nothing has changed.
No one really asks me to give them something I can't, but there has been one person asking me a question that I can't answer, because I don't even know the answer myself.
Protecting me... I don't know, I used to think that before... I somehow realized I am already protected by myself maybe not enough but I wouldn't even want to be protected by someone else anymore in case that "special" someone drops it.
Thank you fayte.m, it helped.
Thank you Ra.  ------------------
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