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pixelpixie
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posted April 23, 2005 11:52 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for pixelpixie     Edit/Delete Message
The world was changing, all the signs were there.. it was a big group of people. my husband amoung them.. we weren't close.. I barely saw him in my dream.. but people knew we were a couple, and we had children. I had to gather together important things but I couldn't decide what to bring... the dream featured housing structures.. various kinds. And children always around. One place was a 'trailer' but it was huge and had three levels, complete with a basemnent, yet I knew it was still mobile. The kids at one point were playing in a bathroom... One of them was my daughter(but she is younger in the dream), and a very small toddler. The very small toddler I get the sense that she is also mine, yet not.. even that she is not real, not human ( and the sense pervaded the dream, with a lot of people acting wierd, and not being 'human') In the bathroom, they were unsupervised, so i went in there, and the very small toddler wnted to go into the toilet and see if she could swim or something, so she started doing that. I thought it was wierd, but then, she isn't real anyway... and my daughter wasn't doing it... So did this a few times, it was wierd looking, to have a little girl with her head in a toilet, and then she did it again, but it was flushed and she tried to go down, I held her legs to get her out, as I was scared and concerned for her( though it seemed she wasn't) and I saw her head, submerged in the water, and panicked... I got her out. Happy she was safe, and wondering why we had to go through something so stupid in the first place.
Later, My daughter was running around with the other kids, on a lower level. I was on top of the stairs. All of a sudden, I see things squirming on the carpetting.. so I investigated.. there were a bunch of these small crab like creatures, coming up from the ground.. they were maybe an inch or two... but I knew they'd get bigger, and I didn't want them there with the kids. I knew this was part of the change, and it freaked me out. No one else seemed concerned but me. Like it was some duty I had. I knew the crabs would claw at people, especially the kids, as they are small... I didn't kill any of the creatures though, as I didn't understand their nature yet, but they looked menacing. I noticed later in the dream though, that they'd gotten bigger, and even more menacing. Almost like little scary crab-people. Outside the trailer, there was water in some places, and I knew it was just a matter of time, but was still disorganized.. I went outside and under the trailer, I found all these tools and useful instruments underneath it, so I ducked down and held onto a rail, and reached into the water to get them.. I saw crystal clear through the water, and some tools were rusted and not worth it, but I found useful ones too. Then out of the corner of my eye, I see this set of amazing tools, with leather backing, and the set up was elaborate, and it was just becoming submerged, but still salvageable. As I was untying some tools from the backing, in order to save them, my aunt (who is amazing, and a model of love and also firmness.. she and my uncle have the 'perfect' marriage, incidentally) She saw the tools I was saving and was so excited. It was like I had done this great thing, by finding them, as they are my uncles and he cherishes them and they'd just forgotten them in the rush of 'the change' She made sure I knew I had done a good thing, and we carried on saving the tools.

I just analysed my own dream. Holy crap. Writing that was quite therapeutic.. amazing how the mind speaks to you.

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posted April 24, 2005 01:32 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for fayte.m     Edit/Delete Message
Very cool! I love it when that happens!

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posted April 26, 2005 04:44 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ra     Edit/Delete Message
Wow. So you understand it Pixie?

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pixelpixie
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posted April 27, 2005 01:53 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for pixelpixie     Edit/Delete Message
I believe so.. but not the toilet part.. cleansing or something?

'The change'.. my life circumstances ( and during an eclipse) It has been building inside for years.. which is why I seem to be the only one in the dream freaked out about it.
I don't want these scary crab like things around the kids.. they are the innocents, and don't need to be exposed to the change... in a negative way, at least.. but these little negative things ( with pincers and/or claws.. scorpionic, perhaps?) keep getting bigger, and I know they are a problem, yet I seem to be the only one aware of how big they are getting and their potential.....
The change requires tools.... when you set off on a journey, you need tools to be prepared.... I held on to something for stability and saw all these interesting tools ... in clear water ( YES, I can do this!!!!)
The tools which are carefully constructed and beautiful,and obviously cared for, just happen to belong to my uncle and my aunt, who have been *HAPPILY* married for over 36 years. They have always been my model for a beautiful relationship.... not even that it has lasted so long, and so successfully by societal standards.. they are HAPPY. * Maybe not always, but it simply seeps from them *
Their well constructed tools, carefully and lovingly laid out for me to find.
My family, in my dream, wants for this 'change' to include my hubby.. rather than the opposite, which would be a radical separation, in order to find this *thing* that has been missing for so long.
I think this *thing* is simply the state of being alive. Being spiritual, being empathic, being loving.. and being curious about what lies beyond the connections you make in this world.. and whether exclusivity works in my life at least for now... ack. this Saturn return stuff really quite sucks.. but it is illuminating... just not clear.
I see the areas that are lit up with uncertainty, but I don't yet have the tools for my own knowing.....

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posted April 27, 2005 04:10 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Ra     Edit/Delete Message
Thanks for sharing that Pixie, I wasn't expecting a full explanation but that sure makes a lot of sense. And it looks like there is plenty of emotional energy "on the rise" as well.

Thank you again for sharing that.

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pixelpixie
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posted April 27, 2005 10:20 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for pixelpixie     Edit/Delete Message
I am always pretty open here, but more generalized and vague.
Lately, I have just stripped down and exposed all these parts to the light here.
It is an interesting feeling.
Hopefully it will help, and already, I have received so much love and guidance. So I am encouraged to continue for now, with this sharing.... before I realize I have shared too much, and then retreat behind a wall of humour. * Not that there is anything wrong with that*

Thanks for providing me a vehicle with which to elaborate.

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posted April 27, 2005 11:06 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for fayte.m     Edit/Delete Message
Yes...it is often unnerving to bare our souls, but it can help others, and that is a good thing. It is not something I am used to doing, except on a personal one on one basis.
Here at LL I am testing the waters so to speak. When I feel I will/am not being laughed at or ridiculed, I talk. This is a very new thing for this reclusive and sensitive Scorpio. I must admit it is not without trepidation that I open up, peek out,and reply.

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posted April 27, 2005 08:27 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for pixelpixie     Edit/Delete Message
Yes, fayte.... I know.. it is unusual for me.. I mean I always tell the truth in my life...well.. um, mostly.. okay, start over...
I live authentically. I am honest...but the truth need not be all.. I can omit things based upon my comfort level.. or I'll be vague.
Ack, you get me, what am I yammering on for?
I am glad you have joined here.

Ra, was that an erection joke?
j/k.
Here comes the humour.
(bad humour in fact!)

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posted April 27, 2005 10:01 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for fayte.m     Edit/Delete Message
pixelpixie! We share much in common it seems
in our ethics concerning honesty, and comfort levels. I am honest even if it causes me trouble. Lying is something I will not do.
Tactfullness is so close to lying that it makes me uneasy, but for diplomatic and peaceful communication, this is a required thing. Thank You! Also, when is your birthdate? I am November 3rd.

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posted April 27, 2005 11:40 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for pixelpixie     Edit/Delete Message
October 28.

Both first decans, if you go by that school of Astrology.. it does have relevance! Did I spell relevance wrong? Did I say wrong in the improper context?
Yeah.. that means.. I have a busy day tomorrow, (a seminar from 9 am, not including travel time, of course.. then work until midnight)and I need to rest my weary brain apparently.

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posted April 28, 2005 12:43 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for fayte.m     Edit/Delete Message
I must admit that I am not very up on astrology yet. I too am tired, and getting brain glitches, or brain farts as some might say. That, and yippie yippie, a wisdom tooth extraction at 7am. What fun!!!Good night pixie!

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posted April 29, 2005 12:54 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for pixelpixie     Edit/Delete Message
Fayte, I hope your mouth is feeling better.
I understand that completely.

My Libra Pluto & Mercury in the third house makes diplomacy a little easier for me.

Decans are 10 degrees (or so)within a certain Sign, and how it changes from one element to the next in the same element, in order.... So if you were a Cancer, born ten degrees after the Sun entered Cancer, then you'd be a Cancer/Scorpio... and if you are a Cancer who was born when the sun was twenty degrees into Cancer, You'd be a Cancer/Pisces.
So.. the modality would fit... You'd be a little different than your Cancer neighbor who was born at a different time in the month..(Cardinal/Fixed.. but both of the intuitive, emotional water element.)
I don't know though.. Astrology is already complex, it is hard to grasp adding another layer.... so I don't follow decans, exactly, though they appear to have some credence.

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pixelpixie
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posted April 29, 2005 12:57 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for pixelpixie     Edit/Delete Message
So you and I would be Scorpio /Scorpio.
Scary.
(I'm kidding.. aren't you secretly proud to be so misunderstood? *PLus there's that whole passion thing.. I quite like that part.)

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posted April 29, 2005 01:44 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Azalaksh     Edit/Delete Message
pixie, fayte ~
I hope you two don't think it's getting a little old to hear this from me, but THANK YOU both for opening up the Scorpio Vault of Secrets and sharing the enormous depths of your feelings and personal wisdom with the rest of us. I feel truly privileged that you've allowed me to know you in a small way!

'zala

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posted April 29, 2005 01:48 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for pixelpixie     Edit/Delete Message
Yawhat now?

Excuse me?
PLease join us.. you have an open invitation anytime anywhere anyhow.
You have helped me so much.
Are you kidding?

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posted April 29, 2005 02:36 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for fayte.m     Edit/Delete Message
pixelpixie! Yes, tooth gone! A little zonky and stiff today but painfree!
You know more about astrology than I do! I feel a bit "huh..duhh??" about what you said, but I think I understand a little. Still learning. Yes it is Very satisfying in some ways to be thought of as too weird and ....well you know what I mean!!! Passion..yes, in all its forms!!!For many things!!! Thanks pixie!

Zala!!!! I am going to whap you so hard if you keep apologizing for liking us and appreciating us and fitting in so well with us!!!! And now that you've been almost whapped...join us or do we have to taunt you, tease you, and drag you into our gathering of (heh heh! whatcha game for dearie?!) you never know what's going to happen next group? It's hard to get Scorpios to spill, and you make us feel like it's A-Ok
to do so! You got the courage Zala! You are straight foreward and I really love that! Speaking for myself and others...We love you Zala!!!!!

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posted April 29, 2005 03:09 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Azalaksh     Edit/Delete Message
pixie, fayte ~

I shall consider myself whapped forthwith! Thanks for keeping me real, and thank goodness it wasn't thwacked, that jeweled thwacker still gives me shivers!!! Thanks for the open invititation, and I have always enjoyed being thought of as too weird... ....the "different" appeals to me! I suppose it does take a kind of courage to not care about being "normal", whatever that is!

As for the courage, you two Scorp Eagles outclass me by a mile! Spilling my guts is not always easy, but I suspect I find it easier than you. It does take a lot of bravery to lay yourself on the public line like we do. But I wish I could yank out from way inside me as good descriptions of my feelings as you do. I've always had a problem with that verbal constipation....

You ask, what am I game for (heh heh!), well, I've always tried to experience everything I can, and to misquote a funny cliche, "when you are forced to choose between two evils, pick the one you've never tried before." Sooooo, let's do that Contradictory, Repulsive and Hilarious Quotes From the Good Book thing we talked about before!

Loves & Hugs,
'zala

PS: fayte, I'd like to run your natal chart, wouldja let me? 11/3/54. where and what time? If you feel more comfy, you can email it to me -- my address is in my profile.
PPS: pix, in the decanate school of thought, does that make me a Libra/Aquarius (oct 20)?

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posted April 29, 2005 03:49 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for fayte.m     Edit/Delete Message
Good! I really hate whapping nice wonderful people! This may sound strange...but you remind me of my husband in some ways! He has trouble with noticing how fantastic and intellegent he appears to me and others. Even when his latest book was published and the US Embassy Library in Bejing bought a copy, he couldn't/didn't get excited, at least not until a few weeks later! He still worries that it isn't good enough! I look at him and say, "GEEEEZ! Not good enough?! You had a major publihing house take it and they want more! You have your own ISBN. code, and I am Sooo proud of you and I want one too! And pre-sales a year before you even finished, and the US Embassy Library in Bejing! Anyhow, I don't know if you are like that in some ways, but you just remind me of him! And that is a good thing because I love him to the core of my being! So how can I not love and appreciate you? You for who you are and your sharing, caring ways!
The good book...Heh Heh Heh.....back with a few quotes...where should we post them? This is the dream room, so how about in Universal Codes?....going hunting..hee hee...back soon...hee hee.....

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posted April 29, 2005 03:58 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for fayte.m     Edit/Delete Message
Oh yeah, my natal chart? I'll ask my husband if I can give you a free LEXAGRAM NAME ANALYSIS REPORT in trade, if you're interested. I'll get back to you on that asap. Need to find my Birth Certificate.
Don't know if it was 11:03 or 11:30 am. Never can keep that straight. Hey! It was over 50 years ago! Hee Hee! Also where do you find your little weird smilies? I love them! I'm an internet newbie, was a virtual virgin before I came here! Stupid dial up, but it works!

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posted April 29, 2005 07:39 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Azalaksh     Edit/Delete Message
Hi fayte ~

Sorry for hijacking your thread, Pix!

I thought I replied to this but it vanished **poof** into the ether.....thanks for all the nice attagirl stuff (**blushes**)!

I'd love a lexigram! Do you use my full name? If so, AAAEEHKLNNRSU.

As for smileys, I get them here: http://www.smileys.ws/ . You click on a smiley and the address appears in the box at the top. Right click the address, click copy, come back to the forum box, right click and paste. These smileys come with the [img] at the beginning and the [/img] at the end, so you don't need to add it.

I'll be looking for your birthtime and birthplace!

'zala

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posted April 30, 2005 01:20 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for pixelpixie     Edit/Delete Message
*gasp*
How DARE you hijack my thread!

*gasp* Why, I am brimming with huge fake outrage!

*It is huge!!! And Fake!!! And Outrageous!!!
(Much like Pamela Anderson~ don't pay attention to that, I am just jealous...)

*Was it fierce when I bolded that word back there?
Was I intimidating?
Gosh.. don't you dare communicate and share on a thread I started.. don't you know I control things?
I am like the host of a show here.. I steer it where I want it.. a la Larry King.

Let's talk about............

Vases with delicate fresh purple lilacs.

I'm sure we could really go wild on that topic.
Purple. Fragrant. I am getting excited already.
GO!!!!!

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posted April 30, 2005 01:32 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for pixelpixie     Edit/Delete Message
Zala~
Regarding the decanates~
Actually, because in principal, you repeat the qualities intensely in the first decanate, it travels *like the Sun* Through each sign.. but it pauses at the first decanate ( the first ten degrees of the sign) in the same sign.. so I'd be Scorpio-Scorpio....because I was born within the first degrees of the sign... so it repeats like that. I messed up with my first description back there... it repeats in the sign it is in.. ack, hard to explain

Being that you are in the third decanate, you'd be sort of a hodge podge of varying influences, of the air element.. Libra-Gemini. Mercurial indeed.

And by the way *stern voice again*
What are you talking about?
Your words are strong and powerful, you are eloquent and kind, you are intelligent and the way you present yourself is anything but constipation of the mind ( charming though it is to disparage and make fun of ourselves sometimes)
YOU ARE MAGNIFICENT!!!
It is evident.
*so shut up and continue delighting the world with your presence. And by that, I mean PRESENTS. Gifts.

for you, zala.

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posted April 30, 2005 01:34 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for pixelpixie     Edit/Delete Message
Oh, and a for fayte too.


And several for Ra, because well, it is his forum, and I just want to kiss him.




I liked that last one.

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posted April 30, 2005 01:50 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for fayte.m     Edit/Delete Message
pixie! Zala! and you too Ra! Love you all Going to bed now.
pixie Zala Ra

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posted April 30, 2005 10:29 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Azalaksh     Edit/Delete Message
Sherriff Pixie,

I am cowering at your magnificent fierceness (how about my bolded?!?). I am totally intimidated! I submit for my punishment -- get your feather! Or are you "trying to discpline everyone here" again?!?!?!?

I see TP has not grown in wisdom or consideration after her molting. I thought it was going to go well with the Sun/Moon thread....so much for that, carrot top. I love your carrot top -- your curls are so pretty!!!

Thanks for the info on decanates, it's something I haven't read up on -- I have SOOOO much reading to do but I'd rather be here interacting with you splendid entities! And perhaps I do overcompensate with the self-deprecation at times, but sometimes I fear the Leo Rising comes off too haughty and regal (even though, of course, we ARE)....amd we (evolved) Libras must ATTEMPT to keep things balanced....
Libra/Gemini, eh. Mercurial indeed, with my Merc in Scorp!

Ooooh, I LIKE the vase full of fresh purple lilacs image I'm getting in my head....
Fresh. Purple. Fragrant. Now I'm getting excited, and I have no outlet!!!
The lilacs have just budded out here in MN, how about up your way?

'zala

PS: Pix, I think fayte has an Air Rising sign because of her logic. 2nd guess: Fire. There, I've covered half the zodiac, place your bets now!

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